REMEMBER AT YOUR PERIL

ok im for real remaking my tumblr. reply if you want to follow me over there and i'll get you the url. its just gonna be a diary at that point. no more art blog no more anything go fuck yourself i'm becoming a hermit

gonna rb this a couple more times to catch people before i log out of this account for good

ok im for real remaking my tumblr. reply if you want to follow me over there and i'll get you the url. its just gonna be a diary at that point. no more art blog no more anything go fuck yourself i'm becoming a hermit

gonna rb this a couple more times to catch people before i log out of this account for good

ok im for real remaking my tumblr. reply if you want to follow me over there and i'll get you the url. its just gonna be a diary at that point. no more art blog no more anything go fuck yourself i'm becoming a hermit

gonna rb this a couple more times to catch people before i log out of this account for good

im gonna be honest im thinking about completely remaking my blog cause i cant fucking stand this website anymore. genuinely it feels like im on fucking 4chan sometimes with how bad it is

let me know if you wanna stay mutuals / keep in touch but i just can't fucking stand it here anymore. the racism, the transmisogyny, the fucking normalization of incest and rape, like i can't stand it anymore. there are so many people on this website trying to push the idea that "incest" and "rape" and "loli" (gags) are "just kinks". that "fiction doesn't affect reality" and that "it's just fantasy." so many of you evil motherfuckers fantasize about RAPING fictional little siblings, and i do think that says something about you. and if theyre "just kinks" ok let's talk about raceplay then. men who get off to degrading and brutalizing black women. men with "rape kinks" who have already sexually abused women because i've personally dealt with those guys. lets talk about incest statistics and how common sexual abuse is in the nuclear family. lets talk about how fathers rape their daughters and how brothers rape their sisters and mothers rape their sons and how incest victims can't get help because of the shame of being a victim. incest is not a "kink," it is a horrific form of abuse, and it is more fucking common than you think it is. how you are genuinely, genuinely, no better than a cishet man browsing pornhub looking for stepsister videos who fantasizes about sexually abusing his little sister. this website makes me fucking sick. i can't believe this is just tumblr now. it's always been this way, back when i was a teenager having to stand my ground against full grown adults defending their right to create drawn child porn of mob psycho characters. or being groomed and sexually abused by homestuck bloggers. but its just gotten so much worse. i can't fucking stomach it.

literally only a year ago 100 dollars worth of groceries got me alot more than it does today. working in a grocery store is a bit of a nightmare because i have to watch in real time as prices jump up further and further. we are neck deep in a recession and it’s just getting worse and worse and worse.

we as a society should not pay workers so little, and expenses be so high, they cannot afford to feed themselves. clothe themselves. house themselves. i think about it every day and my blood boils in rage that this has simply been allowed to happen. the slow transfer of wealth from the working class to the top, endless fucking greed at the expense of millions of lives, because it all lines Somebody’s pockets. capitalism is the great evil of this world and imperialism is its brother. hand in hand they destroy the world, kill and starve countless. because nobody can afford food anymore. nobody can go to the doctor. our tax money goes to killing women and men and children and babies overseas, for profit, for white supremacy, for global dominance, insatiable greed. people die and die and die and we’re all just decimals on a spreadsheet. i pray to gd that i will see good change in my lifetime. i pray to gd that when it comes i will be a small part of it.

i can’t believe it took my mom having breast cancer for our relationship to genuinely improve

i feel like. i wanted to talk to her more since she got diagnosed. but now i’m just an adult talking to another adult, who happens to be my mom. she’s hurt me in ways unforgivable, but she’s also just my mom, and we can have interesting conversations. she’s very smart and very funny and shockingly generous. she’s very kind to her coworkers. she loves to bitch about work sometimes, but she loves her job. she’s always cooking something interesting. she’s genuinely curious about my job. i really do love her. she’s still a little scathing sometimes, but i’ve realized she’s just kind of sarcastic. it’s just crazy that this is my life now. i barely had a relationship with my mom for over a year. i’m very happy to get to know her on equal footing this time.

straight people are so fascinating even when they aren't actively trying to be homophobic. I had a class a few years ago where one assignment was to summarize some eighth century arabic poetry about going out for drinks with the lads before indulging in some gay sex and like half the class came in and said "I'm sorry idk what was happening in this one, they mention having sex with a servant but they also say the servant's a man? where'd the woman come from? I'm so confused." and a few days ago in a shakespeare class I made a comment about how cleopatra and octavius caesar are kind of parallel characters in possessively bartering for mark antony's attention and one of my classmates responded as though I'd been talking about octavia and not caesar, despite the fact that I said "caesar" and "him" multiple times while describing the actions he specifically took. fully incapable of comprehending of anything that's even a little bit gay.

saw an american!!!!! on here say "creole languages aren't common knowledge you can't expect people to know what that means" HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF THE STATE OF LOUISIANA IN YOUR FUCKING LIIIIIFE DIPSHIT IT'S LITERALLY RIGHT FUCKING THEREEEEEEE OH MY GD OPEN THE SCHOOLS RIGHT NOW FRENCH CREOLE RIGHT THERE LOOK OPEN UP A BOOK LOOK AT GOOGLE IDGAF STOP BEING STUPIDDDDDDDD

it actually amazes me how willfully stupid and ignorant people are on this website. you are on the internet you can look up fucking anything but no you choose to be ignorant and racist you're going straight to hell i'm sending you there