current yearning record holder

sorry for my absence everyone, had some things come up recently that didn't feel very sexy o7 posting should resume soon!

chewing my lips open so you can taste the blood when we kiss. pulling my hair so you can hear what a pathetic thing i am. riding my face and listening to me whimper as i lose the ability to breathe. watching my eyes roll back as i almost pass out. all i want is a sadist who knows how to ride the line between fragile and masochistic.

happy disability pride! fuck me like you hate me while im limp from chronic pain and show me it doesn't always have to be miserable! tell me what a good puppy i am while you massage my aching, trembling legs!

i want to be mounted and stuffed. i mean stuffed and mounted. idk man both sound so good i cant decide

what i wouldn't give rn for tgirl dick at a time like this, especially if she's good with puppy sluts. what i wouldnt give to whine around her as she fucks my face or melt under her hands while she calls me a good pet ,,,

all i want is to be trained like a good puppy should be. learning to regularly be on my hands and knees, since that's where pets belong. losing my gag reflex, bc pets dont need those. leash training, clicker training, stamina building. squirting, messy making out, how to please. i want to be broken and remade for continuous use.

the idea of smoking so much that you can't think, can't move, can barely make a coherent sentence, just to have the rest of the group slowly tease at each part of your body. having them pinch and pull at your nipples, grip your hair to move your head to the side for neck access, ghost their fingers over your body just to watch you squirm helplessly, and that's before they even consider fucking you for everything you're worth. wanting to beg and plead for more, but all you can do is moan and whine endlessly. having them guide you onto your hands and knees, blow more smoke into your face as someone eats you, and laughing at you when you can barely keep position. finally, they decide to reward you by using you like a toy, watching how you twitch in your pleasure and forget what volume control is.

thinking about trains rn. autism? group sex? who knows really ,,,

owner's hands as chew toys. the taste of skin, sweat, and spit between each finger, and you're expected to clean them up. being rewarded for doing so with those clean hands around your neck.

having your parts be raw and painful from repeated use, especially from your own hands, then getting fucked has got to be one of the most amazing feelings. being told you're too loud just due to the sheer amount of stimulation, but you can't shut that off -- you're too busy feeling the hours and hours you spent rubbing, playing, demanding more and more from someone who wasn't there to hear you. but now? now, you still have to please, you still need to be needed. you WILL handle what's given to you, regardless of how beautifully painful your swollen parts are.

imagining taking them to a party, half naked and covered in hickeys and bruises, just to let our friends see. maybe those friends touch my toy, maybe they don't. im very good at sharing and very patient, and all anyone ever has to do is ask. we love to please, don't we? we want to be so good, don't we? we wouldn't want to ruin anyone's good time, they're all here to have fun and we're the fun they're having.

getting both of us collars, just to lock them together painfully close and earn a better reward sucking on a double headed dildo. maybe our hands are tied behind our backs, maybe they're exploring each other's bodies for extra points with the owners.