hey fromsoftware can i see atsuma again

TW for body horror, discussions of trauma, depersonalization, and many many eyes

https://9thresearchinstitute.neocities.org/dogdays%20in%20disarray.pdf

The site itself is not relevant, it's very much a work in progress and it's not even about enchanted arms

This is my first zine! I've had the concept of "zine about realizing you have Dissociative Identity Disorder through the character who helped you realize it" for a while, but it sat up until January. I'm really happy I decided to go through with it. It was incredibly cathartic to do and I had fun with it.

Fun fact: the working title of this zine was Cerberus

I wanted it to look rough, like someone drew it down with red and black permanent markers. This was for both vibes and also not rendering every page in detail would make it much easier.

I already have more planned, although they're for my main fandom. But, if I can keep the memory of Atsuma Enchantedarms alive, then that means the world to me. If it wasn't for him, I'm sure figuring this all out would've been much scarier.