Man
I haven't been on Tumblr in a hot minute bcuz of school and personal life, but dude
Yesterday's news is heartbreaking for me in so many ways; I'm gonna miss the eggs so so so much. Chayanne, Lullah, they are my babies, my little bundles of joy and one of the main reasons I stuck with qsmp for so long. I watched every single stream Phil did to see the little block family mess around and have fun, do lore and play games and explore the vast expanses of the server. I felt so connected to them, I saw so many parts of myself in the two, I brainrotted over this little family of Death since day 1.
The worst part is that I didn't find out until today about the news, because yesterday was my birthday
May 13th
I was out all day with my family and wasn't able to watch Phil's stream or hear about the news until I saw the vod today and watched it. Hearing about the eggs leaving, the admins stepping away and the egg arc ending it's heartbreaking, bittersweet. I knew that at some point it was going to end, all good things do at some point, hell I remember how the egg arc was only going to last for like a month but everyone grew so attached to the eggs that they decided to just keep them. And look how far they've come. No longer eggs, but fledglings ready to fly away from the nest and start their next journey in life
I really wish I was there during the live, but honestly I don't know how I would've held up learning about this on my birthday
I'm not sure what will happen to this account, it'll probably become a little time capsule of the best time I've had with a Minecraft server, interacting with so many others in this community and creating a safe space for myself that I've never had online before. I don't know if I'll post again on this account, or be active on Tumblr at all with school and adult life in general. For now, I want to wish the admins, the content creators, everyone in this community; good luck and stay positive!
~ ender
