Emma’s Studyblr

Unfortunately I needed to skip a few days and take some time out. Part of this journey is reminding myself that it’s okay to take time out when I need it. The aim of being productive is very challenging, but each day I’m trying to get at least one task done. Today I’ve filed my tax return, listed to a couple of chapters of an audiobook, and written in my diary. They’re not big achievements, but that’s okay, because they are achievements nonetheless.

A new month. Seven months since my beautiful mother left this earth. If I’ve learned anything in this journey of loss and grief, it’s that not every day is going to be good or productive. It’s okay to spend more than half of the day in bed, to binge a new Netflix series, to eat cake, and to find warmth wherever you can. We’ve become so consumed by this culture of being constantly busy and productive, but we can’t sustain that. It’s important for me to find time to simply sit and reflect, to let my sadness consume me. It gives me a chance to remember what I am living for.

A less productive day today than I would have liked. Did some planning and responded to some emails that had been left unattended for a few days. Trying to learn to not beat myself up for having these kind of days 🌨

Starting my journey with a fresh desk space and new stationary. Having a calming space inspires me to achieve more while feeling safe. Each day brings new feelings and worries, but I must remember where beauty persists in this life.