Just another lonely soul

I think I’ve wrecked us. I thought i was doing the right thing by telling him the truth. I guess not. 

I hate that I have to spend hundreds of dollars on bras because if I don’t my back and boobs ache. I hate taking medication to reduce swelling and pain in my breasts. I hate the way my hips look. The way they buldge out and square off, but then flatten and buldge again at my thighs. I hate that my arms are weak and flabby and that my legs aren’t toned. I hate the bits of flab around my chin. The stretch marks on my bum make me sick. I envy all of those dainty, pettite girls who can wear gorgeous backless dresses because they dont need a bra. Or wear any bikini and not feel uncomfortable. :( :( :(