Observator.

What the fuck... I thought I was gonna be alone forever. I don't want to fall again or waste my energy.

Sometimes my family recommends "talking to someone" when things get bad or stressful. But truth is, all I need is myself and I live with fucking idiots.

It sucks to know I'm the realist friend you have, I speak that logic and tell you how it is. I genuinely care for your well being when you probably feel stuck. I'd never say, like the others, that you're nothing, you're ugly, you're nobody that I'm embarrassed to be your son/daughter. I don't get involved or comment in your matrimony as if i was in the matrimony too but yet this person isn't willing to get in for comment when asked when they have all the opinion in the fucking world. The same person who asked if I was embarrassed that I'm still financially dependent yet months later, they're unemployed, have their girlfriend and her sister free loading off two people who really matter to me. I'm not the one who made you cry that day. but yet intuitively, I know you talk behind my back and lie to my face. Sadly, others should care or feel proud of me but at the end of the day, the beautiful thing is not needing validation or recognition in the life from anyone. I can only be nothing but forgiving but I know I need to look out for myself at the end of the day because being an empath will be the death of me.