Lady Vee

I recently failed my masters program. At first I was devastated, but then I soon realized that there is bigger problems that other people can have. Not only that, it felt as if my life was already deteriorating way before that. I was on the road to become a therapist but was overwhelmed with the idea of having the special power of helping people with their problems when I don't even know how to fix my own. Is this is what it means when fuckboys say coaches don't play? Another note is that i'm horrible at science and I don't learn as quick as most "smart" students do. I was happy I even got accepted. But now I'm here, lost and feeling rejected. Which (fun fact) did you now the body registers rejection as physical discomfort? Now I feel scrambled, what next? Do I figure it all out NOW or relish in the pain of unknown? Both are good options, or so I think. One thing I am most certain of is that we are put on this earth to feel. Pain evolves to growth, it just sucks in the mean time.