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@endophobs
Dissociation and disassociation do not mean the same thing yall dissociation is a trauma response that you get when you’re forced to stay in a dangerous situation to have your needs met and anyone can dis-associate their emotions from a situation with enough practice
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This blog is run by a bi lesboy so if you’re on the terf kool aid and want to put non-binary, intersex and split attraction people into boxes I don’t want you here
I’m actually gonna start blocking people who call endos delusional I swear to fucking gods
Anti endos stop being ableist to psychotic people it is not that fucking hard
calling endos and DID fakers delusional or schizophrenic is ableist btw and if you do this and refuse to change you're ableist!!
(this post is not defending endos it's defending psychotic and schizospec people)
LMAO YOUR RESPONSE TO THE KITTYDOG THING SKSVWMDBW but ffs it upsets me sm gonna go on a tangent: FIRST shes like "itd make sense for my fursonas to be a system even doe in a singlet" which imo: disgusting to say. then like a day or two later shes like Oh im a system actually !!! <333 and makes a system carrd where she LITERALLY SAYS "i dont have osdd/did but im a system!" I genuinely had an anxiett attack seeing that shes the WORST. i hate it here -a very angry osdd-1b system
It seems she’s retracted herself from the “system” community because of fakeclaiming, I can’t verify it so unless it was people just saying you can’t be a system and not have the trauma disorders, shame, don’t tell people they’re a fake system or not a system, brains and trauma are weird and people need to be able to have the time to figure their brains out
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This genuinely is upsetting to see as a transgender person living in a country where we are currently progressing to or perhaps even having a genocide. I have months or a few years left until my state passes the law making being trans in the presence of minors a felony. I can be imprisoned for merely living, and part of that rhetoric pushing it is the same rhetoric that sysmed inherently invokes.
By comparing something that is about what people have been claiming to be neurodiversity, and is in MANY (not all) cases a trauma based disorder, to transness, you necessarily are proclaiming transness is neurodivergency or caused by trauma. This has been a terf talking point for decades now. There have been times over and over again where people have claimed being trans is a mental illness. No form of transness is mentally ill. No form of transness can EVER be a mental illness and to suggest otherwise is to be bigotted.
Endogenic systems go through a lot of trouble and strife, that cannot be ignored. HOWEVER, it is indicative of some of the highest forms of privilege to compare bullying, mockery, and fakeclaiming to systemic oppression and genocide. You by saying it is the same as "transmed", transmeds like Blaire White who have directly contributed to the laws and the ongoing genocide itself, are minimizing the deaths of thousands of people.
You will not be hate crimed, legally murdered, or incarcerated on the basis of being an endogenic system. We are currently in the process of saving to flee the country because our LIFE is at risk, you have no reason to ever, and I mean ever, compare these two forms of discrimination.
The will to pretend the harm "sysmeds" do is anywhere near as catastrophic as the harm transmedicalists do is astounding. Exclusionists suck. We're aromantic, and sense you all like comparing queerness to systemhood (a completely different axis of self-identity mind you), we'll do that here. We hate people excluding others from some broader community, but again that doesn't mean I as an aromantic person should just waltz into romantic groups and waste everyone's time. There is a difference between the broader community of which people CHOOSE whether or not they are a part of, and trying to worm your way into spaces that are built for things you are not/do not experience.
I am so tired of seeing people pretend to understand oppression. I am so tired of other trans people who are privileged enough to not have to worry about the genocide we personally are facing, mocking people like us who are in the thick of it.
It is so easy not to downplay the fascistic ideas that transmedicalism encompasses. Please just... do better. Use a different term...
Anti-trans violence is not just some abstract boogey-man to some of us. Some of us are fighting for our lives. We have always been one to focus on intersectionality... we do know there is intersectionality to systems and trans people. But system exclusionists are not aiding the oppressors in an ongoing genocide the way transmeds are.
Fake claiming is wrong even if:
(Tw: post mentions RAMCOA, CSA, abuse, medical neglect and abelism)
- you’ve been diagnosed your whole life
- you’ve been researching your whole life
- they don’t fit the DSM criteria exactly
- they are undiagnosed
- they are a minor
- they have a large system at a young age
- they don’t feel safe getting diagnosed
- they don’t talk about being a system
- they talk a lot about being a system
- they’re fictive heavy
- they’re factive heavy
- their host is a fictive
- they remember most of their days but not their trauma
- they don’t remember anything
- they remember day to day life but don’t remember trauma
- are happy as a system
- are unhappy as a system
- they do not have daily flashbacks
- they have “weird” triggers
- they are open about being triggered
- they don’t say when triggered
- they are still learning about their system
- they have subsystems
- they are a RAMCOA survivor
- they are a victim of CSA
- they are frequently re-traumatised by their own thoughts
- they are neurodivergent
- they are not on medication
- they ARE on medication
- they were not abused daily
- they were abused daily
- they went through and are vocal about their biggest trauma being medical neglect
- they call out fake claiming as what it is, abelism
Fake claiming is and always has been wrong no matter what the “justification”
Nadia from The Circus Tent System
Just because I’m trans because I’m traumatized doesn’t mean that being trans comes from trauma, a trauma identity disorder is not the same thing as (not) having a gender identity
anyways, endogenic systems are real, and stealing transmed arguments to start shit with other plurals is fucking cringe
You're fucking dumb to compare a trauma disorder to gender identities it's not the same thing nor the same argument which you'd know if you would actually do real research
I see people saying things that really are shitty so I want to say something here
The reason endogenic systems and pro endogenic systems are dangerous is because the spread misinformation, not because they make people not take us seriously
saying endos are the reasons we aren’t taken seriously is queer exclusion rhetoric and ignores that ableist people wouldn’t take us seriously regardless of endos being a thing because that’s what ableists do
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Your trauma is valid if it wasn't the fault of a specific person or specific people. Whether it was due to external circumstances like poverty or war, or your trauma was a result of growing up neurodivergent and therefore isolated in a neurotypical world, or the result of long-term illnesses you suffered with, or anything else not listed here. You don't have to have been abused to have trauma, your trauma is still real and healing is still possible.
radqueers are co-opting system community language and it’s a problem
to start this off, i’m making this post because i’ve never seen a radqueer that didn’t also claim to be pro-endo. i block them a lot and i’ve noticed a lot of them co-opt pro-endo language and sometimes reblog pro-endo posts or get involved in syscourse. im also in the system community on here which is why i noticed their attempts at invading pro-endo spaces specifically. i’m not at all trying to say the pro-endo community is at fault for this.
im growing increasingly concerned about their attempts at forcing themselves into syscourse and pro-endo spaces, especially for minors who (for example) may be looking for pro-endo spaces to hang out but they unknowingly end up in a sever with a bunch of radqueers.
this isn’t meant to attack pro-endos or insinuate that this is some sort of petty syscourse drama because it’s not, and i really believe that a lot of people are going to be put in danger if more and more radqueers try to impose themselves on pro-endo spaces.
i’ve decided to make a non-comprehensive list of radqueer dogwhistles and terminology to hopefully help everyone spot them before they do any more damage.
this will be updated.
Hot take
Anti endos just want endos to stfu about DID and stay in their lane
Anti endos just want endos to stop spreading misinformation and lies about DID and its history
Anti endos just want to interact with other DID systems, because endos can't be trusted not to say something insensitive and dumb
Presenting facts and correcting misinformation isn't a hate crime, get over yourselves, you're not oppressed
say it with me. your trauma is valid even if:
the ones who hurt you were/are traumatized individuals.
you are/appear functional.
it was not caused by a romantic partner or family member.
“it could have been avoided”.
no one knows about it.
“it’s not that bad”
other people had it worse.
someone went through the same experience and does not feel debilitated by it.
it occurred a long time ago / you feel just fine now.
the ones who hurt you have apologized.
be gentle with yourself today, folks. feel free to add.
Anyway my experiences are not for endogenics to relate to, to use as a source, or otherwise engage with. I'm a DID system with a history of organized trauma. My experiences cannot be relatable for you when considered through the lens of why I exist like this.
What you do in your time is for you but don't use psych terms for your spiritual condition. If you interact with my posts, don't bring it up on them. I will block you.
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Nazis aren't an abstract boogeyman to some of us
[ID: a white man dressed in black holding a sign. The sign says "Stop comparing anti-endos to facists and Nazis holy fucking shit. End ID]
[ID: a white man dressed in black holding a sign. The sign says "someone being anti endo does not make them "genocide neutral" what the fuck is wrong with you. End ID]
I promise you that being a system isn’t a white people thing.
Mental health is so stigmatized for us, it feels like we’re betraying a part of our culture for being this way, but I promise you it isn’t. Mental health isn’t for white people, it’s for everyone.
Take care of yourself, okay? Run a bath, appreciate your hair, brush your teeth, and do things that make you happy and healthy
