Emelie

I was walking from beast class when I heard someone behind me. 

“Are you going to tell him soon?” I heard Darcy’s voice, I sighed and turned to face her. I knew exactly what she was talking about, ever since she figured out that I fancied Sebastian Sallow she wouldn’t keep her mouth shut about it. I was happy that she wouldn’t tell anyone at least but she was driving me crazy with her questions; Have you told him yet? Are you guys a thing? When are you going to tell him?? She knew that she was annoying me and she loved it. 

“Shut it Darcy, I wont tell him. It will ruin everything if I do” I say and she looked at me with a big smile. 

“No it won’t I promise” She continued as we walked towards the castle. I tried talking about something else but she wouldn’t give up. 

“I assure you that it won’t ruin anything, it’s Sebastian for merlin’s sake. And besides I think he likes you back” I stopped in my tracks when I registered what she had said. 

“What? You think he likes me as well?” I asked and she chuckled. 

“Haven’t you noticed? He looks at you like you were a god, he talks about you all the time with me and Ominis and when he does he looks completely drunk in love” She said and I couldn’t believe my ears, maybe she was exaggerating a bunch but what if she didn’t? What if Sebastian Sallow actually did like me back? My thoughts were cut short when Ominis and Sebastian walked up to us, Sebastian had a big smile on his lips and when the sun reached his skin I swore I could melt at the sight. He was gorgeous. 

“Hello y/n, hey Darcy” He said and hugged me, he usually did but I couldn’t help but think that maybe it wasn’t just a friendly hug. “Could you help me with my homework?” He asked and looked at me with pleading eyes. I never understood why he wanted me to help since I wasn’t much better at potions then he were but I always agreed, I would never say no to spending some time alone with him. 

“Of course” I answer and he thanked me as all of us were walking towards the great hall for dinner. When we sat down Sebastian sat closer to me than usual, our arms touching. I wouldn’t usually think about that kind of stuff, at least not in the way I was thinking now but the thing Darcy said stayed in my head. When everyone were done eating we got up to walk towards our common room, Darcy and Ominis said that they were going to the library, leaving me and Sebastian alone on our walk. His hand brushed against mine and the butterflies in my stomach were driving me insane, one part of me just wanted to hold his hand, but what if he would find it weird? 

“I’ll get my stuff in my dorm, just wait here” Sebastian said as I sat down on the couch. It was cozy in here, everyone seemed to be doing other stuff since I couldn’t see anyone else in the common room. When he got back, all he had was a book, completely unrelated to the homework we had gotten. 

“Didn’t you want to study?” I asked and he laughed. 

“I just wanted to spend some time with you I guess, if that’s alright with you?” He said and sat down beside me, our bodies touching. I swallowed hard as I felt as if I was on fire. 

“Well- yeah sure” I said and sat uncomfortably still, scared to do something wrong. To my surprise Sebastian put his arm around me and I felt really safe. All thoughts about doing something wrong disappeared and I leaned my head against his shoulder. It was nice, sitting like this and just talking about everything. He ranted about something that Garreth had done one day when I wasn’t in class, soon I felt his hand on my waist, I didn’t mind but his touch leaved goosebumps on my skin. 

“I also wanted to talk with you about something” He said and I was terrified that Darcy had told him anything, I didn’t want to look at him and he must have noticed since he placed his hand on my chin forcing me to look at him. 

“Uhm- what is it?” I said and sat up, still trying to look elsewhere, my heart were beating fast and his hand on my waist brought me closer to him. 

“Why are you so red?” He asked, not in a teasing matter but like he was really asking. “I- I don’t know. It’s hot in here” I lied and he chuckled, I wanted to run away, far from this conversation but I couldn’t his hand on my waist and the way he was looking at me made it impossible for me to leave. “Do you fancy me?” He asked and I was scared that I might cry, I couldn’t look him in the eyes and I didn’t know what to answer to that. Yes? No? Of course I do but I don’t want to ruin anything between us and I’m scared that you won’t feel the same. I couldn’t say neither of those things and my heart was beating faster than ever at this point.

“Y/n. I don’t want to ruin anything between us but I feel like you’ve been avoiding me lately and I- I have honestly felt like a piece of me is missing when I’m not with you. I really, really like you” He said and for a split second I thought that the world had just stopped spinning, it was like everything else didn’t matter anymore and I looked him in the eyes. He had no idea what to expect and I could see the worry in his eyes. When I didn’t answer right away he moved his arm from my waist and looked at the ground. “I’m sorry I shouldn’t have- I- please don’t say that this will ruin anything-” I cut him off when I placed my hand on his thigh, he turned to look at me and I felt warm.

“Sebastian, I do like you. I just didn’t think you felt the same” I said and his eyes lit up, his lips curled into a smile and he moved closer, his face inches from mine. 

I was walking to class when I bumped into Leander. I apologized and tried to walk away but he took my arm and dragged me closer to him.

“Always finding excuses to touch me hm?” He said and I scoffed. Even if he knew about me and Sebastian he just wouldn’t leave me alone. 

“I. Am. Not. Single.” I said and tried to get away from his grip on my arm but he wouldn’t budge. 

“So what? It’s not like Sebastian has to know anything? And besides, with that skirt you are basically begging me to take you” He said and I laughed at his comment. He of all people should know by now how Sebastian is. He had beaten up Leander before for just talking to me but it seemed like he didn’t get the hint at all. I soon felt someone hugging me from behind, Sebastian didn’t seem to pay any attention to Leander even though he obviously knew what was going on. Leander let go of my arm as Sebastian placed kisses on my shoulder. Staring at Leander while doing so. 

“Is he bothering you?” He asked and I smiled before nodding softly. 

“I think she wants you to leave” He said and Leander quickly walked away without saying a word. 

“Thank you” I said and turned around to face him, to my surprise he looked quite angry with me and he took my arm without saying a word. He dragged me all the way to his dorm and I tried to protest saying that I had class and that I couldn’t miss it but he wouldn’t let go. 

“What is it!?” I shouted when he finally let go of me and went to lock the door.

“Walking around like that? Are you mad? Everyone is looking at you, is that what you want?” He asked and I chuckled a little. 

“Are you jealous?, you know that you’re the only one who can have me Sebastian” I said and kissed his cheek, he had a sinister smile on his face and I already knew that I would not get to class today. 

“That’s right, maybe I should mark you really good this time. To show everyone who you belong to. You’d like that wouldn’t you?” He asked and I couldn’t suppress the whimper that escaped my mouth. He chuckled and got closer to me, his breath tickling my skin as he started undoing the buttons of my shirt. I sighed and leaned into his touch, it was addicting, the way his lips felt on my skin was like a drug and the way his fingers explored my body made me feel safe. 

“I would fuck you in front of everyone if that meant they would understand who you belong to” he continued and I could feel the wet patch forming on my underwear. One part of me loved when got like this, he made sure that I know that I don’t belong to anybody but him and that he doesn’t belong to anybody but me. He picked me up in a swift motion and placed me on the bed, my shirt was long gone and I was now laying in only my skirt and underwear, I felt extremely exposed in front of him since he still had all his clothes on but the way he was looking at me made me feel very safe. 

“Can I?” He asked when his fingers found their way to my panties. I nodded and watched as he slid my underwear down my legs, he laid down next to me, kissing and sucking at my neck while his fingers found their way to my pussy. I let out a low moan when he rubbed circles on my clit, his attack on my neck only increased as I got closer to the edge. He worked at a steady pace and I could swear that I saw stars when he sucked harder at my already sensitive skin. “Sebastian- I’m-” I couldn’t even form a sentence when I felt an overwhelming pleasure come over me. 

“I know darling, let go for me” He said in a low voice and that was all it took for me to come undone on his fingers, a string of curses left me as I came down from my high and Sebastian rubbed comforting circles on my skin. He got up and leaned himself up with my entrance, his hand held mine as he pressed himself further, groans and whimpers leaving him as he was fully inside me. It felt wonderful to have him like this. 

“Leander could never have you like this, no one can ever have you like this” He said as his pace increased and I nodded, unable to form a full sentence. I felt as if my body was on fire when he pulled up my skirt to see us connected. He groaned at the sight and kissed my forehead before turning his attention back to my neck. 

“You’re mine” He said in between kisses, his other hand kept rubbing circles on my clit bringing me closer to my second orgasm. I moaned as I felt his cock twitch inside me and I knew he was getting close too. His pace quickened and I felt my second orgasm washing over me, as he moaned he came inside me. He laid down next to me, kissing me gently as we both catched our breaths. 

“I love you” We both said and he chuckled as he examined my neck.