for me and my ego

I correspond to kind of people who are friendly, but when we grow up we are changing our mind about our personality and personality’s another people. If I estimate myself now and, maybe, 2 years ago, I will definitely say that I have a some disagreement with my vision on the same things. But I have one straightforward thing, it’s my friends. No objections whatsoever it’s significant to have close friend throughout your life.

Let me to talk you about it.

In the beginning, I want to say a few words about my close friends. Of course, I can say about their nature, such as, honest, easy-going, hardwoker, generous and another, but I want to say that The first one is complacency and the another one is fucked in his head. It’s just a joke, but I suppose that one of them will read it and understand who is who, but now it doesn’t matter.

It’s simple. I have some interesting things. The first is my nature. The second is my quality. And the third thing is my plans and my ambitions. Let me examine in the order.

Firstly, I believe in people, all of them are good and I know it’s wrong thought, but I can’t fix it in my mind. I suppose it gives me an optimism about my life and surrounding’s life. Maybe, I have a problem with it, but, probably, not. When we can trust another people, we would live very simple even if we have deal with a bad people who surround us.

Secondly, if I am studding and learning something every day I would have a progress in my work’s area. For instants, English, Physics, Maths give me knowledges, which are used everyday in my life. I hope this knowledges can help me when I’ll work on my future job. Thus, I mean the more we improve themselves then the more we will be better.

Finally, I suppose that plans and ambitions play important role in our life. When we are planning something, we see directly and we can imagine what we would have if we do it. Today I am jogging and I know that it helps my health, tomorrow I am to do some excesses on the playground for the same purpose. I am learning English for a good job in successful company and my traveling on the World. And I believe I get it.

Everyone thinks about his life and his future. What did I do? What am I doing now? and What will I do tomorrow or, maybe, the next year? Everyone has a purpose. It can be different with regard to me and you. But we have only one thing. We WANT to obtain the purpose, and we don’t care how to do it. 

I confused when I said the word ‘want’. What does it mean for me? 

- I want … I wish … I wait … 

Nothing. Because it’s something like unreal thing, something like emptiness * for me, of course. I prefer to say the word ‘achieve’. This word gives me a setting. For instance, if I say that I am doing everything that I achieve a good job, it various sounds if i say that I am doing everything that I want a good job.

Today I have a plan on my future. I am working on myself. Every day I do exercises that to achieve my purpose. And my life depends only from me, so I need do more praxis that to improve myself.

In any case I can make a mistake, but if I do it, I’ll know that I live my life which doesn’t depent from people who didn’t make nothing. I think that everyone should live only his special life with no regrets and look at the future, because we must do our life now that in the future we will be able to remember ‘what we were’ and ‘what we have’.