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You’re the one that wanted me to say what I had to. You can’t fault me for just complying with it.

You said you had a smartass comment.. -- which wasn’t the previous one. But, let’s just forget about it, okay? okay good...

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Okay well expanding on the letter… I’m miserable and I don’t expect you to believe me. However it’s the truth. I haven’t been sleeping and I rather drink then try to get some real decent sleep so I’m normal functioning person. I’m just going through the motions of living. I’m lost without you. Again I don’t expect you to believe me yet that’s the truth. Is that what you wanted to hear?

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-- Stephen, don’t.. maybe talking to you was a bad idea after all. Don’t make this harder than it already is...

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Hm lets think about this for a minute shall we? I’m pretty sure there’s an explanation for it..oh right, I remember, because anyone can read this. Therefore I will not make any comments that people can read. Normally i wouldn’t give a fuck but yeah. Maybe on hiatus, who knows.

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You have never given a fuck about what people might think, so if you have something to say to me then say it. Cause’ now it’s your chance so you can stop with the double meaning.

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Normally I’d have a smartass comment for this but i’m fresh out. You know.. if I could sleep that would be nice. However I don’t think that’ll happen anytime soon.

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Your usual responses, I’m curious to know why refrained from doing so. I guess I do can understand what you mean. I’ll happen, eventually.

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Wait.. you’re actually talking to me? Color me surprised. That’ll just further my non-sleeping habit so sure why not.

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I guess I like to do things people don’t expect me to. Well drop the alcohol and drop the energy drinks, count sheeps.. I don’t know.

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The time you leave Vancouver only to get as far as LA; to film more on your movie that comes out this summer. But you haven’t really slept and all of your spare time is spent drinking a cornucopia of alcohol. Explains why look and feel about equally the same lately – like shit.

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You should take it easy on the alcohol, want a boost? Try energy drinks instead.

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Italia: You love him and he loves you, don't let some manipulative bitch who cries over hair take your happy ending away from you... Go. Get. Your. Man.

Emily: I can't do that, it's not that simple there are more variables in the equation. And he's probably off enjoying his bachelor life anyway.

#texts

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#AE: Stemily

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Italia: Well if he didn't do what she said happened you have nothing to worry about. That you can move on from this with /him/ like you're supposed to. Things like this don't really go away hun.

Emily: He kissed her, even if it was a peck on the lips. He spent the night on the hotel with her even if they had closed on, when he got home he destroyed a piece of furniture. People fight over the same thing until it breaks them apart. Maybe it will.. with time.

#tweets

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Italia: Yes things happen for a reason. Just I know you can't tell me that you believe that last part of your text.

Emily: All I know is I have to let go, even if it hurts. And it's a pain I haven't felt before, I can't even begin to describe it. I can't even sleep, everytime I close my eyes.. there he is. I miss him but I know I have to be strong and it will fade away eventually right?

#tweets

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Italia: So you let some manipulative bitch ruin your happiness am I understanding this? Cassandra is pathetic and everyone knows that.. you should've known that too. He loves you and he wouldn't do anything like that. Yes I know that he cheated on Jessica with you. But look at how long you've had feelings for each other. He's not about to throw that on one night with /her/.

Emily: It doesn't matter now, what's done it's done. Everything happens for a reason right? Well maybe we weren't meant to be after all..

#tweets

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Italia: No I didn't hear that news. What happened?

Emily: Because of Cassandra ugh it's a long story, she told me they slept together and I believe her or I thought I did because I have people who saw them leave a hotel room together and well he gave me a letter that killed me and he said that they didn't sleep together but he did kiss her and that nothing happened and I couldn't handle it so I left the house, but I left everything before he gave me the letter. I haven't spoken to him since then other than the scenes we have to do together.

#texts

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Italia: No I didn't hear that news. What happened?

Emily: Stephen and I broke up. I gave him back the ring, Italia.

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Italia: It depends on what kind of pain it is. If it's a muscle pain or something like that, I would hope you know what to do for that. What's up?

Emily: I'm guessing you didn't hear the news, we don't need do go dress shopping anymore...

#texts

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Emily: What do you do when you have a pain that it won't go away?

#texts

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