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06/08/26

I am doing fine...

I have a little fever so I don't feel any power of will; I am just doing the basic home stuff to keep the place clean and tidy. I am binge-watching The Good Place. I am going to work. and that's it. this is August lol

Well only the first 6 days so let's see what happens. ^^

can't wait for this weekend to arrive...

i want to go to the beach. that's the only thing i really want to do now. everything else makes me feel a knot in the throat. but not going to the beach and swimming... no...

when i think about K. i feel the knot in the throat. we are friends, we share the apartment and she also told me very touching and sweet words when i needed them. but there is a but. we are friends in the material word, but... our energies don't really match. and this makes me confused. this splits me in two. this feels bad. when i am not with her i don't think nice things about us. i feel tired.