Hi guys, i havnt been very active in a while and it will continue to be like that. My life has recently exploded and i am not too sure at how to deal with it. I am about to start my final exams so as i through that i will become more active.
The recent fuel protests in ireland have caused chaos in my work place (a petrol station) which caused me to be working extra shifts.
I have lost a few friends over the past 2 months. Im willing to admit that each and every one of them is my own fault.
Point 2 has forced me to realise alot about myself. The person i tought i was is in no way the person i am. If i want to live a proper an happy life, i have got to change in a huge way, to stop seeing everything being blown to shit.
To dose who ive hurt and who will without a doubt see this: im sorry im too much of a chicken to say this in person but im sorry for everything, im trying now.
Some good thing to end this:
- i dyed my hair red, i love it
- i had my surgery, went well i just have a scar on my face now
- i finished my driving lessons, just waiting to do my test
