Robert Hawkins was temporarily placed at an inpatient facility called the Richard Young Center when he was 13-years-old after threatening to kill his step-mother with a knife. He warned, “The only way she will leave the house is in a body bag.” 

During a cognitive behavioral group therapy session the evening of the incident, he thought, “I’m here for no reason, I’m mad,” although he acknowledged, “They think I want to kill my parents.” Furthermore, on one of his intake forms, he listed his three feelings as “Angry to be here, relieved to be away from parents, and confused at why I’m here.”

In the following days, Hawkins remained indecisive about whether he wanted to return home or never step foot in his parents house again, as they explored his relationship with the family, particularly the animosity shown towards his step-mother. He described her as “mean and abusive” and that his father “sides with her everytime.” Hawkins commented she just “hates me so much” and believed it was due to his biological mother, recalling an argument they had when they first met: “I think my step mom thinks I’m just like my mom, that’s why she doesn’t like me.” He made several violent Mother’s Day cards for his stepmother, one with a hangman’s noose on the cover. On the inside, he wrote, “Thank you for not letting me kill myself” and “I tried to love you but I couldn’t.” The cards were confiscated, and in response, he said, “Why, she’s just my step-mom and she knows I hate her.”

Hawkins stated he was “scared” at home because his parents constantly “yell” at him, and he exhibited the same fear about an upcoming family meeting. Instead of facing them, he wished “a car would hit my family on their way here so they wouldn’t come tonight.”

He displayed a noted hopelessness towards the home situation throughout his time at the facility, once commenting, “I used to cry all the time, but now I can’t even cry anymore, I don’t even feel anything.” It was also here that he first expressed fantasies of murder-suicide. He told staff, “If anything happens at home I’ll probably kill my step mom and then kill myself.”

In December 1978, Brenda Spencer had asked her father for a radio for Christmas. But come to that day, she was given a .22 caliber rifle with 500 rounds of ammunition instead, which would be used against the children at Cleveland Elementary School a month later.

School attack in Belarus. 11 February 2019.

Today Vadim Miloshevskij (26 May 2003) killed teacher and student in his school in Stolbtsy, Minsk Region, Belarus. Also two boys injured.

Witness told “He was late for class. When he came in, he stand next to the teacher, she asked “What?” and he stabbed her twice in the neck.”

Two boys tried to stop him, but were injured. One of them was stabbed in the neck and lung. Both in the hospital. After that perpetrator went to another classroom and killed student.

Witness “He came into classroom with knife. He smiled and had red eyes. No one thought that he will kill. He went up to Sasha, who sat in the back row. He stabbed him a lot. And then run away, laughing.”

Police caught him.

Principal of Kerch college didn’t know details of massacre at this moment “There are casualties. Natalia, listen, I lelf the college, should be at 11 am at BTI to sign agreement for students intership. Probably I would be dead now. Nastya my bunny (Anastasia Baklanova) was killed, her mother (Svetlana Baklanova) was killed, a lot of dead bodies, a lot of kids dead bodies, looks like terrorist attack. Right after I left the college, after 5-10 minutes, someone broke in, blew up, shattered windows, blew up the hall, then they were threwing an explosive packages, then they were running with automatic rifles, no I don’t what guns for sure, on the second flow, and killed everyone in classrooms. The real terrorist attack like it was in Beslan. Probably I would be dead now. Because all my people were killed, kids died, staff died. I don’t know.”

Also mother of victim Vladislav Lazarev told “I don’t like the principal since she said to me at the coroner’s office “It could’ve been me”. I thought, better it was you, not my child.”

Btw, Olga quit at 8 February.

Some rarely-seen pictures of Nancy Lanza! 

1999:

Columbine High School (15).

Deming Middle School (1).

2000:

Buell Elementary School (1).

Lake Worth Middle School (1).

2001:

Santana High School (2).

Lew Wallace High School (1).

2002:

Vincent High School (1).

2003:

John McDonogh High School (1).

Red Lion Area Junior High School (2).

Rocori High School (2).

2004:

Ballou Senior High School (1).

2005:

Stewart County School’s bus (1).

Red Lake Senior High School (10).

Campbell County High School (1)

2006:

Essex Elementary School (2).

Platte Canyon High School (2).

Weston High School (1)

West Nickel Mines School (6).

2007:

Henry Foss High School (1).

Virginia Tech University (33)

SuccessTech Academy (1)

2008:

Northern Illinois University (6).

Lakota Middle School (1).

Central High School (1).

Henry Ford High School (1).

2010:

Discovery Middle School (1).

Alisal High School (1).

Marinette High School (1).

2011:

Millard South High School (2).

Worthing High School (1).

Virginia Tech (2).

2012:

Chardon High School (3).

Episcopal School of Jacksonville (2).

Oikos University (7).

University of South Alabama (1).

Banner Academy South (1).

Sandy Hook Elementary School (28).

2013:

Apostolic Revival Center Christian School (1).

Hazard Community and Technical College (3).

Chicago State University (1).

University of Central Florida (1).

Massachusetts Institute of Technology (2).

Santa Monica College (6).

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Sparks Middle School (2).

Arapahoe High School (2)

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Purdue University (1).

South Caroline State University (1).

Los Angeles Valley College (1).

Seattle Pacific University (1).

Academy of Knowledge Preschool (1).

East English Village Preparatory Academy (1).

Reynolds High School (2).

Langston Hughes High School (1).

Marysville Pilchuck High School (5).

Florida State University (1).

Miami Carol City High School (1).

Rogers State University (1).

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Tenaya Middle School (1).

Wayne Community College (1).

Savannah State University (1).

Sacramento City College (1).

Delta State University (2).

Umpqua Community College (10).

Northern Arizona University (1).

Texas Southern University (1).

Tennessee State University (1).

Winston-Salem State University (1).

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Independence High School (2).

Antigo High School (1).

University of California, Los Angeles (2).

Jeremiah Burke High School (1).

Alpine High School (1).

Townville Elementary School (2).

2017:

North Park Elementary School (3).

Freeman High School (1).

Rancho Tehama Elementary School (6).

Aztec High School (3).

2018:

Marshall County High School (2).

The sergeant told deputies he was then rushed by Cruz as he was standing up and claimed that Cruz struck him in the face.

During the scuffle, the sergeant fell to the ground and Cruz took his conductive electronic weapon (CEW) from him, the affidavit stated.

According to the report, the CEW discharged while the sergeant was trying to get it back.

Authorities reviewed surveillance video of the incident and said it confirmed that Cruz rushed the sergeant and struck him in the face with his left fist.

Deputies said the video shows Cruz lying on top of the sergeant on the ground and repeatedly striking him on the top of his head.

According to the affidavit, the sergeant was eventually able to get the CEW back from Cruz and struck Cruz in the face with it after Cruz struck him multiple times.

Eric,

When He was younger he broke his nose and needed to get stitches in his thigh

Freshman year he played a game called ‘Postal’ and to quit you had to shoot yourself in the mouth

He made 7.25 an hour at Blackjacks

His chores were to do the laundry, pick up the trash, and Vacuum & sweep the floors.

He got 74% on the enlistment screening for the marines

Took interest in Baseball cards

collected specifically ‘thick’ hot sauce bottles

Dylan,

He made 6.50 an hour at blackjacks

He had to be tested for Drugs and Alchol after January’s incident (Van) while Eric did not.

He was suspended a second time w/out Eric for vandalizing a fellows locker

He skipped community hours so he can write a time management essay

He got a ticket for running a red light

Devon Adams went to Rachel’s funeral instead of Dylan’s

His last dinner was a steak at outback

He was a ‘feminist’

Some excerpts from psychologist Peter F. Langman’s book “School Shooters: Understanding High School, College and Adult Perpetrators”. 

Eric Harris

Dylan Klebold

TJ Lane