‧₊˚ doll ﾟ.*･｡

Dear Crush

You linger in my thoughts, a tenant who pays no rent.

Did you hypnotize me,or was my heart always this easily spent?

You asked where my boundaries lay, and I handed you the key. Now I fear you'll know my body better than you'll know me.

The mind begs for caution,the heart begs for more. One builds a wall, the other opens the door.

I'll mistake attention for affection,and affection for love. A fool with stars in her eyes cannot distinguish the two above.

No point in asking who is to blame,whether fate or my own undoing.

For I cannot tell if I'm loving you,

I'll try not to be picky.

I'll try not to be sad.

I wouldn't want you to hate me.

I'll try not to be loud.

I don't wanna be a nuisance.

I'll sit here in silence,while you talk all you want.

I'd have to bite my tongue,so I don't mumble.

But I'll wait patiently until you're all done.

After that's over..why won't you let me speak?

She can say whatever she wants to,so then what's the difference with me?

I waited my turn.

I bit back my words.

So then why..why.. why!

Do you always silence me...?

Why can I never speak and say what I desperately want to say?

Velvet shadows, camera light,

her body draped in soft invite.

Moonlit hush, a silver tune,

roses are red,

lilies are bold,

dark petals whisper,