ENKINDLEDGUARDIAN --- A study in: The destruction and resurrection that comes with wielding the power of fire, protecting the people you hold dear even when you're forced to leave them behind, and the cultivation of a love that has the power to not only fill an entire cosmos but also transcend it.
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Starter sentences from season 1 of The Stoker Society; the sequel to The Ever Pleasant Mr Bates belonging to the podcast series Dark Tides. Change pronouns and etc as necessary. Notable TWs: death, violence, gore, disassociation, anxiety, etc
"Firstly they don't believe me, secondly they're too scared that there is a predator or something out there."
"I....am the good memories of a bad man."
"We never saw eye to eye but we never really needed to."
"S/he really didn't fit in with the rest of us for the simple reason that the reason that drove him/her to what we were doing was love."
"Without him/her none of this would be happening now."
"It's a lovely story."
"I think it's something that a lot of people who love too much often do: they forget about themselves."
"If you were my apprentice I'd be very pleased."
"You're a fast judge of character, I'll tell you that."
"....Are you wearing my jeans?"
"Alright, you'll never see this again. It's mine now."
"I cannot guide you home, I can only show you the path."
"Carry on. Be wayward no more."
"We're in this difficult middle ground, we've got ourselves into trouble but we're not good enough to get ourselves out of trouble."
"You would do well to remember my words and commit them to memory."
"People were dying...not as themselves. They were dying as lesser things. They were dying as cowards."
"S/he died really badly but s/he died as himself/herself."
"It didn't make sense just to leave every last bit of everyone in the dust."
"If we stay true, if we hold fast, nothing will be denied us."
"I remember back, to that small town."
"Don't tell me to up my literature game when you haven't read a book in years!!"
"They didn't find most of the bodies---they were just....gone."
"No matter what must be left behind the road ahead shines."
"We can use all the lovely language that we want to get away from it but _____ was murdered and that will not go unforgiven."
"You never give me the answer that I want."
"I am the ward of the field/____ and I will protect those in my domain."
"The reason no one likes to admit that the _____ is alive is because then they would start to hate it."
"Whether you like it or not I do count you as part of my family, and that means I'm fighting for you too."
"S/he will come and s/he will destroy everything. S/he will remake all worlds exactly to his/her will."
"These have been the happiest years of my life....they were the absolute...happiest."
"You call me wild yet who stands before me?"
"You know nothing of what you speak, boy!!!"
"You call me a demon and you keep the very devil in your basement/_____!"
"If I can contain the devil, little ghost, imagine what I can do to you."
"My warning stays the same: Heed it or face the consequences of it."
"How long until you tell your master what's going on?"
"The old ways have passed on---let them die."
"I will protect those who come to me with an open heart, I don't have the strength to do more."
"There is a light, there's the sun, a place for all the shadowed ones. A place we belong."
"Well, I don't have a name so I can't tell you it, can I?"
"To nature we all deserve the same fate."
"______ served ______ in the only way a loving person can: with complete honor, respect, and vigor."
"I'm not ready to say goodbye yet."
"Hear me now, _____: the defenses must hold. All of them."
"Sometimes you have to discover things about yourself that you don't like, and sometimes when you discover those things that's when you discover who you really are."
"Shit, this is why I work in the field!!!!"
"Go on then, do your worst. All you can do is kill me."
"All's well that ends well, I suppose."
"There's no way to get ______ back without taking some very dangerous steps into dangerous territory."
"I will stretch out my hand and only darkness will follow."
"I won't run. I won't be silent."
"I don't care what _____ decides!! This is my house/______!!"
"_____? ______, look at me. Where are you? Look around, where are you? Look at me, it's alright."
"Everyone's still here, _____. We're not going anywhere."
"You might want to enlighten me because I am entirely clueless."
"You learn more as a teacher than you do as a student."
"Are you seeking paradise like all the rest?"
"I'm not a barbarian."
"Many have been....disappointed....when faced with the cost."
"Remember _____: Death is a mystery and something to fear."
"I don't know if it was nice meeting you ____, but it was interesting at the very least."
"Tell me _____, does it make you strong to stand against something weaker than yourself?"
"I'm as real as I want to be."
"What is it, what did you see?"
"____ and I spent a long time alone."
"There is nothing good that awaits you on your journey."
"Death awaits those with a great burden."
"Go home, little one. Leave that which burdens you behind."
"I can't go without you knowing....without showing you who I really am."
"I feel at peace for the first time in a very long time."
"I hope you know that we had everything and you broke me and left me with these pieces."
"I want you to hurt like you hurt me that day. I want you to lose as much as I lost."
"It's less his/her life running out him/her and more his/her will to live running out and pooling on the floor."
"This won't do. This won't do at all, ______. Not. One. Bit."
"Monsters will always be slain by those they prey upon."
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Starter sentences from The Ever Pleasant Mr Bates; the prequel series to the podcast Dark Tides. Change pronouns and etc as necessary. Notable TWs: death, violence, gore, abuse, disassociation, anxiety, etc
"I need you to come back to _____ before it's too late."
"These look like they'll kill us faster than anything or anyone we decide to attack with them."
"If you're going to try and eat somewhere new every night you've got about three nights in this town."
"Always trust a local."
"The tides are rising, ______."
"Why can't you just leave so I can get my happy ending?"
"If you were really trying to make it better just---just make it stop hurting! Make it stop....!"
"There are dangerous things in this world but there are greater dangers on the way, _____."
"You want a happy ending? I want you to have a happy ending too, _____."
"I am sorry that it hurts _____, but it's going to hurt a lot more if we can't do something about this."
"I promised good people that I would do good things and I will do them."
"I do not know what I am---but I am not like you, no."
"I have lived in your world, I have lost for your world, and if that doesn't make me one of you I don't know what will."
"I'd like to think that I'm a good person."
"I only accept those who come to me, it doesn't work otherwise."
"I hated you for a long time but you were the only person that I could actually look up to that had any worth and now you're running?!?"
"I told you that I didn't need you to protect me and I was lying! Of course I was lying!!! I was relying on you!!!"
"You can hate home but it's still home."
"Stay in the shadows, little ones."
"I have heard the voice of rage and ruin and s/he is coming and when s/he does the slate will be wiped clear."
"You're running?! You're going to abandon us/me/_____ now?!?"
"If you leave then the town/______ is dead!"
"The town/_____ isn't dead until you go."
"I'm a good friend but I'm a better leader."
"Sometimes it's better to stay with what is unfamiliar than to feel detached from your normal life."
"Do not hurt a soul inside, do not even lay a single finger on them."
"I've never been called by a name before."
"Nothing is true in a cage, everything is a mirage."
"Don't come to me with stupid questions."
"You should go. You should all run while you still can."
"Do you even know what you are?"
"I take what blame is mine but I take no more."
"I understand the rage---not white hot that boils over, but the icy hatred that eats away at you. The desire for vengeance, any sort of vengeance."
"They saved me form that type of hatred, it is the only reason why I am here."
"We carry the dead with us but we never let them guide us. We carry them selfishly."
"I did not bring them here as tools of bargaining or manipulation---I have no need for such things."
"What I offer is good, it does not need to be twisted to be made desirable."
"We must look after one another---we must be one."
"What I offer is not for the strong, it is for those who've been strong for far too long, for those who're beginning to buckle under its weight."
"Enough of being broken, enough of being shattered, let me rebuild you."
"You're a thief of the heart---you steal way people's self respect, their courage, their hopes, you lower them down to your level so that you can manipulate them! You weed your way into their minds and make them think that all is lost!"
"You can't fix us! You can't even fix yourself!"
"You might think you have this town/_____ by the throat but there will always be people to stand against you!"
"You'll never have _____, not while it/s/he's still alive!"
"GET AWAY FROM MY _______---!"
"If ______ can't take me what do you think you're going to be able to do with that?"
"If it works out some aggression, go ahead: shoot me/______."
"I don't care about him/her, I care about you."
"We carry the guilt, the regret, and the anger because it destroys us. We carry what destroys us because we think it's what we deserve."
"Try taking the good with you too---take the memories and let them guide you."
"You have put yourselves/yourself on the side of the enemy---on the side of the monster."
"I want light so that means this place is going to be set on fire."
"I will defeat him on my knees!"
"That's a funny way to honor them if you ask me."
"Let me put the kettle on and we can talk about it, okay?"
"Okay, backtracking to before you kicked the child/_____ ---"
"S/he is mothering because s/he is scared."
"I want to find out what's going on just as much as you do."
"I'll take a bagel if you just take the knife!!!"
"Too many kids/______ disappeared down the old _____."
"You get what you deserve you dog."
"You want me to dumb down what few words I have left for you?"
"We heard noises in the house/_____ and decided to investigate."
"Is this about you? Are you having a breakdown!?"
"You should do it in a really serious and threatening tone."
"I'm not killing anyone ---I'm saving them."
"We're wasting time. The darker it gets the more in danger we'll be."
"It kinda tastes like blood but I think that's me."
"Out for a stroll, eh? Those are some nice bolt cutters/______!"
"I know everything about the man, I've been through his bins!!!"
"S/he was screaming in the middle of the street about something in the dark trying to get him/her."
"All lines must be cut for history to take its course."
"Avoid all eye contact. Do not react."
"if it/this/______ dies so does everything we ever were."
"It's not dying---it's rotting."
"Oh yeah, I'm just like a dog that you can tie up and leave somewhere!"
"I know that you're upset, I know that you're angry, I am too, but we need to think about this!!"
"Keel over and die, old man!"
"______ wasn't crazy---or at least s/he wasn't crazy enough for the reality that's actually happening."
"I said I heard it, I didn't say that I wanted to go towards it!"
"Get in the light! Stay out of the dark!! GET IN THE LIGHT!!"
"Butter him up, golden boy."
"You don't do something like this unless there's a connection, even if it is a small one."
"All I ask is that you give it a day."
"If you haven't figured it out yet _____ is a horrible person!"
"I locked that door."
"I've tried to shoot him/her many, many times but they're just too fast!"
"I'm a designated dumpster diver now!"
"You look like shit."
"It's kinda good that it doesn't smell like piss."
"You know what my favorite part is? Not seeing _____."
"It's okay, I can give you hugs."
"Their eyes---there's something wrong with their eyes."
"______ is blackmailing all of us because s/he is a paranoid mess."
"Sometimes that keeps me up at night, thinking about how many people we could've saved if we'd caught up sooner."
"My superpower is called 'burnout'."
"Little by little we will make this place ---we'll make this world---a better place. A safer place."
"I'm not going to fight you because your ______ would kill me."
"The road to freedom cannot be seen with downcast eyes."
"I hope I get the chance to make things right. I hope I get the chance to apologize to all of you."
"I think I'm glad it's here."
"It's not perfect but it's real, ______, and one imperfect, good thing is worth more than all of the fake good things in the world."
"You're not just ______, you're our ______."
"Come to ______ or more people will die."
"We're one step closer---we're one step closer to finding ______."
"You make me very proud, ______. Very proud."
"S/he never laid a hand on me and I don't know why. Maybe that was his/her form of compassion."
"Smile, ________. Please...."
"You gave him/her that power but that doesn't mean s/he gets to keep it!!!"
"I think we took a wrong turn somewhere."
"We're actually looking for...a ghost town. Been dead for a couple of centuries now."
"You're clearly a little young for this! Hold the speeches until you've won."
"I'll be dead by morning."
"You perspective is meaningless, go back to your corner boy/______."
"You're just trying to make me move back aren't you?"
"Why didn't you go after ____? Why didn't you hunt him/her down like a dog!?"
"Is it wrong to believe in more than what you see?"
"No man is going to use my ______ as his puppet(s) and if that means I need to cut their strings to stop them dancing then I will."
"Why are you always stopping me from fighting?!?"
"If it's not me then something else will come! Something else will tear everything down and none of you will make it out! None of you will survive!!"
"We run together. Fast. Strong. Together."
"This is not your land! The earth beneath your feet shall receive you no longer!!!"
"Your sassy ghost friend is kinda cute."
"I burned the soul out of him/her and s/he was still grasping for the truth! Still grasping for you/all of you no matter how much I poisoned their very mind---!"
"That blood is on your hands."
"If there's just one of us left standing we all stand."
"You and me, we're gonna do this together. We're going to break these ropes/______ together."
"Are you guys alright? You're really out in the middle of nowhere."
"We found you hiding, we found you lying, choking on the dust and sand."
"This why you attack the nerve---there are no pain sensors in the eye."
"If this doesn't work....you kill me, alright?"
"Will you tell me where ____ is? Will you tell me where ____ and _____ are, or will I take your eyes?"
"I'm probably alive because I ran."
"No one considers the truth of eternity. No one considers how that would effect the human animal."
"Either I'm dead or this is a hallucination."
"I haven't seen you wash your hands since we been here but that doesn't mean you haven't washed them!"
"I think that the _____ I used to know might not be in there anymore."
"I let you in. I let you in and you....didn't let me in back."
"You're not walking you're being dragged!!!"
"Look, I just want to know what I'm supposed to do. I just want to make it better and nothing I try ever makes it better."
"The world may have broken you but I shall rebuild you."
"Do you remember the reputation of my family?"
"The road is calling and I gotta go. Under clouds, beneath the stars, over snow and spring fields, I'll find the way home."
"When I'm dead and gone will it be any better? Will I've even made a difference?"
"YOU'RE A FREAK, _____!!!"
"If you try hard enough you can avoid the hurt somehow."
"Attempted murderers don't deserve water."
"I didn't want to but when it came down to it I couldn't do it on my own."
"Everyone else can die if it means I get to walk on their bodies to keep my feet from getting wet."
"______ has been dead for a long time, it's just been slow."
"I don't think there's anything I hate more than not knowing what to do."
"That desire is probably what's going to kill the most people."
"Just tell me one thing: what happened to _____?"
"Just for a second I thought, that maybe, just maybe, I missed. Turns out I don't miss."
"You understand him/her better than the others."
"You all possess a deep enough connection to be physical and mental anchors to each other."
"With your blessing I'll go."
"In here time doesn't work the same as it does in the real world."
"Do you want some liquids?"
"Let's move him/her somewhere before they catch on fire."
"You look like a homeless man."
"I built him/her up and then tore him/her down, over and over. I consumed him/her from the inside out."
"I really need a hug, some brownies, and a nap."
"Let me put my shotgun down and pick up this piece of wood instead!"
"Someone needs to stay standing."
"S/he is always falling apart but....s/he is always there for us."
"People love to, especially with the dead, take their actions and their choices out of the matter."
"Do you want to die yourself or live as something else?"
"Look, ______, I know that you're taller than me but I won't look up to you."
"That feeling ______, hold on to that feeling. You've gotta hold onto the good things. You've gotta try!"
"Oh I know ________, that guy is a psychopath."
"You don't need to feel guilty, you don't need to feel scared, because what we saw defies anything that we could ever cope with."
"Know this: his/her bag of tricks runs deep. We haven't even come across his/her most powerful ally yet."
"Do you think a man as powerful as ______ can raise the dead?"
"I might not of met ______ but I'd know that smile anywhere."
"Can you imagine the ego? Little humans thinking they have any right, any sway, on the realities outside of their own?"
"A 'good job'? Do you have any idea how much I've sacrificed to get here? The friends I had to leave behind? The brothers I had to cut down? The trusts I had to betray? The homes I had to burn? The amount of myself---of my own soul---that I had to cast aside?!"
"You're supposed to be on our side! You're supposed to be helping us not them!"
"Only you can be the master of your own mercy. This is the moment who you decide who you will be and the actions you will take."
"Maybe it's time for something new---to become something new."
"Sometimes we don't get what we want because we'll lose ourselves to do it."
"You think I'm going to just let you go?"
"I gave you everything you asked for, I stayed true to every side of my bargain."
"You sold your soul to me---it is beyond your grasp to reclaim."
"You shall live a half life---a cursed life."
"You are marked by my symbol and all those who hate me will hate you, all those who hunt me will hunt you, all those who despise evil will spit in your face."
"The stink of the traitor will dog your step forevermore."
"The day you die will be met with rejoicing and you will never be buried. Your body will rot where it falls and none will pay it any mind, they will simply step over you."
"You belong to me and I reject you."
"I curse you. Now leave my sight, leave my house, and leave my lands."
"It's a fine night for a bloodbath."
"There is no future, there is only the past."
"I don't even know if I'm as much of a monster as _____ claims I am, or if there's even any good in me."
"I'm not going to make you promises that I can't keep like so many people before me have made to you."
"You claim to help and yet you bring a hunter's blade into my presence."
"Who do you think taught the humans how to dream?"
"I'm not special. I'm not a leader. I'm not anything."
"From my experience extraordinary things aren't done by extraordinary people, they're done by the ordinary."
"Enough of this, ______. Enough of all of this."
"You have become everything they tried to make you, a fine way of honoring our legacy by becoming everything we tried to fight against. Our history is a long history of mistakes and wars and failures...and beauty. But it is just history---it is past---and you had a chance to be better."
"Every day of your life, every choice you make, they will try to destroy you with it. They will try to control you when they fight for you."
"Take a look at my life---I'm a lot like you."
"I don't blame any of you for leaving, nor do I wish to make myself a martyr for staying."
"How do you leave your soul in the earth that you took it from?"
"The ghosts of all we were---and all we still are---still remain."
"I hope you can learn to be the man you deserve to be and not the man you fear to be."
"I pray you see how worthy you are of respect."
"Don't be afraid to be alone, it's only upon being alone and waiting that we meet people who deserve us."
"Every tunnel consists of darkness but we travel on in hopes of what's beyond, not what we must go through."
"Don't turn back, don't look behind. Drive away and try to keep smiling."
"Go towards all the life there is with all the courage you can find and all the belief you can muster."
"Be true. Be brave. Stand. All the rest is darkness."
((Friendly reminder that while I get a lot of asks (and love them) I prefer, speaking long-term, actual legitimate threads that don't originate/stem from ask responses, mainly bc they're harder to keep track of sometimes, they're not as cohesive, etc, so if you have my discord info and ever want to plot, have me write something for you, or anything else just shoot me a message.))
Praise??? Praiseeeeee???! 🥺🥺🥺 (you're so valid omg I want to hear it too! Does Oscar ever praise us I can't remember; x ;)
((Thank you!!! And yes, occasionally! 😊 I know you're called a good girl in the good morning extra message track and in some of the dates, if you want something more specific (or just more in general hehe!) I can look around for you! Also....))
Such an unabashedly earnest expression makes the guardian chuckle despite himself.
"Heh, AS IF I COULD SAY NO TO SUCH A SWEET EXPRESSION." It truly was impossible. Oscar's fingertips slide slowly down the young woman's cheek as he speaks before he takes her chin in-between his forefinger and thumb in order to have a closer look at such a cherished thing, and when that's not enough the guardian leans in even further. "HOLD STILL NOW, MISSY."
The kiss pressed against the candidate's forehead is brief but warm and then immediately followed by another one placed on her quickly reddening cheek before Oscar pulls away....but only slightly.
"THERE'S MY GOOD GIRL. Is this the kind of praise you were hoping for? Or...." Both the last word as well as Oscar suddenly pulling her in even closer is incredibly drawn out despite the intensity now visible within the man's ice colored eyes; noses brushing together as the guardian's free hand and arm slides around the young woman's waist. "....is this not enough for you? Perhaps you wanted something more....."
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((Yeah this is related to me other alt blog (and a locked/priv muse at that) but yes I understand that Sousa isn't the praising type (it happens, iirc, twice and in bonus tracks at that, yes it's a character point and I'm going to have fun writing it in detail) but alSO CAN YOU JUST FUCKINGGGGG----))
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((Me, thinking internally 'don't cry, you know what's gonna happen so don't cry----' even as my eyes fill with tears during a particular scene in one of my game streams lol))
