no matter how hard you try, you won’t get me out from under your skin

i don’t know how i’m going to survive losing you, because you were my ONE and i wasn’t yours

when i hear this song, god i miss the way you looked at me like i was made of amethyst or like my lips tasted like mimosa flowers, and i want you to be my transient butterfly again this summer

i can’t keep lying to myself about how badly i want you, no matter how aware i am of the fact that you are poisoning + killing me with every single kiss

I've spent so many nights imagining that you were here with your body wrapped around mine slowly breathing onto my neck except in this fantasy you actually wanted to be there and it wasn't some sick trick and even though I've been suffering, today I was thinking about what I want my future to look like and for the first time in six months I didn't see you in it

I feel empty without you. Repeating to myself that we will never be together only works when the sun is up but when night covers me like a satin sheet it's possible again that you can want me the way I've always wanted you

you’re unbelievable i can’t think about you anymore without feeling my stomach drop, the feelings i have for you make me want to die and i can’t stop forgiving you for hurting me over and over and i don’t understand what i did to deserve this torture i know you care about me but you won’t stop tearing me in two and i’m too addicted to you to let you stop killing me

i would have liked you more now if you had slept with your ex while we weren't together

let’s face it, you liked me because i was a tragedy, you liked me because i wasn’t a meek little plaything like all the other girls you had, you liked the fire in my eyes and the knowledge that we were doing something wrong

if you’re nice to me then i probably won’t fuck you

i asked you to play this song and now every time i hear it i see you looking at me with cruel green eyes telling me about how you like the little prince and how you had anxiety in fifth grade and how you want to have a threesome before you meet someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckcfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfc

i can't resist you

why are you doing this to me two weeks after i said i never wanted to see you again

i'm extremely over you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!