synopsis: angel - girl. jungwon - boy. simple love story. expect for the fact that angel hates everything that her father loves including the soccer team. the same team Jungwon is future captain of.
tw: sexual innuendos, eventual smut, alcohol consumption, cussing, and if there’s anything else let me knowÂ
content tags: angst, eventual smut, fratboy!jungwon, soccer player!jungwon, photographer!oc, latina!oc, coach’s daughter!oc, camp counselor!jungwon, camp counselor!oc, forbidden love, college au
I usually overpack for everything but not for summer camp.
I was usually too busy trying to make sure I was wearing stuff that I didn’t care would get dirty or ruined. I never thought I was going to be going on dates while up here.
I loved the guys I worked with.
Some I’ve been working with for years but I never found them attractive or that sexually appealing.
What am I supposed to do?
I looked around my room that was currently buried in clothes. From my angle right now it looked like mountains surrounded me.
And yet not a single piece of cute clothing to be found.
How fucking annoying is that?
Then to make matters worse my phone buzzed on my bed.
Please don’t be my dad.
Please if there’s a god and they have mercy please don’t let it be my dad.
I already feel like I’m on the edge of spiraling.
He’s going to make it worse.
He never knew how to read the room.
Just to keep going and I know that works with him when he’s coaching but I’m not some soccer player looking at him in awe.
He can’t push me into making a decision this big so soon.
Especially since I haven’t lived with him since I was seven.
I crawled over my clothes and checked my phone with my fingers crossed, looking at the name on the phone.
I felt my shoulders relaxed and leaned back on the clothes before I opened the message.
Wonnie: hey I realized I didn’t bring any other clothes then comfortable ones. You okay with this date being more casual?
Wonnie: At least with the clothes. We’re still going to that Italian restaurant
Angel: yeah I’m okay with that. Still picking me up at 8?
Wonnie: yes ma’am and not a minute later
Smiling, I hugged my phone close to my body before throwing it on my bed - the only place that doesn’t have clothes on it - and started to put my clothes away.
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
I walked out my room in the girl’s cabin and started to walk towards the entrance when I was stopped by Madison.
I took a deep breath, smiling at the girl. “What do you need Madison?”
She pushed up her glasses, looking down at me. “You do remember when curfew is right? For the employees?”
“Yes Madison I do.” I sighed, crossing my arms.
Maybe if I’m kind enough and seem willing enough to hear her out this lecture it would end soon enough.
The sooner the better actually.
Jungwon should be here in the next ten minutes and I really didn’t want this girl to be raining on our parade.
Not wanting to be nagged.
“Good. I didn’t want you to come back at the wrong time and get in trouble.”
“I won’t. I know the rules.” I grabbed my jacket from the little coat hanger we found. “I trained you when you first got here.” I put my jacket on, still trying to keep the smile on my face. “Remember?”
She didn’t say anything. Just stared at me.
“Have a good night. I know I will.” I waved at before walking out the door onto the porch.
Jungwon was already climbing up the stairs. As soon as he spotted me he smiled wide. “Hi my love.”
“Hi Jungwon.” I took the flowers he gave to me, a different kind than what he gave me this morning. “How many hiking trip are you taking to pick all of these?”
He smiled, pulling me in by my waist. “It’s none of your concern.” He kissed the top of my head. “Just know that I’m happy to be picking them.”
“You are?” I smiled, leaning in to kiss him but he stayed far enough away to tease me.
“Yeah I am, my love.” He smiled, finally giving in and kissing me softly.
The same shocks I felt on the bottom of the spine when we first kissed was there. The same flutter in my stomach. My knees still felt a little weak.
I can never get tired of kissing him.
When we pulled away, he picked me up and walked to his car much to my surprise. “Jungwon!”
“What?” He adjusted his hold on me as we kept walking. “I can’t carry you?”
“Do you do this for all of your dates?” I asked trying to be casual but I can hear the hesitation in my own voice.
Do I want to know the answer?
Do I really have to know the answer?
Can I just let a good thing be?
“No.” He shook his head, not looking at me. “To be honest. I don’t go on dates like that. Most of my relationships have just been flings and one night stands.”
I mean who am I to judge?
But you’re dating him. Remember?
“So when was your last relationship?” I played with his hair, trying to be casual. “If you don’t mind me asking.”
“Before I started college actually. We were high school sweethearts until the start of our second semester. We were so busy it was impossible to keep up with each other.” He shrugged before setting me down next to his car. “We also met different people. Her relationship worked out. Mine didn’t. I’m going to their wedding in two years.”
“You still talk to your ex?”
He tucked my hair behind my ear. “Sometimes. We’re friends. Not best friends but friends.” He started to open the door but then saw my face and stopped himself. “We were always friends and we thought it was be just easier to date each other. It didn’t work out. That’s it.”
He nodded. “Yeah that’s it.” He fully opened the door for me. “Okay?”
I nodded, getting into the car. “Okay.”
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
“Have you figured out where you’re going to live yet when you get to Vela?” Jungwon asked as our waiter took our plates.
A sick feeling filled me as my father’s offer played in my head again. The bolognese that I just ate was coming up my throat and I had to quickly drink my water to keep it down.
“Um kinda. I have two options and I’m still deciding.” I shrugged, trying to sound casual but my throat was already tight from the thought of my dad.
“Well what’s stopping you from making your decision?”
The fact I didn’t live with my dad for years.
I kinda don’t want to live with a stranger.
I’m kinda nervous to even be close to my dad.
I watched too much Criminal Minds growing up to ever live with a stranger.
“Just stuff.” I shrugged, taking another sip of my water.
At this point I’m going to have to use the bathroom before we leave.
“Come on.” He reached over and squeezed my hand. “You can talk to me. I mean you’re stuck with me. You know I live with six other dudes and you’re stuck with me.”
I sighed. “Yeah but it’s difficult.”
He leaned forward, a soft smile on his face. “I’m fine with difficult.”
“Won.” I started but he shook his head. “Come on tell me. I want to help ease your mind even if just you talking to me.”
“Yeah but we just started to get serious.”
“So. I still want to be with you.” He smiled and kissed the top of my hands. “Please?”
I sighed trying to be annoyed but I can feel myself giving in already. “Okay. Okay.” I sat up more, giving him a look. “But be ready.”
He smiled, sitting back in my seat. “I’m ready.”
I took a deep breath. “Okay. So I don’t have the money to move into my own apartment and I really don’t want to live on campus with a random person. I watched too many crime shows.”
“Okay.” He started, crossing his arms. “The money thing is fair. I mean I’m lucky I live in a nice house with six other guys cause of our team. But,” he sighed, “that’s only one thing. What’s the other thing?”
“This is a very personal thing. So don’t judge alright?”
“My dad. We’re not,” I bit my lip trying to find the right words. The man is still my father no matter how I feel about him.
“Yeah basically.” I took a deep breath before continuing. “He’s working at Vela. I found that out after I already transferred there for their education program. Now he found out where I was going because he co sign my loan and now he offered for me to live with him.”
Jungwon didn’t say anything. Just stared at me.
“But it wasn’t really an offer because he already found a house with a second bedroom so it feels more like an expectation then an offer.” I let out a deep breath. “Does that make sense?”
“That sounds like a lot.”
“Yeah it does.” I nodded, leaning back in my seat. “Which is why I’m struggling to make a decision. I’m also avoiding my dad’s calls because he keeps forcing me into agreeing into something that I’m not really.”
“You know what that is totally fair.”
He smiled, grabbing my hand. “Yeah. He’s being unfair.”
“Thank you.” I leaned in and pressed a quick kiss on his lips. “I’ve been feeling crazy these last couple of days and you agreeing kinda helped.”
“Good.” He smiled before pulling my chair to him. “I got you. We’re together and I want to help you okay?”
“Good.” He kissed my cheek before looking at the menu. “So what can I lick off of you later tonight?”
⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔ ⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
