Em

Beatriz, Beatriz Elena, Beatriz Elena Viterbo, darling Beatriz, Beatriz now gone forever, it’s me, it’s Borges.

I never knew this, but love is the best and worst thing that could happen to someone. It is seriously all consuming. At times, it can be very unhealthy. I feel like it has made me weaker as a person. I stopped focusing on myself and became a more insecure person.

A year ago, I would come onto my tumblr account to post depressing things about how unhappy and unsure I was with my relationship. I deleted it all cause I was afraid that my boyfriend would see it. Now I'm kinda wishing that I still had it up to remind me of what I've gone through and that I shouldn't go through it again.

Someone stop me... I just messaged the girl my current boyfriend cheated on me with asking her if he's still pursuing her... idk what answer I want. Do I want to know? I'll come back here with an update..

Apparently by J Cole basically sums up my week

Just a hassle

Maybe I'm just cynical

Absolutely HATE living in the now. All people do is stare at their phones, pretend to be cute when the camera is turned on, and then go back to looking at their phones when the camera is turned off. It's disgusting.

Done with high school

You are a reminder of everything I am not and everything I wish I could be

Not happy