deranbianchiā:
STARTER FOR: Anyone ⦠Open / @omertastarterā LOCATION: The Bianchi Estate. DATE AND TIME: December 11th, 2020. 3:00PM.
Being here now, in the wake of death, was a pillar of insurmountable grief. Deran stirs in the sentiment of everything, the sorrowful faces and black clothing, all patrons clad in large coats to hide from the cold of an early-December New York. The service was nice enough, a somber affair. Deran stood to the side and watched with a gentle stare, seated with his cousins. He fixated on a chipped tile on the floor halfway through. To his right, his father mentions Christmas.Ā
Once back at the Bianchi estate, he wanders. He plucks up prepared foods from small tables and pops them into his mouth, though his appetite was fleeting. With so many people inside, with so much security, the place looks brand new. When he was young, he used to picture large balls happening here, ones where women paint their cheeks red and lift their breasts to their neck. 100 years of familial activity was enough to earn in his overflowing imagination to go rogue as a child. Now, itās all just a little bleak.Ā
He reaches for a photo from the mantle in the common area, one of Gregory and Deranās father, Colin. They look formal, neckties and dress shoes. Their faces were baron of any smiles or teeth. Deran thinks he may turn to concrete if he looks long enough at their stern, steady eyes, focused on the camera, hands clasped together in front of their bodies. Itās then he realizes that someone was just a few feet from him, no doubt taking a few laps as well.Ā āPhotographs are weird,ā Deran says, breaking the silence that brews between him and the other,Ā āItās strange to think something can be immortalized like that.ā
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Ā Ā Ā for as much as she was sure those receiving sorrowful regards for gregoryās passing felt like a broken record, elise sure felt like one givingĀ them. she was certain that they only went in one ear and out the other, and honestly she couldnāt blameĀ anyone in the receiving line for hearing it over ... and over. just like she couldnāt blame anyone for breaking away from the main room, from the crowd and the steady reminder that everyone there only had gathered to bring condolences for the passing of someone they loved. it sucked, severely. elise imagined that sheād find members of the bianchi family littered throughout the house, tucked into the little corners attempting to find any moment of respite they could, though it didnāt make her feel like any less of an intruder when she stumbled upon them. like now.
Ā Ā Ā Ā ā imagine how they used to be shot, ā she was hoping she hadnāt been noticed, that she could slip out of the room just as quickly as she had stumbled upon it and leave him undisturbed to his thoughts, but such was not the case. elise pressed a shoulder into the door frame, filling it only part way, and sighed,Ā ā sitting still for long periods of time for the exposure to capture. and people believed that smiling in photographs would steal your soul so they kept stoic as ever. ā or something to that effect. she had too many useless facts swirling around her head, in moments like these she wondered which of them were actually true. not that it mattered.
Ā Ā Ā Ā ā itās nice to have little memories like that ... just within armās reach. but yeah, itās a little strange. you never get the full story. ā a picture was worth a thousand words. she couldnāt see what he had in his hand, but she imagined it was something family oriented. was it candid? posed? did it have a good memory attached to it or something that jogged his memory to the current circumstances? elise only sighed in response.Ā ā at least theyāre better than commissioned paintings, hm? ā














