Thoughts

Do whatever brings you to life, then. Follow your own fascinations, obsessions, and compulsions. Trust them. Create whatever causes a revolution in your heart.

“A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart.”

“But love like that doesn’t just disappear, does it? No matter how powerful the hate, there is always a little love left, underneath. Yes. Horrible, isn’t it?””

“It was both a privilege and a curse to know you. Sometimes I wished I hadn’t and other times you were the very reason I was still here.”

“I felt the old you tonight, And nothing could feel better.”

“I remember when your eyes said love loudly”

“You’ll never know How much I write about you And I’ll never learn How nothing could change even if you do”

“Intimacy is not who you let touch you. Intimacy is who you text at 3am about your dreams and fears. Intimacy is giving someone your attention, when ten other people are asking for it. Intimacy is the person always in the back of your mind, no matter how distracted you are.”

“My eyes are filling fast with tears and I blink and blink but the world is a mess and I want to laugh because all I can think is how horrible and beautiful it is, that our eyes blur the truth when we can’t bear to see it.”

“And I fucking knew I meant nothing to you, But God, I would have tried to forever.”

“No, fuck you. I was worth it.”