you shall fade when the flowers bloom,
for every ending begets a new beginning.
a private, & selective portrayal of the aedes elysiae siblings/duo, also known as PHAINON / KHASLANA & CYRENE / ELYSIAE from honkai: star rail's amphoreus. crossover, oc, and non-lore knower friendly. mature content ahead: please do not interact or follow if you are under 21 years of age. loved by moonie ( she/they, 28, est, fluctuating activity. ).
companions among the stars : @lamnts, @tenshiei, @undyinglion
𝓲. blazing sun destined to rise.
𝓲𝓲. crystal flower that embraces the world.
𝓲𝓲𝓲. side muses.
𝓲𝓿. ask memes.
mobile rules below.
[ 1 ] : GENERAL DNI. bigotry of any kind will not be tolerated nor will any use of ai. i will only follow & interact with muns above the age of 21.
this blog is not affiliated with the hyv rpc and i prefer not to interact with hyc/gacha rp blogs in general from poor personal experience. also, i shouldn't have to say this because it's quite obvious but i will anyways. i view phainon and cyrene / kevin and elysia as strictly platonic, practically familial. ship what you want, but it's just not my thing and i don't like seeing it as it makes me uncomfortable. please do not follow if you do ship and/or write either pairing in a romantic way.
[ 2 ] : SELECTIVITY. i tend to be a little selective due to poor experiences in the rpc and fandom spaces as well as my own personal anxious tendencies. i love crossovers and ocs. please don't feel like you need to know anything about my muse's canon material prior to interaction, and please approach me with any questions you might have! i know my muses come from silly anime gacha games and that is a turn off for most, but i appreciate those who stick around anyways. <3
[ 3 ] : SHIPPING. i'm open to shipping of any kind! feel free to drop ask memes in my inbox with pre-established things at any time and with any muse.
i am also open to plotting ooc whether in dms on tumblr or discord, which is available upon request. i really enjoy putting everything i can into ships (i.e pinterest boards, playlists, screaming about them in general and tossing random angst), so i gravitate towards rp partners with that same energy.
[ 4 ] : EXCLUSIVES, MAINS, & AFFILIATES. i don't outright expect exclusivity on either end especially if we haven't talked/plotted/interacted a bunch. if you request to be an exclusive of mine, i would prefer that is reciprocated.
my current exclusives: @lamnts (dan heng & xiao), @undyinglion (mydeimos) - i will not interact with other portrayals of these characters, sorry!
my standards for mains/affiliates are pretty low. this just means we interact a lot and sometimes my muses might mention yours in other interactions, headcanons, etc. feel free to reach out for this as well. :)
[ 5 ] : EXPLICIT CONTENT. nsfw and other sensitive content will be present and tagged. if you would prefer to fade to black, i'm 100% fine with that, please just let me know what you're most comfortable with. smut is definitely not my strong suit and probably won't be written unless we've interacted/plotted some first and i'm comfortable.
[ 6 ] : ACTIVITY. i do not do ic replies in order - whatever i have the most muse for gets priority. sometimes that might be only one response a day. my activity will be sporadic and not all of my free time will be spent here. i go and do whatever my one brain cell pleases.
[ 7 ] : DISCLAIMER. i have the social skills of a frightened chihuahua. i get nervous about reaching out first and i've been known to be a slow replier. a nudge every once in awhile is fine and appreciated. thank you for understanding <3
i yap a lot on the dash, but i delete most posts within a few hours to ensure my blog isn't too cluttered. still, if ooc posts bother you, please block my tag or do not follow. when a new patch drops, any spoilers will be tagged with "/ hsr spoilers" for the first week or two.
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small verses update. (only regarding phainon for now. i'll fix up and add to cyrene's soon. i know i've been slacking but i simply do not write her as much as him. his greedy ass takes up the entire blog)
student au will be moved to unaffiliated. i'm down to write high school or college stuff. ever since i made the troy bolton comparison and have been playing hi.3 lately, i cannot stop thinking about phainon being the golden boy nerd.
i will be finally making a knight au so please give him royalty to protect and kneel at their feet with utter devotion and spill blood in their name, thank you!
werewolfnon....save me werewolfnon awoooo (he yearns to shake around a vampire or hunter like a chew toy PLEASEE)
this isn't a verse idea technically but i'm saying you should let me pick your muses up like miis and drop them into amphoreus. i have a couple of ideas and it's nothing happy of course, but it would be fun
nickname: moonie or moon, idk call me whatever
zodiac: gemini
last movie i saw: shutter. shoutout to free youtube movies
last thing i googled: "ow stadium builds"
favorite musician: makari (the sibs getting them as their band claim is not because of this i swear)
song stuck in my head: don't phunk with my heart by the black eyed peas (can someone edit phai to this immediately)
other blogs: i had others but they're gone now. i wanna make an oc so bad.
do i get asks: well yes but i humbly request more. i'm like a greedy dragon sitting on a pile of treasure
following: 12
amount of sleep: my sleep schedule is worrisome that's all i'm gonna say
lucky number: 3
what i'm wearing: care bears pajama pants and my s.atosugu crewneck LMFAO
dream job: i would open my own bakery and sell phainon and cyrene shaped cookies
dream trip: japan
favorite food: any kind of pasta
play any instruments: i played clarinet in hs. squidward ass
languages: english, i used to know a decent amount of spanish
favorite songs: hyperreal - makari, the river - wage war, besitos - ptv
random fact: one time i popped an edible before i went into universal studios and started crying mid harry potter ride because we got stuck in front of the spiders (i never went on that ride ever again btw)
aesthetic: band tees, old era hot topic, cheesy halloween decor, bad horror movies, winged eyeliner, autumn leaves, phaimoyed but he's in the flame reaver fit
top tier ragebaiter that instigates EVERYTHING because a sick part of him enjoys seeing his partner get annoyed with him being a brat. this clip sums it up perfectly btw.
^ then he sulks and acts like the victim.
his body runs very warm so. personal space heater.
it would be his utmost pleasure and honor to spend $4 on y/m <3
he does not spoil with material things but physically y/m will know they are very loved and desired. ahem
/)///v///(\ (can i get this from both of the sibs tho... meowdei loves them dearly)
send me “ /)///v///(\ ” to see how my muse would talk about yours, to another person.
❝ i thought mydeimos hated me at first, always scowling like that! then i figured out that he kindaaaa just makes that face towards everyone. but you know what? i've been fortunate enough to see him smile nice and wide on multiple occasions! i suppose not even the stoic prince can resist my charm when i throw a few compliments his way. we've been making a habit out of hanging out together more frequently. sometimes i feel guilty stealing him away from phainon. then i remember all of the times phainon refused to sit and do facemasks with me! he'll never understand the importance of self-care. mydei's never turned me down when i've asked him to spend a self-care day with me though, so i'll keep at it! ❞
❝ we've come a long way from what we were before. don't get me wrong- mydeimos still gets on my nerves like no other. he wants to call me insufferable although i can assure you he's ten times worse! i mean, what kind of husband feeds their spouse terrible meals on purpose? as if i've ever done anything to deserve such treatment! he just needs to learn to take a joke. there is no one more infuriatingly stubborn on this planet than him. although… i did put a ring on his finger, so i guess claiming to hate him completely still would be a lie, wouldn't it? i value him and the trust he's placed in me to have his back. even after everything i did… he never stopped trusting me with his life. i trust him with mine too. there isn't anyone else i would rather have by my side at the end of the day. ❞
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❝ okay, so what! i fawn over every pretty girl i meet, but mei is different! when i see her… well, how do i put it? my heart beats a little faster and everything suddenly makes sense, like finding the missing piece of a puzzle. like there isn't anywhere else in the entire cosmos i'm meant to be other than by her side. sometimes i think… what if we knew each other in another life? it's silly. i know. i'll admit that i'm probably feeding into this concept of soulmates to satiate my own need to find romance in everything, but i can't help it! i feel so comfortable around her, like i can finally be myself. she sees right through me and grounds me more than anyone else. as scary as that is, it has to speak for something, doesn't it? ❞
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People tend to speak their minds openly when the subjected person is absent– or seemingly so! Have your muse overhear what they weren’t meant to hear about them!
❝ i didn’t beat the shit out of him, i barely even punched him! which you would have done too if someone pushed me like that. don’t even. ❞ their dynamic has extended far past professional boundaries by now, to the point of no return in the musician’s opinion. this is evident now in the way julian had acted without a second thought to get between a complete stranger and the one person who makes their goddamn living protecting julian from situations just like that.
no excuse on this earth can cover up the obvious affection and concern they have for one another after tonight, and julian wonders if anyone took any videos of what happened or if this will all become a wild story someone will tweet about, posted for the general public to decide whether it sounds plausible or not. ❝ and isn’t all press good press? ❞
the jest is in bad taste, julian knows this, but he can’t take it back so he doesn’t even attempt to. he just walks alongside phainon in silence, getting into the back of the car that’s waiting for them and staring down at his hands as if he’s mulling something over. maybe he is, the realization that he’d just put his body on the line for phainon finally sinking in. fuck. okay. so he cares. big deal, julian cares about a lot of people even if he doesn’t always show it. so why does the prospect of admitting it out loud right now feel akin to swallowing nails?
turning away from the bodyguard to stare out the window, julian rests his cheek against the cool glass and tries his best to ignore the way his chest hurts far worse than his bruised hand.
julian is right. phainon wouldn't have hesitated to throw a punch or worse. at least he can use his job as an excuse, but even that doesn't seem like a good enough reason now. he shakes his head, both at the tug-of-war in his mind as well as julian's poor timing in trying to crack a joke. it isn't good press if he opens his phone in the morning and sees videos of the incident flooding his twitter timeline. for both of their sakes, phainon hopes they end up lucky and it can be swept under the rug somehow. easier said than done when every aspect of julian's life is held under a microscope.
most of the car ride is spent in heavy silence that phainon can't stand. he would much rather be listening to julian talk about anything at all, or falling into banter that feels natural for them. instead it feels like they're both equally unwilling to speak up and phainon is left wondering who will cave first. he's willing to bet that it won't be julian. it shouldn't bother him as much as it does. but when he quickly glances over and catches how julian has angled himself away, clearly closing himself off physically as much as emotionally, phainon feels his own chest ache.
he thinks back on those he's hurt in the past by isolating himself and his emotions; the helplessness in their eyes when he couldn't so much as offer a shred of vulnerability when it mattered most. he doesn't want to make the same mistakes again. even if admitting to something from the heart feels more terrifying than anything else he's faced in the past.
❝ julian... i'm not the one that needs protection, ❞ it's never even been offered to him by anyone before tonight. he turns his head, staring down at the empty space between them as he keeps his voice quiet for their ears only, ❝ the last thing i want is for you to get hurt. not because that's my job. i hardly even give a shit about that anymore. ❞
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this is not exclusive to just phainon (though i DO think he gets it more often than most... call that favoritism or whateva). please let's not forget the most grumpy Wife thing mydeimos does is feed Y/M shitty meals when he is upset with them!!! he said you're gonna eat this nasty ass dinner and you are going to like it!!!
ok so. this definitely was just a silly reference in cipher's trailer but kc and i are running with it and have decided there was more than one cycle where phainon led the kremnoan army after mydei's death. <3
i've known you for years now and phainon is my personal favorite muse you have written. the love you have for his character and analyzing him is infectious. it made me redownload HSR to play amphoreus myself and i think writing/chatting with you and reading your hcs beforehand made his character 10x better to experience in the story. I HAD IT ALL SPOILED FOR ME AND I STILL CRIED LIKE A BITCH. I PULLED OUT MY WALLET FOR THIS MAN. ilysm and i hope every time you overthink anything you imagine me beating the shit out of you with a caveman club 🩵🩵🩵
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lumiii ily! i am very thankful we met. i can always count on you to listen even if i'm just mindlessly yapping about stupid stuff. i also appreciate you going out of your way to experience ampho for yourself and enjoyed watching you lose your mind over it (even though you did slander phainon for the first 3 quests i forgive you LMAO). <3 it's crazy ridiculous to ask someone to sit through 50+ hrs of a VN for my lil guy but i'm really happy it resonated with you like it did with me. :')
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hiii :3 i have only been here for like a week but i am enjoying my stay!!!! i already feel like you capture phaichan and cyrene so well. that day i followed i snooped in phainon's HC tag and immediately sensed my unwell-ness about mydei in you with phainon. you dissect ALL of his relationships with the heirs and view him with nuance, two things most of the fandom neglects. you're also SO sweet ooc from the bit we've chatted, please kick the door down to my dms any time!!!
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😭 this is very sweet tysm kc! i've enjoyed picking your brain about mydei (and phaidei ofc). we've hardly written much but i can already tell you understand mydei so well. you know he's a softie at heart and way more healthy about processing his emotions compared to my stupid son.
