The Chaotic Marauder

James, would engulf you in his arms, lift you off the floor and spin you around, making you laugh. Then makes you land in front of him, where he would hold your waist and admire your smile before kissing you on the tip of your nose and say how much he has missed you. 

Sirius, would run towards you and almost makes both of you fall to the ground with the impact. His arms would be squeezing you so hard and pinning you close to his body that you could feel his heartbeat next to your chest as he planted little kisses all over your face, leaving your lips for last.

Remus, would hold your waist from behind and nuzzle his face against the crook of your neck, feeling the scent of your perfume and then proceeding to whisper against your skin how much he has missed you. His fluffy hair tickling softly your skin as he kissed your neck softly.

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James Potter:

freshly cut grass; broom polish; licorice; old spice cologne;

Remus Lupin:

old books; dark chocolate; coffee; parchment and ink;

Sirius Black: 

lemon sorbet; leather; mahogany; smoke; whiskey;  earth, fresh mountain air and rain.

Petter Pettigrew: 

Remus Lupin’s Moodboard

Regulus Black’s mood board

When you met

You meet Regulus at age 8 when your family went to dinner at his house.

Your mother looked at you with loving eyes as she dressed you up in a beautiful velvet dark green dress, with a white peter pan collar peeking through over the dress's neckline and a black ribbon that she laced on your hair.

" My darling, we are going to dinner at the black's family house. Are you going to behave? " Your mom asks calmly with a small smile.

" Yes, mommy! " You scream with enthusiasm while clapping your hands.

Your mom releases a small giggle as she holds you against her body and carries you to the hallway, where your dad tied a tie while looking at the mirror. He seemed so focused on the task that he didn't even notice you two coming.

" Let's help daddy, darling. " Your mother says as she puts you down on the floor and walks closely to your dad.

You watched from below as your dad's focused expression soften while looking at your mother that smiled at him while tying his tie. They shared a small kiss.

" Thank you, my love. Where would I be without you? " Your dad affirms with a smile that makes your mom laugh.

" Probably still lost in the Hogwarts corridors, looking for the divination classroom. Like a ghost." Your mom says raising an eyebrow at him.

" Oh, shut up! " Your dad exclaims playfully with a smile as your mom laughs while picking you up from the floor.

You were quite the luckiest 8 years old for having parents this happy and playful. You three walked together out of the house into the street. Your mom linked her arm with your dad and hold you tight into her chest.

" Hold tight to mommy, darling. " She asked and you quickly put your arms around your mom's neck as she thought you.

" Here we go my loves." Your dad announces and you three quickly apparate into the air.

You felt as if your body was being blown into the air like dust and squished into a tunnel and once you notice, both of you three had apparated and were right in front of the Black's Family Mansion. Both of you three walked in silence to the door. Your dad knocked on the door. A few minutes after a woman in a long deep green dress, with black hair tied tightly into a bun opened the door, and as she saw your parents a smile formed on her lips.

" Hannah Lee, Cesar, and little Y/n. Welcome! " She claims as she gives a kiss on the cheek to your dad as he enters the house. 

" Walburga, my best friend, it's been a while! " Your mother claims with a laugh and kisses her cheek and hugs her lightly.

"It's been so long, I have so much to tell you. " She claimed has both her and your mother, who carried you entered the house and she closed the door behind you two.

Your mother puts you on the floor. The lady with black hair and black eyes like a raven looked at you and smiled.

" You can go play with Regulus if you want his in that room over there with his big brother Sirius. " She claimed and pointed to the room on the left of the corridor you were both in.

Walburga and your mother continued talking happily through the hallway until they disappeared into the last room. You shyly walked into the room on the left, hearing the voices of two young boys playing. You peaked through the jarring gap in the open door. 

Two boys were playing with what looked like wizard's chess. One of them was taller, had blue eyes and jet black hair that fell just below his hair slicked black and the other one was smaller had curly fluffy hair also jet black but had raven eyes like his mother and both were quite pale-skinned. They were laughing while the two figures on the chessboard destroyed each other.

" Hum, hello? " You claimed as you opened the door more to enter the room.

The boys at first got caught out of guard and tried to hide the chess game, probably thinking that you were their parents but they quickly got relaxed as they noticed that it was you.

" Hey, I'm Sirius and this is my Lil brother Regulus. " He claimed to have you got closer to them.

" I'm y/n. Can I call you Reggie? Your name is too long. " You asked with a smile and Reguluslightly blushed as you looked him in the eyes.

" Hum... yes. " He stutters out shyly.

" Don't mind him, he's a little shy with new people. " Sirius claimed to ruffle his brother's hair. Regulus quickly ignored him annoyed as he brushed his hair back in place with his hands.

Various hours passed and you three became great friends, just playing wizard chess, eating fudge flies and pumpkin pastries both of you three plotted to steal from the kitchen with success. You were all showing each other the collections you had from the chocolate frogs cards. 

" Y/n, Will you be my friend forever? " Regulus asked playfully holding your hand in a handshake.

" Of course I will! " You exclaimed with a scream, letting go of his hand and hugging him.

Regulus gasped at the sudden movement but he hugged you back tightly with a small giggle. You both hear the door of the room you were in open and you let go to see Regulus mother, with a stern face.

" Quit playing kids, time for dinner. " Regulus quickly frowns and nods in agreement getting up from the floor and getting out of the floor. You could sense that something wasn't right with this family but you couldn't quite put your finger on it. How you fell in love Years passed, you and Regulus became great friends. Regulus got sorted into Slytherin and Sirius into Gryffindor, which was quite hard for both of them to get into different houses. You entered in the same year as Regulus. You both would take various classes together and partner up on most of the classes group assignments, also shared the table at every meal when you could; studied together and everything and when in vacation letters were always exchanged between you and him. You two were like flesh and bone. He was the best friend you could ever ask for. But as the fourth year progressed, he seemed to be more distant, more secretive like he was up to something. You looked at him attentively as he read a book about advanced potions while you two more your friend Lily Evans from the Gryffindor House and one of Sirius Friends made you company. " So who are you going to the Yule Ball with? " Lily asked with a smile as you both sipped a cup of tea. Regulus raises his eyes out of his book with a raise of an eyebrow, showing a sudden interest in the conversation. You noticed but continued your conversation with Lily. " Well... Gilderoy asked me but... " You Sutter in boredom has you sip another drink of your mug.  " But he's a little too much, I get you. " Lily says with a nod and a small giggle. " Well, if you want my friend Remus is single, is kinda sad but..."  " SHUT UP! EVANS! " You both hear Remus scream from the end of the Gryffindor table and you and Lily just flat ass die laughing.  Your dart off to Regulus who was looking at you. Your gazes meet and you can feel your cheeks turn red. You quickly feel Lily's foot kicking your leg under the table, giving you a sharp pain. You look at Lily and she looks at Regulus then at you and raises her brows up and down.  " No, I do not! Shut it! " You claim, blushing even more and Lily just laughs while Regulus looks at both of you once again and simply gets up, closes his book and gets out of the dining hall without saying a word. " Sorry, Lily. " You say as you get up and go after Regulus. You leave the dining hall and see Regulus going up the stairs, you start running trying to catch up, but he doesn't seem to see you and goes through a door on the second floor that you haven't ever seen before. As you enter the room after him, you observe as the room is filled through the ceilings with various artifacts. Regulus is nowhere to be seen so you just walk around the room admiring the various artifacts. You get hold of a tinny hand mirror and the reflection starts to get blurry to show Regulus. He was in a black cloak walking in what looked like the black forest and then he takes his wand out and lifts his sleeve to reveal the dark mark. You gasp surprised and the mirror falls from your hand breaking into tinny pieces at your feet.  A shard scratches your hand and blood starts to seep through your fingers as you hold the cut. " I see that you know my secret now. " You hear Regulus affirm and you turn around to see him look at you. His eyes widen, his face softened as he notices the cut in your hand gushing with blood down your feet. Regulus rapidly moves closer to you and holds both of your hands. " You are hurt, let me help you. " He claims has he takes out a handkerchief of his pocket. " NO! " You blurt out angerly as you wank your hands from him. " Why didn't you tell me, Reggie?" Regulus eyes start to water but he quickly sighs and holds it in as he holds your hurt hand and ties his handkerchief around your cut. " I didn't want you to think badly of me or even worse, leave me. " He claimed, holding your chin and making you look into his eyes  " I would never leave you. " You claimed as you looked directly into his eyes. " You will be in great danger. " He whispers, letting go of your chin and adverting his gaze away from your face. " I don't care, i love you, since the day i met you. " You whisper and Regulus eyes dart to your lips but he quickly looks away and then back at your eyes. " I should, but I can't. " He whispers has his gaze lowered to your lips and back to the wall behind you. A soft smile forms on your lips as you get a hold of his tie and pull him closer to you and kiss him. He hesitated for a second out of surprise but softly laid his hands on your hips as he kissed you back.   A fire ignited inside of you two, almost like two stars colliding and becoming a Super Nova to destroy the world together. Regulus pulls the kiss a part to look at you and you observe as the pupils in his eye dilatate.

How you meet  You two meet at the Hogwarts express. It was your first year at Hogwarts and you were pretty nervous as you took hold of your cat that poured at every pet you gave him in his little head. You were completely zoomed out as your nanny, Mrs. Willow, and Mr. Walter, your driver both talked you through the important things you should do and be aware of at your new school. Both of them were like parents to you, both of your parents were not very present since they were pretty influential people both in the muggle and the magic world. So Mrs. Willow and Mr. Walter always took care of you. You watched as all of the kids hugged and waved goodbye to their torn-eye mother and father that watched them in awe and sorrow as they entered the train behind you.  You feel someone pull both sides of your robes to close them and you look at a torn eye of Mrs. Willow as she closes the buttons of your robes with a small smile. " Hey! Darling, pay attention to what we are saying. " She says in a soft voice has your eyes meet her sad blue eyes. " Always be kind and do what you think is right. " She claims with a smile and you nod. " And don't let anyone boss you around! You hear! " Mr. Walter claims and you see his little grey mustache wiggle as he talks what always makes you smile. " I will don't worry. " You say have you hug both Mrs. Willow and him in a tight hug. They both look at you with a small smile as you take hold of your trunk and put it in the train and then pick up your cat and cradle him in your arms as you go up the stairs to the train. You put him on the floor. And quickly wave to both of them as the train starts to move. You could feel butterflies in your stomach as you saw the station being farther and farther away, this was a new experience for you. You never got so far away from home alone before. Have you get hold of your truck, you watch your cat run in the train's corridor and you quickly follow it pulling your truck behind you.  " Onyx come here! " You scream as you go after him. You start to hear laughing and talking as you get closer. Onyx entered a cabin that to your surprise was where all the noise was coming from. From the door, you watch three boys with their backs turned to you. One of them had black long hair and the other one had fluffy brown hair and both were wearing Gryffindor uniforms. Probably were second or third years. " So Snivellus, you finally got some pussy then. " You hear the brunette said. " I always knew you didn't got the balls. "  The other boy claims and they both laugh. They looked like they were bullying someone but you couldn't quite see it since they were right in front of the entrance and they were both quite taller than you. You take a few steps forward and clear your throat with a noise and they both look at you. " I believe that pussy is mine! " You claim with a sarcastic smile. " And his name is Onyx. " You looked right in eyes of both of the boys, one of them was quite tanned, had a small nose, round glasses, brown eyes, and fluffy brown hair that fell into his eyes, and the other boy was quite pale, had long black hair slicked back behind his ears and deep blue eyes. They both looked at you with a crooked eyebrow as you got hold of your truck and placed it over on the shelf on top of the seats. You observed both the boy that had Onyx laying on his lap and the girl next to him, he had long black hair, pale skin, and a big nose that somehow looked handsome on him, he had a Slytherin uniform and next to him was a girl with long ginger hair, pale skin with a Gryffindor uniform and blue eyes that looked very uncomfortable with the other boys' presence. You took a seat in front of both of them and looked at Onyx all curled in a ball in the boy's lap and a smile took hold of your lips as you looked at the boy. " Hey, my name is y/n, I never saw Onyx liking someone that Easy, he must really like you. " The boy that looked with a serious expression towards you smiled shyly. " My name is Severus and this is Lily and those are..." he started to introduce but you interrupted him. " Griffindor lads that think that are better than everyone and have obvious mommy and daddy issues, I can see. " You joke looking at them has both Severus and Lily covered their mouths trying not to laugh. The two boys looked at you in shock with your obvious insulting joke and the boy in round glasses just glares at you while the other ones just laughs nervously. " Good one. " The boy in black hair claims and stretches his hand for you to shake. " I'm Sirius and this is James." You look at his hand and just smile at him. He takes the hint and nervously takes his hand back and puts it in his pocket. James raises his finger and opens his mouth trying to come with a comeback but he only stays in silence. Sirius puts a hand over James's shoulder and they both look at each other. " I think is better if we go, James. She's just a first-year and the daughter/son of Leon Gryffindor, they are pretty influential here in the magic world. " Sirius whispers to James who just nods in agreement and leaves to the hallway with Sirius right after him. You watch them turn around and lose sight of them. Severus sighs in relief, you look at him with a smile has Onyx snuggles more close to him and he puts his arm around him and starts to pet him. Lily sighs also seeing that the boy next to her is sad. " Smile up, Severus. Don't listen to those bullies, you hear me?? " Lily exclaims looking Severus in the eyes what makes him blush a little as he nods. Severus looks at you and you see his brown eyes shimmer with curiosity. You are accustomed to those looks when people know about you as your father's son/daughter. Leon Gryffindor, one of the last regents of the famous Godric Gryffindor, was one of the four founders of Hogwarts. You hate your family name, it feels like a burden sometimes when you just want to be a normal kid. " Is it Onyx, Like the crystal? " Severus asks and Lily raises her eyebrows confused not understanding what Severus is talking about. You named your Cat Onyx because since you had him he always protected you and made you feel better and he also was black has the night like an Onyx Cristal. You smiled at Severus and nodded. " Yes. " You claim in awe. " I can see we are going to be great friends. " Severus claims looking you in the eyes with a shy smile and you couldn't agree more.

How you fell in love Three years have passed and you, Severus and Lily have become great friends, you always tell each other everything and did everything together from studying to butterbeers at the Leaky Caldron. You three were inseparable but Severus was going through a hard time, you could see it. Him and Lily were always arguing especially because of James Potter, he was just a bullie to Severus but Lily for some reason was going on dates with him.

 You didn't like the guy also, he was too much of an arrogant prick for your liking. You could tell that Sirius had a special soft spot for Lily and her liking one of the people that gave him the most sadness really made him angry at the universe. " Hey snivellus! " You hear James call out has he aproaches your group, you looked at Severus, seeing him tense up. " Fuck off! Potter. " You shout holding your wand close to you. " It's a shame that a pretty thing like you has such a dirty mouth. " James says in a sarcastic tone as he puts his arm over Lily's shoulder. Lily looks at him with a smile and you can feel your blood boil in your veins. Lily and Severus were childhood friends and still Lily choose to ignore James Potter obvious bullie red flags, now you understood why Severus was so angry. His first friend of all time that he obviously has a crush one was dating his bullie. " Are you going to stand there, like he's not bullying one of your best friends?? Are you that blinded by love to not see the pretencious prick you are dating??" You shout at Lily that looks at you with her eyes wide open. You feel Severus pulling your robe and look at him, seeing his sad brown eyes look back at you has he whispers. " It's okay, y/n is not worth it. " He whispers in his monochord tone of voice that always had the gift to calm you down. James quickly takes his wand out of his pocket and puts himself in front of Lily while holding his wand pointed at you. He flicks his wand but Severus quickly jumps in front of you and starts to levitate in the air as James, Sirius, Remus and Peter all laugh. "Snivellus! Snivellus! " they all chant and you just look at Lily that stands still in chock looking at you. You quickly point your wand at James and flick your wand. "EXPELIAMUS! " You shout and James wand flies out of his hands. You quickly run to catch Severus that was falling but you both fall on the floor with the impact. Severus lays in your arms on the floor while you both groan in pain. You look at his deep brown eyes and can't help but get lost in them as he smiles at you a gentle smile. " Thank you. " He whispers as he takes your hair out of your face to check if you are okay. You felt your heart almost leap out of your chest. " Are you okay? "  You nood and Severus soft expression quickly changes into a frown has he gets up from the floor, takes hold of his wand and walks towards James. Lily quickly puts herself between them two. " James! Severus! Stop! Please. " Lily pleads with obvious desperation in her voice. " Shut up! I don't need your help, you filthy mudblood! " Severus Shouts and with the sound of his scream you quickly get up and run towards him to hold his right arm. " Severus, let's go! Please, it's not worth it. " You whisper to him and he nods as he takes a deep breath. You look at Lily seeing her shock with Severus words. " That's it, never talk to me again Severus Snape. " Lily affirms loud and clear has she turns her back at us and pulls James Potter with her has they go thought the hall with the other Marauders following them. 

Severus falls to his knees and you quickly hear him sniffle and start to cry. You sit in front of him on the floor and hold him in your arms in a tight hug, you feel him squeeze you so close to him that you could feel his fast heartbeat. His tears started to wet your sweater and you could help but feel bad for Severus. When Lily Evans makes a decision, there's no going back. " I know you love Lily and its hard. I love her too but I love you more Sev. I will always be here for you. "  You whisper has you rest your chin over his head. Severus quickly lifts his head to look at you in the eyes with tears rolling through his cheeks. His brown eyes look at your eyes and then at your lips and a small smile forms in his lips. " How could you love such a horrible creature like me??" He claims and he leaves your embrace and lifts his shirt sleeve to show you the dark mark. You gasp in surprise. You were not expecting for Severus to join the Death Eaters but you also were not surprised at all at the same time since he always had an interest in the Dark Arts. " Severus! " You gasp has you touch his tattoo and Severus quickly pulls his sleeve down and continues to cry. " I fucked up y/n! What i'm i supose to do! " He cries out covering his face. You pull his hand out of his face and hold his chin up so he can look at you. You see his eyes calm down and his expression softens has he looks into your eyes and then his gaze lowers to your lips. “ I will always be here for you, be your friend even if you make bad choices. “ You whisper in a attempt to comfort him.

After all this years, even if he loved Lily. You promissed yourself you would be by his side and help him, protect him if needed.

How you met

How you met

You met Sirius at a ball.  This was it you looked officially ridiculous, you thought have you looked at yourself in the mirror. You were dressing a glorious silk dress in a champagne color that hugged your figure in all the right places with some black strappy high heels and a messy bun that was embellished with little silver stars and a big moon. You had to go to this ball at the black mansion, that you weren't excited at all about but you had to go because your parents were long date friends of the black family so you had to go along. The worst part was that it was a pateric mascarade ball, so you had to use these horrendous masks that you didn't ask for, yours was a white fox. A knock on the door was heard and your mom enters right after, she was all dolled up also with beautiful red lipstick and a off the shoulder velvet deep red dress, and a black fur that played over her naked shoulders. She automatically smiled when she saw you. " You look so beautiful, my darling. " Your mom declared as she took a strand of hair and put it behind your head. " I guess so. " You said has you crossed your arms. Your mother ignored your words, got hold of her bag and yours and gave it to you. You followed her lead and you both got out of the house into the backyard where your father was already waiting. He smiled at both of you as you both get hold of each of his arms. " Hold tight my loves. " Your father said right before he apparated. You felt as if you were being squeezed into a rubber tube and when you ground yourself, you notice that you three were already in front of the black mansion. You and your mother continued walking with interlocked arms with your father into the front porch and after a deep breath, your father proceeded to knock on the door. That was quickly open by a woman in a black gown with big wavy voluminous hair has black has her clothes, her face was covered with a mask of a crown with three small black feathers sticking out of its forehead. " Codeword? " She said with a harsh authority tone. " The sons of the moon sing at night. " You heard your father say in full confidence of his words. " Proceed. " The lady said opening passage for the three of you to enter the house. You couldn't believe your eyes as you got in. There's was all sorts of people in this huge living room, with luxurious ball gowns and tuxedos all with their faces hidden in animal masks, some drinking cocktails others dancing. Your father quickly pulled your mother to the dance floor and you couldn't help but smile after all these years they were still in love like it was their first time. You quickly sit in a chair and observe in awe all the people in the room they all looked like very important people, who was really hiding behind those masks? Aristocrats? Death Eaters? The Ministery? Influential people for sure. Your eyes stopped when you noticed a young man with a mask of what looked like a black dog looking at you he toasts the cup high in your direction and quickly drinks it, after that he quickly sat next to you. He was wearing a white button-up with half of his buttons undone, you could see part of his chest tattoo, over it was a black button-up vest and he was also wearing some black pleated trousers. You were close enough to notice his enchanting blue eyes that simmer like the stars with the lights of the candelabra.  " Don't you find all this bureaucratic crap boring? " He asked you has he looked at you. " To tell you the truth, yes. " You said with a sign and you heard him chuckle a little. " I like the night sky in your hair. " He affirms as he puts his arm over the back of your chair. " I appreciate your big confidence, Romeo. " You said sarcastically as you took his arm from the back of your chair. He got up from his chair and stretched his hand in your direction. You couldn't help but let a little smile escape your lips. " Should I compensate for my bad manners with a dance, meh lady? " He asked jokingly in a very fake British accent. " Oh, yes you may, my kind sir. " You exclaimed playfully in a very fake jokingly British accent.  You take a hold of his hand and he quickly pulls you to the dance floor where both of you join the other dancers in a very synchronized waltz. You could help but feel little tingles in your heart as he holds your waist and your fingers intertwined with his. His blue eyes were hypnotizing, just like a deep ocean full of secrets ready to be discovered. He winks at you, noticing you have been doing intense eye contact and you feel yourself blush so you quickly avert your gaze. " Should we get out of here? " He whispers and you can clearly feel the smell of lemon sherbet candy and coffee linger the air with his words.   You quickly nod and he pulls you out of the dance floor guiding you to a back door. He quickly opens the door to reveal a very rich backyard with the most beautiful starry sky you have ever seen. He quickly sits on the grass and pats the place next to him, you silently sit and look at the stars with him. " My name is Sirius Black. " He says as he looks at you. " My name is Y/N, " You say with a small smile. " Can I see your face, bet it is as beautiful as your voice. " Sirius claims has he puts his hand over his mask and reveals his face. You couldn't help but fall astonished by his beauty, his long black hair that falls perfectly over his very defined jawline, his beautiful sculpted nose, and cheekbones. His ocean deep blue eyes looked back at you with playfulness. You felt a little embarrassed to show yourself to such a person. " Can you just close your eyes, please? " You ask and he smiles with a nod as he covered his eyes with his hands. You take off your mask slowly and feel the chilly night air hit your face. Sirius uncovers his eyes and blushes a little as he admires you, your eyes, nose, lips, where he lingers a little bit more, your chin, neck, body. " Was not mistaken for sure. " He says as he brushes his hair with his fingers and lays on the green humid grass. You follow him and lay right next to him. Seeing the stars and the moon in its all plenitude and splendor. It almost feels like you are floating in space as you lay there looking at the night sky. " Sometimes the world makes me feel so sad and then I come here and look at the stars it just makes me feel like I belong. " Sirius whispers as if his feelings were a secret. After all his confident facade was hiding an insecure and sensitive person.  You turn your head to look at him, feeling the grass hit your cheek. His eyes stood still looking at the stars that shined through his blue eyes. " It's so hard to think that we are wishing at something that is so far away and probably dead still shinning at us. " You declared and Sirius looked at you with a shy smile. " I was thinking about the same thing. " He claimed with a sweet smile.