Ellierainy

Im being evicted so I'm opening ko-fi commissions to try to raise money to face the moving expenses and deductibles. <3

Please check my blog post on my kofi page to check more details and thank you for helping me survive!

https://ko-fi.com/ellierainy

Lately I’ve grown to like making speedpaints and watching the process unfold and my art journey and since quarantine, I’ve consuming way too much youtube and found old speedpaints I had on my youtube channel

I wish I could make youtube videos with my drawings, not just the drawing and random music lol but everytime I think of it, I just feel like I don’t have a voice.

I don’t have anything that I feel strong enough to wish to talk about, or real strong opinions or just interest on themes or... something.

I’ve been so much time neutral and in silence, with an empty mind just existing and surviving that just, feels so weird?

My friends just tells me “talk about the process” “talk about x series” “talk whatever you want” but it’s so weird? What is “whatever I want”? What can I say about the process that every artist in the globe hasn't said already? My process is pretty basic and standard per se?

What do I have to contribute?

I’m not funny nor charming (i guess), I’m not the best nor the worst artist, I just exist and try my best.

I just feel empty.

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A post shared by Ellie Downs (@ellierainy) on Jun 25, 2020 at 10:56pm PDT

Warm up doodle and speedpaint fo some day ago  cuz I missed drawing but being too sick to make something more demanding... As always you can check out the speedpaint on my IGTV!

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A post shared by Ellie Downs (@ellierainy) on Apr 30, 2020 at 12:35pm PDT

My take on @darksnelia (ig) dtiys <3 It reminded me of the story “the Girl with the red ribbon”

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A post shared by Ellie Downs (@ellierainy) on Apr 22, 2020 at 5:26pm PDT

Warm up doodle of today is a redo of an old one since watching the change and evolution cheers me up to keep going! <3

In the shadow of the #Evangelion lies a soft boy that just dont want to get hurt.