tattoo artist rommulas x bsf!reader
❕cw ❕teasing, oral (f rec), fingering, slapping, choking, hair pulling, unprotected sex, backshots, degrading, aftercare 🤤 (cooked up some BULLSHIT)
a/n: thank you so much for the amount of support you guys have given me i love you all so much!!!
for the past few weeks, you could tell something was off with roman.
it wasn’t anything obvious.
it was all the little things.
he stopped calling just to tell you about his day. your texts sat unanswered for hours, sometimes days, before he’d send back a dry, one-word reply that sounded nothing like him. whenever you ran into him around town, he’d offer you a quick nod, maybe a mumbled “hey,” before finding an excuse to disappear.
roman had never been distant.
did you do something wrong when you two fucked? was he no longer interested in you after you let him do that to you.
you’d lay in bed after work thinking about every possible situation that could be happening,
he was kinda distant before everything even happened.
you picked up your phone, opened your text thread with roman and re-read it all
3:36 pm “hi romy, do you wanna get dinner tonight”
7:48 pm “sorry if you’re busy, i went out with lola instead”
11:31 pm “i love u romy, call when u can”
9:36 am “hey, just checking in”
11:43 am “roman? are you okay?”
3:47 pm from roman “im fine”
3:48 pm “romyyyyy hiiii, i miss uu”
you swallowed hard, trying to fight back the tears that pooled in your eyes, you gripped onto your phone hard, your thumb hovering over the call button
you swallowed again trying to keep your voice from shaking,
“uh hi… i just wanted to check-“
the tears started falling.
“oh” you said with a shaky breath “um sorry, i’ll go.”
your thumb hovers over the hang up button
but roman’s voice cuts through again
“i’m sorry babygirl, i don’t know what’s been up recently, i’ve just felt weird since i fucked you, and then you posted me. i just didn’t know how to feel angel” his voice was steady and smooth like he new you were upset too
your heart pounded in your chest, he said it. he actually admitted he’d been acting weird because of you two having sex.
you hadn’t thought anything of it at the time. not now…
now everything made sense.
he wasn’t mad about you, he was freaking out over what people might think… or what he thought people would assume about him being publicly claimed like that by someone like you, someone so boldly affectionate online while he'd always been quiet.
“babygirl,” his voice came again softer now regretful “i didn’t mean to make you cry.”
“i don’t know how to act”
roman’s voice cracked a little. roman never showed vulnerability like this.
“i don’t know how to act around you,” he repeated, quieter now, almost confused by himself. “i keep thinking, people saw that post and assumed things. like I was suddenly taken or whatever.”
then: “but the truth is… i wanted everyone to know you were mine after we slept together.” his breath hitched slightly, like admitting that out loud cost him something big.
“so why did it make me feel so weird? why couldn’t i text back normal? why did seeing my name pop up scare you?”
another pause, longer this time, heavy with guilt and confusion.
“like jesus christ roman, im not one of your whores. i’m your bestfriend for fucks sake.”
the silence on the other end of the line was deafening.
roman didn’t breathe. didn’t move.
and then a sharp inhale like you’d just punched him in the chest.
“whore?” His voice dropped, low, raw, hurt in a way that made your stomach flip. “you think… i think of you like that?”
he let out a broken kind of laugh, not mocking, but devastated. like he couldn't believe those words came from you, from someone who knew him better than anyone ever had.
“yeah you know what y/n, i fucking did. i treated you like a whore because you are one. you shoved your ass right up against me like you were begging to be fucking touched” he gritted out through clenched teeth.
your breath hitched, the tears started coming out harder
“that’s what you think of me..?”
the line went quiet again, roman’s breathing ragged, like he was fighting to control himself.
then came the worst sound of all: silence.
no defense. no apology. just… nothing.
and that silence? that said everything.
you were his best friend since middle school. you’d held him when his grandpa died, you’d sat with him through panic attacks, cried with him after breakups, been there for every single stupid thing life threw at both of you…and now this?
now he called you a whore like it meant something casual? like sleeping together erased years of loyalty and love?
your chest burned, hot tears streaming down your face as the weight crashed over you:
he completely dehumanized what happened between you two, and in doing so, destroyed whatever trust was left standing.
and then roman finally spoke again, voice quieter now, still cold underneath:
“whatever bro. block me or something, i don’t care.”
the words hit like a slap.
roman your romy, the boy who used to text you good morning with heart emojis even when he was sick, just dismissed you like some random girl from a club hookup.
and worse? he didn't sound angry anymore.
like he’d already checked out emotionally, and now wanted nothing to do with the fallout of his own cruelty.
you couldn’t breathe through your nose, the sobs were coming too fast, ugly and gasping, tears dripping onto your phone screen as it sat there in silence after his voice had cut off so coldly…
the buzz of the text hit like a lightning strike. you stared at the screen, breath still uneven from crying.
no explanation. no softener. just those three words, bold and final, like a command or maybe an apology wrapped in panic.
your chest was tight, your face swollen from tears, heart pounding with that awful mix of hope and dread, the kind you feel right before something life-changing happens… but you don't know if it's good or bad yet.
then footsteps on the porch outside your apartment, fast ones. roman never knocked unless he was pissed or desperate. and right now? he wasn't knocking at all.
the door swung open without warning and there stood roman hoodie pulled low over his eyes jaw clenched tight as ever but something about him looked shattered underneath it all
he didn’t say anything at first just stepped inside kicked the door shut behind him with his foot and stared at you really stared like he was seeing your face for the first time since everything went wrong
your cheeks were wet tear tracks still fresh on your skin phone still clutched in one hand where you’d dropped it after reading his text
roman’s expression flickered, anger? guilt? regret? something raw, then collapsed into pure devastation
in two long strides he closed the distance between you, hands finding your waist, then sliding down to grip your ass firmly. before you could react, he lifted you up with surprising strength like it was nothing and carried you through the apartment
your breath hitched as his arms locked around your thighs, holding tight while his steps were heavy but sure, straight toward the bedroom door at the end of hall
he kicked it open gently because even now in this moment of raw emotion roman never slammed things unless truly angry (and right now? not angry)
roman lowered you onto the bed slowly, carefully, like he was afraid you’d break or vanish if he moved too fast
the second your back touched the mattress, his lips found your skin
your shirt had ridden up slightly during the carry and without asking or warning roman leaned down and pressed his mouth to your bare hip bone, soft at first,a gentle kiss that sent a shiver through both of you
then another. then another.
each one followed by a hickey: warm suction kisses that bloomed into faint purple marks against your pale skin, not aggressive but tender in their possession like he was claiming what belonged to him again
he slid off the bed and onto his knees in front of you, movements deliberate, cold almost,and fixed his eyes on your thighs. they were tense, trembling slightly from crying and everything that just happened
he noticed how tight they clenched together like you were trying to disappear into yourself
and without warmth or kindness he scoffed low under his breath not loud enough for most people to hear but loud enough for you to catch it clear as day
then he grabbed both sides of your thighs with rough hands squeezing hard, not painful but definitely aggressive dominance
roman’s fingers hooked into the waistband of your shorts without asking, tugging them down in one sharp motion. you didn’t fight him, just sat there frozen, heart slamming
the cool air hit your skin but it was nothing compared to the heat of his stare as he looked at what was now exposed: your thighs still bare, panties on, plain cotton ones you’d worn that day because you weren’t trying to impress anyone
he didn’t compliment them.
didn't say they looked cute or soft or anything nice.
instead roman leaned forward slowly and blew a hot breath right over the thin fabric covering your center, just enough pressure through cloth to make you flinch
the second his breath hit, your body reacted, thighs tensed again instinctively and you bit your lip to keep from making a sound
that little flinch? the way your hips twitched up slightly toward him like they had a mind of their own?
he smirked. not sweet or playful — no. this was cruel amusement. the kind that said “i see how bad you want me but you don’t deserve nice”
without warning he pressed his mouth right against where your panties covered you and kissed once through the fabric, slow, deliberate, then pulled back just enough to watch for another reaction
roman’s voice came out low, rough around the edges, not yelling but cold and cutting in that quiet way that hurts more than screaming
"you’re shaking," he said flatly, eyes locked on your face.
not a question. an observation. like he was dissecting you.
then without waiting for a response:
"why? you scared of me now?"
his tone wasn’t angry, worse than anger. it was detached disappointment mixed with something almost mocking underneath
he leaned in again slowly and this time nipped lightly through your panties, just enough pressure to sting, not biting hard but making his presence felt before pulling back to watch how you’d react
roman’s breath hit your skin again, this time colder, like he was exhaling on purpose to make you shiver
"look at you," he muttered, voice dripping with something sharp and judgmental. "all worked up just from me touching your stupid little panties."
his fingers slid under the elastic band of your waistband now, not pulling them down yet, just teasing, holding them there while his thumb rubbed small circles over the fabric right where it covered you
"you want me to take these off?"
he asked it like a challenge. like if you said yes he’d laugh at how desperate you sounded
your breath hitched when he asked, the question hanging in the air like a test
you swallowed hard, your mouth dry, and nodded slightly. just once. barely noticeable.
a slow, dark smirk curled at the corner of his lips, not kind or sexy, but smug. like you’d handed him power without even fighting for it
"say please," he said flatly, thumb still moving over your panties in lazy circles that weren’t helping anything
his voice was calm. cold authority wrapped around every syllable. no room to negotiate
you opened your mouth, but no sound came out at first
your throat felt tight, shame and want twisting together in a mess. you hadn’t expected him to make you beg. roman never did that before
after a shaky inhale, barely above a whisper:
it cracked halfway through.
weak. pathetic maybe, if you were hearing yourself from the outside.
roman’s expression didn’t soften though. not even close.
he just stared for one long second… then slowly started pulling your panties down over your hips
every inch of fabric he peeled down felt like a lifetime, his fingers slow, deliberate, not gentle but not rough either. just methodical, like undressing you was some chore he had to do
your hips lifted slightly on their own, helping him without thinking, and the second your panties hit mid-thigh level, cold air rushed over your now-bare skin
he didn’t look away from what was exposed. no embarrassment or awe in his eyes. just… observation. clinical almost.
your legs were already tense, thighs pressed together from nerves, and now roman wanted you to spread? just like that?
a flush crept up your neck. embarrassment burned in your chest. this wasn’t how things used to be between you two. not even close.
but he was staring at you, waiting, patient but unrelenting
after another second of silence, shaky hands slowly slid down and gently pushed your knees apart
not wide open or anything dramatic… just enough space for him to see everything fully now
roman leaned in close again, his face hovering right above where you were now exposed so close you could feel the warmth of his breath
but he didn’t kiss. didn’t lick. didn't do anything meaningful.
instead, he exhaled slowly a hot puff of air that ghosted over your most sensitive skin… then pulled back just as quickly
your hips lifted slightly off the bed instinctively chasing contact that wasn't coming
he saw it. of course he did.
and instead of giving you what your body clearly wanted?
roman smirked, small and cruel this time, and blew another lazy breath against you like it was some kind of joke
roman finally leaned in, but instead of giving you what your body was screaming for, he dragged his lips *just* to the side of where you wanted them most
a soft, almost lazy kiss landed on your inner thigh, high up, close enough that it made your stomach flip… but not where it mattered
each one trailing slowly higher with agonizing slowness until his mouth hovered right there, a hair's breadth away from touching properly
breathed out gently again, warm air hitting sensitive skin, and then pulled back completely this time sitting back on his heels like nothing happened
finally, finally, roman’s mouth made contact.
but it wasn’t soft. wasn’t tender or sweet like you might’ve imagined in a different moment.
his lips closed gently around your clit, warm and wet through the contact, but he didn’t suck right away. no pressure at first, just holding it there between his lips like he was testing how sensitive you were
he applied light suction.
not hard enough to make you cry out, just enough to send an electric pulse straight up your spine that made your whole body tense
his tongue flicked once over the tip immediately after releasing
the second his tongue flicked over your clit, something in you snapped.
all the tension, all the crying earlier, all that hurt and anger from roman’s distance,it melted into pure sensation.
your back arched off the bed without meaning to. a quiet gasp escaped before you could stop it
roman didn’t pull away, i stead he took advantage.
his mouth grew bolder now: lips sealing tighter around your clit while his tongue circled it once… twice… then flattened against it with slow pressure as he sucked properly this time
roman’s mouth became relentless.
his lips stayed locked around your clit, warm and insistent, while his tongue worked in quick circles, small tight movements that were precise and mean because they knew exactly how to make you lose control
the suction increased just a fraction more — not painful but deep enough to send shocks through your entire body. every nerve lit up at once
you couldn’t help it: a whimper slipped out as your hips jerked upward instinctively chasing his mouth again
this time he didn’t pull back or tease. no. he followed the motion instantly pressing closer so his nose brushed against you while still working with ruthless focus
your breath came in short, shaky gasps every exhale trembling as roman’s mouth worked you over with cruel precision
"ah—" the sound slipped out before you could stop it. high-pitched. desperate.
then another whimper followed immediately after when his tongue dragged slowly up your clit and flicked the very tip
your hands flew to his hair without thinking, not pushing or pulling yet, just clutching at the strands like an anchor as your thighs trembled around him
you bit down hard on your lower lip trying to stay quiet… but another soft cry escaped anyway:
the second his name left your lips like that, small, broken, needy, roman froze for half a heartbeat.
just long enough to notice.
then he came back harder.
his mouth clamped down again with more hunger this time: lips sealing tight while his tongue swirled fast in tight circles right over your clit without mercy
you gasped louder now, fingers tightening in his hair as pleasure spiked through you sharply
another whimper tumbled out, higher pitched this time:
your hips bucked upward again involuntarily chasing the feeling and instinctively trying to press deeper into him
one second his mouth was on you, hot, wet kisses and teasing flicks, and the next, two fingers were sliding into you slowly, carefully, stretching gently as they pushed in deeper.
just there, curling slightly inside to test your warmth, your readiness, while his thumb brushed over your clit in lazy circles above where his other hand worked below
the dual sensation hit hard: the pressure of fingers filling you just right mixed with the soft suck-and-lick combo from roman’s mouth
and suddenly everything felt overwhelming, too much pleasure building all at once after weeks of emotional distance and physical absence between them two.
if anything? he seemed to love how responsive you were already.
roman’s voice was a husky murmur against your skin, low and thick with awe as he spoke for the first time since starting.
"fuck, angel. you’re so tight around my fingers."
the words came out rough, almost reverent, like he’d forgotten how it felt to be this close to you physically. like every little clench of your muscles around his fingers sent sparks through him.
his thumb kept circling slow but firm on your clit while two fingers curled deeper inside, not thrusting yet, just gently pumping in and out at a steady rhythm that matched the teasing licks of his tongue.
but now there was more intention behind each motion: testing what made you gasp louder, what angle had you squirming most under him
because roman wasn't just doing this anymore.
he was studying every reaction. memorizing them.
learning all over again how to make you feel good
roman’s voice was like gravel, thick and warm against your skin every time he spoke between kisses.
"god… you feel so fucking good," he muttered, his lips brushing your inner thigh before dragging another slow kiss higher.
then, without stopping the rhythm of his fingers:
"missed this… missed you like this."
no teasing smirk. no sarcasm. just raw honesty spilling out in hushed tones because right now? He wasn’t holding back anything, not emotions, not praise
his thumb swiped over your clit deliberately as he added:
"so perfect, always been so damn perfect for me."*
and then lower, almost a growl, when you clenched around him again:
"fuck... squeeze my fingers just like that."
each word dripped with affection and hunger mixed together, roman talking dirty to you in that soft but intense way only he could pull off.
you gasped, your breath coming in shallow little pants as roman’s fingers kept moving curling just right inside you while his thumb worked magic on your clit.
then, without thinking, without overanalyzing
you whimpered out suddenly.
Not a demand. not even fully coherent.
just need. raw and aching after weeks of nothing but coldness between them two.
tour hips lifted slightly off the bed instinctively, chasing his touch harder now like if he gave you even an inch more pressure it would unravel everything at once.
because god he was driving you crazy with how good this felt
the metallic clink of roman’s belt buckle echoed quietly in the room as his free hand, still working you gently with fingers and thumb, reached up to undo it.
no rush. no frantic stripping.
like he was preparing something.
his pants loosened, then the button popped open, zipper sliding down slowly while his other hand stayed focused on your pleasure, thumb circling, fingers pumping at that perfect angle that had you trembling
and when he finally pushed both jeans and boxers down just enough?
you didn’t see yet, but you felt it.
the shift in heat. the weight of him adjusting between your.
roman wasn't stopping what he was doing to you, not even close.
but now? now there were options.
roman stood in one smooth motion, tall, broad-shouldered, and fully hard.
the second he looked down at you , sprawled on the bed with flushed skin and kiss-swollen lips from his mouth, his expression darkened.
and when he gripped your hips, hard, fingers pressing into soft flesh like a claim, his voice came out rougher than before:
"you look so fucking good like this,"
"all messed up because of me."
then another squeeze as he yanked you closer to the edge of the bed by your waist:
"gonna ruin you properly now."
just dominance laced with lust, roman taking control after weeks of emotional distance, finally letting himself want what was always his.
you swallowed hard and nodded
roman’s eyes burned into yours, dark, intense, hungry, as you swallowed hard and nodded.
that silent agreement was all the permission he needed
in one swift motion, he hooked his hands under your thighs and pulled you to the very edge of the bed until your hips were flush with him. no space left between them no, just heat meeting heat.
then without another word, because why talk when actions spoke louder? roman grabbed himself at the base with one hand
a thick vein pulsed along his length.
precum glistened at his tip.
he guided himself right where both of you wanted him most.
no slow build-up after weeks apart like before
just pure need taking over as roman finally pressed forward
roman’s grip on your hips tightened, painfully, as he leaned over you, his breath hot against your ear.
"you’ve been such a good little slut for me,"
he muttered darkly, voice dripping with condescension and lust.
no sweetness left now. just pure use.
"all wet and desperate just from my fingers? pathetic."
a sharp slap landed on your inner thigh, not hard enough to bruise, but enough to sting. a reminder: i own this moment.
then he shoved into you in one rough thrust, no gentleness, because right now? Roman wasn't being tender or romantic, he was taking what he'd been denied for weeks...
and as his cock stretched you fully? That same cruel tone dropped again:
"fuck… tight like always… my perfect little whore..."
the moment he was fully seated inside you, roman let out a ragged groan, half pleasure, half possession.
but it didn’t last long before that edge returned.
he pulled almost all the way out, then slammed back in with deliberate force, setting a punishing pace right from the start. no slow love-making. this wasn’t about intimacy anymore, this was claiming.
he sneered through gritted teeth as his hips snapped forward again and again.
"missed being fucked like mine."
one hand pinned your wrist above your head while the other gripped your waist hard, fingers leaving marks you'd feel later, as he used every inch of himself to remind you exactly who owned this body.
and when his thumb found your clit mid-thrust? It wasn't gentle either, just rough circles meant to push you toward orgasm fast. because Roman wanted control over that, too.
your breath came in short, sharp gasps, each thrust from roman knocking the air out of your lungs.
and despite the degrading words, despite how roughly he was taking you
you couldn’t stay silent.
the cry tore out of you when his thumb pressed harder on your clit, sparks shooting through every nerve.
"oh my god—!" louder this time, desperate and uncontrolled as pleasure crested fast under his relentless rhythm.
no clever comebacks. no pass.
just raw need spilling out between moans because fuck, he was hitting that spot inside with every deep drive.
and when he leaned down to bite at your collarbone while pounding into you? you whimpered something broken:
"please—i’m gonna… i’m gonna cum..."
begging without even meaning to.
the broken please the shaky warning that you were close, and his lips curled into a smirk against your skin.
If anything, he got meaner.
"not yet," he growled, biting down harder on your shoulder as his hips snapped forward even faster, brutal precision now aimed at edging you right to the brink but not letting you tip over
his thumb stopped circling and just pressed flat against your clit instead: firm pressure without movement, teasing torture while roman kept fucking into you with deep, punishing thrusts meant to wind every coil tighter.
and when another whine escaped? that desperate sound of someone hanging on by a thread?
he laughed low in his throat, dark amusement laced with dominance, because this was exactly where he wanted you
the tension inside you was unbearable.
roman had you right on the edge, so close to orgasm that your whole body trembled with it, but he wasn’t letting go. not yet.
and when he saw how desperate you looked, lips parted, eyes glassy, thighs shaking around his waist, he leaned down and whispered in your ear:
"you don't get to cum until i say so."
then his mouth crashed onto yours, not a sweet kiss, but a claiming one: messy teeth and tongue as his hips never stopped their ruthless pace...
every thrust drove the pleasure higher…
every second stretched out the torture longer…
and Roman? he was loving every second of watching you unravel under him without release...
your lips were still wet from his kiss when another desperate whine slipped out, high and trembling.
you barely recognized your own voice. It was shaky, pleading, begging, like you’d never begged for anything in your life.
tears pricked the corners of your eyes not from sadness but from sheer overstimulation, every nerve lit up with pleasure that had nowhere to go because he wouldn’t let you come…
"i can't—i can't take it anymore! please let me cum!"
the words tumbled out in a frantic rush as tears finally escaped, trailing down your temples into the pillow beneath.
you weren’t even thinking about pride or dignity right now, just pure need for release after being edged so cruelly by the man who owned this moment completely.
a cold, low chuckle that vibrated through his chest as he watched tears roll down your face, not from pain, but from how badly you needed to come and being denied.
he mocked, voice dripping with cruel amusement.
then he deliberately slowed his thrusts, just shallow little movements now, so the friction stayed maddening without relief…
his free hand suddenly grabbed a fistful of your hair at the roots and yanked your head back slightly, exposing your throat as he leaned down to sneer in it:
"you’re such a pathetic mess right now… can't even handle getting fucked unless I let you cum."
just Roman using every degrading word possible because this wasn't about love or romance anymore, it was about power... and reminding both of them who controlled what happened next.
the pain in your scalp from his grip mixed with the unbearable pleasure still building low in your belly, a torturous combo.
and Roman? he reveled in it.
"look at you," he taunted, voice icy and sharp as glass.
"my little slut crying because she’s too weak to last without permission."
he released your hair only to slap your cheek lightly, once, more shock than sting, but the humiliation burned worse than any physical pain…
then he sped up again abruptly, slamming into you hard enough that the bed slammed against the wall with each thrust, but still no mercy. no letting go…
his hand clamped around both of yours above your head now, pinning them there while his hips pistoned forward like a machine programmed only for one goal:
the rhythmic thud of the bed hitting the wall echoed through the quiet apartment, each impact timed with roman’s brutal thrusts.
and still, still, he refused to let you tip over.
his lips curled as he watched your face twist in frustrated pleasure, tears now freely streaming down your flushed cheeks. You were shaking all over, completely at his mercy
he asked it like a joke, voice mocking and high-pitched on purpose to twist the knife.
then without waiting for an answer (not that he cared), roman suddenly pulled out entirely, leaving you empty and aching, just so he could flip you onto your stomach in one rough motion.
just dominance taking whatever position suited him best.
you lifted up onto all fours and pushed your ass into him
the second you were on all fours ass up, back arched instinctively, he grabbed your hips again with that same iron grip and yanked you backward toward him.
just his cock slamming back into you in one harsh motion, deeper than before because of the new angle, filling every inch of space without room to breathe.
and then came his voice again, dark and mocking right above the sound of skin hitting skin:
"that’s it… take it like a good little whore,"
he growled through clenched teeth as he started pounding into you from behind, hard enough that each thrust made your whole body jolt forward slightly.
his hands dug into your flesh possessively, marking what was his while roman used this position to go even rougher than before.
roman set a relentless pace, each snap of his hips brutal, unforgiving. the sound of skin slapping echoed through the room, mixed with your muffled whimpers into the sheets.
loved how you looked like this, completely at his mercy, taking every rough thrust without protest because even in tears and desperation, you weren’t fighting him.
he spat out between heavy breaths, voice thick with lust and control, as one hand slid around to grab your throat from behind, not squeezing, just holding. a claim. a reminder: i own this.
then his other hand came down on your ass, a sharp, smack, that stung for half a second before turning into heat
just Roman using dominance as foreplay, degrading you while fucking you senseless.
you couldn’t stay silent anymore.
the combination of Roman’s iron grip on your throat, the sharp sting of his handprint blooming on your ass, and that relentless pounding from behind, each thrust hitting that spot inside you, shattered whatever was left of your composure.
"roman—i can't—i'm gonna cum!"
you sobbed it out loud this time, voice cracking with desperation.
just a raw announcement that you were seconds away
and then another cry tore through you as he hit deep again:
"pleasepleasepleaseletmecum!!"
it wasn't even coherent, just one word repeated over and over like a prayer to him, because right now? your orgasm depended entirely on whether he decided to let it happen or not.
instead, he did something worse, better in his mind.
he finally let you come, but not gently. not sweetly.
he crushed your clit between two fingers just as another deep thrust hit that perfect angle inside you… and then leaned down to bite the back of your neck hard while growling:
and like flipping a switch, your body obeyed, muscles clamping around him as the orgasm ripped through you violently: uncontrollable tremors, gasping sobs muffled into the mattress, pleasure so intense it almost hurt because roman had edged you for so long
All while still fucking into you without slowing letting his own release build now that yours was crashing over everything.
even as your orgasm wracked through you, your body clenching around him in waves, trembling from the intensity of it, he kept moving.
not gentle aftercare. just pure taking what he wanted now that you were utterly pliant under him
and when his own climax finally hit?
there was no warning. no slowdown.
one second he was pounding into you, the next, his breath hitched sharply, muscles locking up as pleasure spiked hard, and then roman came inside of you.
a hot rush filled you completely while he stayed buried to the hilt, grinding forward once or twice more to milk every last drop out before collapsing slightly over your back, still breathing heavy but silent otherwise.
the second roman’s weight lifted slightly off you, your body went limp.
every muscle melted into the mattress exhausted, oversensitive, and still tingling from the aftershocks of your orgasm. the cool sheets felt good against your flushed skin as you slowly sank deeper into them
no sweet post-sex whispers.
roman rolled onto his back beside you with a soft grunt, one arm thrown over his eyes like he was blocking out light or just processing everything that had happened between coldness weeks ago to this
more like two people catching their breath after an intense release, emotionally tangled but too drained for words yet.
one moment roman lay still beside you, the next, his arm slid around your waist, gentle this time. not possessive or rough like before… but careful.
and then came the kisses.
repeated over and over again, featherlight pecks all across your face: your forehead, eyelids, cheeks, even the tip of your nose.
just tenderness pouring out of him in every tiny kiss he placed on you like an apology without saying it.
his fingers brushed a strand of hair from your cheek as he kept pulling you closer until you were tucked fully against his chest, skin to skin warmth replacing earlier intensity with something softer, quieter, more intimate than sex ever could be right now.. roman’s voice was quiet, softer than you’d heard it in weeks when he finally spoke.
they hit your heart like sunlight breaking through clouds after days of gray.
"i love you so much, babygirl..."
just babygirl sweet and affectionate, laced with something tender that made your chest tighten…
he kissed your forehead again as soon as the sentence left his lips… then another on each eyelid… slow and lingering now, like every touch was meant to rebuild everything they'd lost during their cold spell...
one hand cradled the back of your head while his other traced lazy circles on your bare shoulder, no rush to move or do anything else…
whispering those three little words over and over without getting tired.
roman’s voice was warm, gentle in a way that still felt new after days of distance, as he suggested cleaning up.
"let's go get you cleaned up, angel,"
he murmured, pressing one last kiss to your temple before carefully shifting both of you to sit up on the edge of the bed.
one strong arm stayed wrapped around your shoulders as he stood with you, keeping close like he couldn’t bear even an inch apart right now
then roman guided you toward the bathroom, bare feet padding softly against hardwood floors, reaching for a warm washcloth and running it under water first
everything about his movements now? careful.
like taking care of something precious… because he loved you more than anything
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@ y/nonprobation posted!!
y/nonprobation: stupid boy 🩵
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rommulas: i’m not stupid (❤️ by creator)
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: yes u r.
rommulascontent: crazy side eye from roman
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: he’s trying to ignore me
mazzyjoya: that should be me. (❤️ by creator)
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: i was thinking about u the whole time
╰┈➤ rommulas: (to y/nonprobation) i knew it
vanillamace: he likes uu soooo bad (❤️ by creator)
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: (to vanillamace) he does 🥹😸
quenblackwell: ouuuu shi (❤️ by creator)
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: 😼 fym ouu shi
╰┈➤ rommulas: (to user828782) oh i’m okay
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: (to rommulas) blink twice if you need help
rommulas: she bullies me every day. (❤️ by creator)
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: character development.
y/nhater6969: this is giving mother son duo
╰┈➤ rommulas: (to y/nhater6969) i call her mommy so.
╰┈➤ y/nonprobation: (to rommulas) BRO CHILLLL
hey lol.. i didn’t know how to end this so i kinda just kept going
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