Redoing my masterpost w/ a little intro, cuz yes lol
Welcome to my side of Tumblr! Iâm EMZi. Mostly into Ninjago, with some Running Man Animation and original works. I write AUs and stories more than I draw, though I do some art too. I donât do commissionsâthis is just for fun, and motivation and I arenât exactly best friends. Also, will post about other fandoms on a random basis lol
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Figured I should post my oni!Cole design evolution before college takes my soul:
(And before I start posting irregularly)
I forgot to highlight the nose- Old has a normal nose, new either has a cat or dog nose (I have yet to decide)
Might make oni!Jay one of these days or my Oni headcanons, who knows đ¤ˇ
Oh yeah, first pic is made from Gacha Club (but I used a mod, but I didn't really used anything special there, so-). Second is made in Gacha Life 2 đ This is mostly like a half-form or something
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I thought I was done with the yaps about the TADC x Ninjago AUâŚ
Evil Versions of their TADCsona
Lloyd/Creston (Evil Creston)
Instead of being able to freely transform into any origami himself, he has no control over his transformations. He literally turns into whatever other people need him to be. So if somebody told him to become a sword, a dragon, or even just a box, he'd automatically fold into that shape whether he wants to or not. The transformation itself isn't painful, but the lack of choice definitely is.
Nya/Drift (Anastasis "Stasis")
Her water is in a permanent state of stillness no matter what she does. The fluid never forms waves, currents, or drift patterns, even during emotional extremes or external force. Think of a camera on a stabilizer, that's basically how the liquid behaves. Maybe if I use the Destiny's Bounty as the boat, it'd have an anchor permanently dropped. If I use the dragon, maybe it's just sitting at the bottom completely unmoving.
Cole/Litho (Evil Litho)
Yeah, he's still made of the same stones as Litho. The difference is that they no longer work together. Whenever he's struck, the notes clash with each other instead of forming anything harmonious, creating a harsh, dissonant sound. The impacts also leave small cracks behind, which slowly spread across his body over time. Instead of turning force into music, every hit just leaves him a little more fractured.
Jay/Bertam (Evil Bertam)
He can still transform into his train form whenever he wants. The difference is that instead of doing it when he's anxious, he usually does it whenever he doesn't want to be bothered. Need to have a conversation? Train. Someone asking a personal question? Train. Mild inconvenience? Also train.
Kai/Ignian (Extingian)
His colors constantly shift on a loop with no clear trigger, never settling long enough to reflect a real emotion. Sometimes he'll look furious while perfectly calm, and other times he'll look completely fine while internally freaking out. The colors technically still change, but they don't actually tell you anything useful anymore.
Zane/Cordi (Scripti)
He can still choose which voiceline to use when his string is pulled, either by himself or someone else. The problem is that his normal speech is completely gone, so every conversation has to be built out of those preset phrases. He has more control than a typical pull-string toy, but he's still working with a very limited script.
PIXAL/Wynda (Evil Wynda)
Evil Wynda doesn't need to be wound up anymore and is always active. However, turning her key now triggers a preset action instead of basic activation. Each twist forces her into a specific action regardless of what she was trying to do before. It's less "starting her up" and more "temporarily hijacking her controls."
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last song: Almost Had Me by Lights
currently watching: Started True Blood recently with @molotovcockteasee!
current obsession: Trails Crossbell arc..... forever I think.
currently reading: December Park by Ronald Malfi, Small Town Horror by Ronald Malfi, and Where the Dead Wait by Ally Wilkes, and She Who Became the Sun by Shelley Parker-Chan!
currently working on: Chipping away at my current Randy/Lloyd fic a little each day as I am able! They make me sooo happy ;u; I'm really satisfied with it so far aside from all the editing I have to do once I'm done haah...
last google search: A search for a github repository for one of our Cobblemon side mods (there isn't a public repository </3, but I fixed the issue we ran into another way thankfully).
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Last song: Cold Open by John Vtu- I mean Rin Penrose.
Currently watching: I basically never watch anything of my own will, so I guess it's Detective Conan w/ you I suppose (semester can't end soon enough)
Current obsession: yeah also the Crossbell Arc. Though, I know I'm going to have danganronpa episode when 2x2 comes out and also I know Persona 4's coming back in a big way next year....
Currently reading: Our Missing Hearts by Celeste Ng, also finally finishing a fic I picked up, like, 3 years ago, A Book of Most Curious Letters by Lumailia (a fire emblem awakening fic, chrobin, enemies to lovers. which I don't normally go for but it's really good!)
Currently working on: My unit plan assignment for one of my classes, while the PokĂŠmon AU is what's at the front of my long fic crop rotation (chapter 3 Zero so we finally get to see KeA and writing from the perspective of Randy's stupid fucking cat is so fun.............)
Last google search: "what is 7 am pt in nzst" The answer is 2 am and I have an eight am class tomorrow. Will I make bad decisions? Jury's out!
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Current Obsession: Dark Deity 2! I burned myself out on Trails again, so I am playing DD2 while I focus on IRL stuff and Cosmere fanfic. For those not in the know, DD2 is a turn-based strategy RPG inspired by Gameboy Advance era Fire Emblem. Very fun!
Currently Reading: The Bright and Breaking Sea by Chloe Neill. It's heterosexual pirates in a magical Britain AU. Not my usual cup of steeped leaf water but really enjoyable nonetheless.
Currently Working On: Prepping to move out, writing fanfic, and remembering to hang out in person with friends
Currently Watching: A bunch of cast interviews for the show mentioned below :)
Current Obsession: Probably Interview with the Vampire! Binged seasons 1 and 2 over the past week and absolutely loved it loll. "Memory is a monster"..... agghh it hits so hard
Currently Reading: My third reread of TWoK is well underway, I'm a little bit into Lolita (although I am very much taking my time with this one), I started the original Interview With the Vampire book a few days ago, and I am listening to Barrayar via audio (CORDELIA NAISMITH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Ahem. :)
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Currently Watching: The Warcraft movie, much to my chagrin
Current Obsession: The Cosmere, World of Warcraft (you can shame me itâs ok)
Currently Reading: The Dragonlance series (do not read this. I am more committed to the bit than I recommend you be), rereading the Stormlight Archive and Tress of the Emerald Sea
Currently Working On: Listing every characterâs kill count in the Stormlight Archive, sewing a Kalak cosplay, screaming into the void, farming reputation in WoW
Last Google Search: Basic multiplication because I am lazy.
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Currently Watching: Nothing as of right now, but I just finished watching everything Steven Universe related
Current Obsession: Searching For A World That Doesnât Exist, quit while you can that shitâll kill you
Currently Reading: The King in Yellow by Robert W. Chambers. also quit that shit while you can, that shitâll kill you too
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currently working on: 3 pieces of art aaand in theory (again) a fic!! also 2 separate google docs i've decided it would be Super Fun (lie) to do
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This is definitely not a vent đ Btw, inspired by âRaining in Manilaâ by Lola Amour
The rain started sometime around midnight.
Jay only knew because it woke him up.
Not from the sound.
From habit.
For years, whenever storms rolled through Ninjago City, Cole would end up half on top of him by morning. Sometimes because he got cold. Sometimes because thunderstorms made him sleepy. Sometimes for no reason at all.
Jay used to wake up with a warm weight pressed against his back.
Now he woke up reaching toward an empty half of the bed.
His hand met cold sheets.
And suddenly, he was wide awake.
The rain tapped steadily against the windows.
Jay rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling.
It had been almost a year.
Almost a year since Cole left for art school.
Almost a year since they'd promised it'd be okay.
Almost a year since they'd promised they wouldn't let the distance change anything.
And maybe it hadn't.
Or maybe it had.
Jay didn't know anymore.
He didn't know a lot of things these days.
He didn't know who Cole ate lunch with.
He didn't know if he'd changed his hairstyle.
He didn't know if he still hummed while painting.
He didn't know what his room looked like now.
He didn't know if he still preferred coffee over tea.
He didn't know which professors he hated.
He didn't know which classmates made him laugh.
He didn't know who was taking the pictures Cole occasionally sent.
He didn't know.
And First Master⌠Weren't boyfriends supposed to know those things?
His phone sat on the nightstand.
Silent.
He picked it up anyway.
Their chat.
Three days ago.
A picture of paint-covered fingers.
Cole: Sorry babe, Wi-Fi sucks again.
And before that.
Two days.
Before that.
Four.
Before that.
Five.
The messages weren't shorter because Cole loved him less.
Jay knew that.
He knew.
Assignments.
Time zones.
Terrible dorm Wi-Fi.
Exhaustion.
Life.
And because Jay knew, he couldn't even be angry.
How could he?
How could he get upset when every time Cole called, he looked exhausted?
How could he complain when Cole apologized before even saying hello?
How could he demand more when he knew his boyfriend was already giving everything he had?
So Jay stopped asking.
Stopped expecting immediate replies.
Stopped double texting.
Sometimes he'd send a message and get an answer twelve hours later.
Sometimes a day.
Sometimes two.
And every single time, Jay replied immediately.
Not because he wanted to pressure him.
Just because he'd already been waiting.
Always waiting.
He wondered if Cole knew that.
Probably not.
Jay never said anything.
He didn't want his messages to become obligations.
Didn't want his name popping up on Cole's phone to feel like another assignment.
So he'd send:
Good luck on your project đ
And if there was no answer?
Fine.
Goodnight đđ
And if there was no answer?
Fine.
Hope you ate something đđđ
And if there was no answer?
Fine.
He could wait.
He loved him.
He could wait.
Right?
Rain battered the windows harder.
Jay sat up and wrapped the blanket tighter around himself.
He wondered if it was raining where Cole was.
He wondered if Cole was cold.
He wondered if the world felt darker there when it stormed.
He wondered if Cole was lying awake too.
He wondered if he missed something.
Not Ninjago City.
Not home.
Something smaller.
Something stupid.
Something shaped like Jay.
A missing piece he left behind.
Did he ever reach across the bed and realize nobody was there?
Did he ever laugh at something and instinctively turn his head before remembering?
Did he ever think, âJay would love thisâ?
Did he miss him physically?
Or was missing him through a screen enough now?
Jay hated himself for wondering.
Because he trusted him.
Because he loved him.
Because he knew Cole loved him.
But some nightsâŚ
Some nights the distance whispered ugly things.
What if Cole liked it there too much?
What if he made friends?
Better friends.
What if opportunities appeared after graduation?
What if he stayed?
What if he didn't want to come home?
What if one day he called and smiled sadly?
What if he said, âI'm sorry, Jay.â
What if he didn't mean to hurt him?
What if life just happened?
What if Cole chose that city?
What if he chose his dream?
And what if Jay wasn't enough reason to leave?
Jay immediately buried his face in his hands.
âNo, no, no...â
He hated those thoughts.
Because Cole deserved his dreams.
He deserved success.
He deserved happiness.
Jay wanted him to succeed.
He wanted galleries.
Exhibitions.
Everything.
Even if it took him away.
Especially if it took him away.
That was love.
Wasn't it?
But First Master.
He hoped Cole was still the same.
When he came back.
If he came back.
The thought alone made his chest hurt.
Almost a year.
People changed in a year.
They had to.
New friends.
New routines.
New memories.
Memories Jay wasn't part of.
Would Cole still laugh at his dumb jokes?
Still steal fries off his plate?
Still curl against his back when it rained?
Still call him "Bluebell" with that sleepy voice?
Would they still fit together?
Or would they have to learn each other again?
Jay didn't know.
And maybe that was what scared him most.
Not losing Cole.
But losing the version of him he knew.
Their anniversary was next week.
Their first apart.
No dinner.
No movie.
No cuddling afterward.
No waking up together the next day.
Maybe a call.
If the Wi-Fi cooperated.
If their schedules lined up.
If.
Always if.
Jay laughed softly.
Then wiped his eyes.
He remembered their last anniversary.
Rain outside.
Cole wrapped around him from behind.
âYou're warm,â he'd mumbled sleepily.
Jay remembered laughing.
Remembered Cole's arms around his waist.
Remembered feeling safe.
Remembered feeling like he'd always have somebody watching his back.
And now?
Now there was nobody.
Nobody to hold.
Nobody to complain about the rain with.
Nobody to fight over blankets with.
Nobody to cuddle when thunderstorms rolled through the city.
Just rain.
And an empty bed.
Jay hoped it would stop soon.
Not because he hated storms.
Because every time it rained, it reminded him of how cold empty sheets could be.
His phone remained silent.
And somewhere far away, his boyfriend was living a life Jay barely knew.
Maybe he was happy.
Maybe he was sad.
Maybe he was crying.
Maybe he was laughing.
Maybe he was cold.
Maybe the world felt dark when it rained there too.
Maybe he missed something.
Maybe there was a piece of himself that he'd accidentally left in Ninjago City.
Jay didn't know.
He hadn't physically shared happiness with Cole in months.
Hadn't physically shared sadness with him either.
Not celebrations.
Not failures.
Not tears.
Not laughter.
Not really.
Only screens.
Only voices.
Only memories.
And all Jay could do nowâŚ
All he'd been doing for monthsâŚ
Was gaze at pictures.
At videos.
At old messages.
At a face behind a screen.
And hope.
Hope that when Cole came homeâŚ
If he came homeâŚ
He'd still smile the same.
Hope that somewhere, under another rainy sky, Cole was missing something too.
Something small.
Something stupid.
Something shaped like him.
Because First Master.
Jay still missed the piece of himself that had left with Cole.
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What do you mean my childhood lullaby that I never understand as a child was about missing someone you deeply loved after they're gone??? đđđ
Wanted to share the video, but it literally narrows down where I live, so y'all are getting my unofficial English translation instead under the cut đ
The sweetness of your love
Unites two hearts as one.
I will remember this forever,
Even when you are no longer by my side.
But I keep crying
Because of you.
Whenever memories return,
You seem so close, yet you're not here, and my heart cannot find peace.
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TADC-sona of the Ninjas, but I got art block, so I'm just gonna describe them
(Hope y'all can see my vision)
Lloyd
Creston
Lloyd surprisingly took the longest for me to decide on. At first, it's a puppet, then Play-Doh entity, then slime⌠Then I got to paper dolls, which made me remember origamis. His base form is a human origami with stickers to decorate himself. Origami felt fitting because it starts as a single sheet of paper and can be folded into countless different forms, much like how Lloyd has constantly had to adapt to new roles throughout his life. Despite all those changes, he's still the same person underneath. His gimmick is that he can refold himself into different origami creatures. His name is Crease + Preston, referencing the folds and creases that allow origami to constantly transform.
Nya
Drifiana "Drift"
She's a humanoid version of a Fluid Drift toy?? Liquid Motion??? Just this. The boat is Destiny's Bounty or her water dragon form when she merged with the sea. I chose a Fluid Drift toy because they're built around a small object journeying through a constantly moving environment. No matter how much the liquid shifts, the boat continues forward. That felt fitting for Nya because she's one of the most resilient members of the team. Whether she's acting as Samurai X, mastering Water, becoming one with the sea, or finding her way back afterward, she keeps moving forward no matter what changes around her.
Cole
Litho
He is a rock golem, not made with normal rocks, but with the rocks they use to make a lithophone (a stone xylophone). Maybe a collage design of these naturally resonant rocks: slate, limestone, hornfels, phonolite, basalt, granite, jade, and diabase. And yes, his name is from the instrument "lithophone" specifically. His gimmick is that whenever he is struck, the impacted part of his body produces a ringing, metallic, or echoing sound similar to a xylophone, glockenspiel, or bell. Because each type of rock resonates differently, every impact creates a different note. Also, his eyes are glowing gemstones, I don't know which one yet, but the glow corresponds to his emotions.
Jay
Bertam
Yes, the name is inspired by the BRTM-12 train Jay yapped about in Crystallized. In relation to that, he is a train transformer toy and when he transforms, it's like Megabot from âBig Hero 6â, but with lightning. A train felt fitting for Jay because he's always moving, always talking, and always jumping from one idea to the next. Much like a train building momentum, his thoughts and emotions tend to snowball once they get going. Also, because of his interest for trains. His gimmick is that whenever he's anxious (or just wanna hide), he will transform into his train form.
Kai
Ignian
Yeah, I hope y'all realize by now I like making Kai and Nya matching yet different at the same time, so he's a lava lamp being. Lava lamps only work when heat is constantly flowing through them, and that felt fitting for Kai. So much of what drives him comes from passion, whether it's protecting the people he loves, proving himself, or throwing himself headfirst into danger. When the heat is there, everything inside the lamp comes alive. Anyways, his name is a hybrid of Ignition and Ian, because fire. His gimmick is that his body behaves like a living lava lamp, but instead of the movement changing with his emotions, the colors do. His emotions are impossible to hide, with the liquid inside him immediately shifting shades depending on how he feels.
Zane
Cordi
Zane is a pull-string doll because he was designed to be as human as possible. He spent years believing he was an ordinary person. Pull-string dolls are made to imitate people, with soft features, expressive faces, and voices that can speak to others. While the toy is still artificial, its purpose is to feel human, which mirrors Zane's origins and the way he connects with the world. So his gimmick is that he says quotes when his string is pulled. Some notable ones are:
⢠I was built to protect those who cannot protect themselves.
⢠Even in the dark, we have a choice to reflect the light.
⢠No one ever said that being a hero is easy. Though our good deeds may never make us rich, they make us rich in other ways.
⢠It's best to remember our loved ones as they were in our hearts, not as they are now.
⢠(and of course) HELLO, MY BABY! HELLO, MY HONEY! HELLO, MY RAG-TIME GALLLLLL!! SEND ME A KISS BY WWWWIIIRRREEE⌠*happy upbeat music*
Zane can control which he'll say, if he's aware his string is about to be pulled. If he's not, it's random. Also, that's his name because of the string + the name "Codi" (He can speak normally, by the way)
PIXAL
Wynda (win-da)
"Wynda", because she's a wind-up doll. Get it?? :D Anyways, I wanted her to match with Zane at the same time not just be pull-string doll #2, so yeah- Unlike Zane, she always knew she was an android and never tried to see herself as anything else. Wind-up toys embrace their machinery, with visible gears, springs, and keys as part of their design. That fits PIXAL's practicality, precision, and confidence in her identity. Rather than imitating humanity, she represents a machine that became a person in her own right. Now, her gimmick is that she requires exactly 26 turns of her key each morning to activate (Zane usually helps her with that). Before that, she is fully conscious but completely unable to move. Once activated, she can function normally for the rest of the day.
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