sick

If I was a deer I would also stand in the middle of the road staring into the headlights. this is because It's my destiny.

imagine having a little garden where you grow strawberries for your cakes and cucumbers for your sandwiches and you have tea with your partner every midmorning.  you plant each other’s favorite flowers and give each other bouquets. thats the life.

my body is a machine that turns normal situations into psychological horror

fuuuuck i just realized that the future idealized version of myself cant exist without current me being the catalyst for change and doing hard things. has anybody heard about this

drinking water when I have a headache should give instant relief. it should go away. what's even the point of drinking water if it can't do that

''i wasted those years'' who cares. you lived the only life you could've lived in those moments

Do you know what I love? How closely nature is linked with mentality. A walk in the woods can calm anxiety, sitting and dropping stones into a lake can ease anger, even taking time to pot some plants and look after them can keep my mind occupied from dissociation. It’s like the earth is the oldest psychiatrist of all, and it is always there to talk to, giving me a constant free prescription. Isn’t that beautiful