Willow

My friend Zane put me onto what’s called a lucky cigarette? Basically it’s when you open a fresh pack and you flip a cigarette the other way and you don’t touch it till the very end. From what I have heard it comes from the Vietnam war and soldiers would do it so they could enjoy the last butt in their pack as they “survived a packs worth of time”. Now I don’t know how true that story is. Nonetheless I think it’s been soothing my anxiety once I make it to my lucky cigarette. I may not be scared of getting killed in battle, fighting an unnecessary war… I think it just gives me a slight sense of stability when I open my pack.