E.Andreas

Nam TV zone sessions (at Donkerhoek, Windhoek) https://www.instagram.com/p/CauxkVXMUMn/?utm_medium=tumblr

The kid is too fresh. (at Donkerhoek, Windhoek) https://www.instagram.com/p/CakbZbrMIXz/?utm_medium=tumblr

Somewhere In 🇳🇦 (at Opuwa, Kunene, Namibia) https://www.instagram.com/p/Caf0ZhZs1OQ/?utm_medium=tumblr

I recently met with paulah, very beautiful girl, grounded, genuine, loving, caring and humble. I like her a lot yahmsayin. We good and all that. We connect on a deep level, she's cool man I like how she takes care of her self. Happy to have met such a beautiful soul.

Spoke to quite a number of people today, nande, alushe, Paula 'very unusual' but ya, feels good getting out of your comfort zone. Nande seems to have a lot of worry on his mind, I hope God answers that young man's prayers.

I am happy to be finally returning to my senses, I have been in a lost state for a while especially with the one special person I owe a lot to, my mother! It is like I detached myself emotionally and mentally due to substance abuse, I am not ashamed to admit it because it happened. The one person who never turned her back on me is the one i abandoned recently and I am ashamed to say it because she does not deserve it. My goal from this point on-wards is to ensure that she is well taken care of no matter the circumstance. I will allow suffering on her part.

-Be Stronger

My life situation is falling into place, I don’t have to talk about it but I see proof everyday. The minute I step out of my house I see proof from God. This tells me that I am on the right path and every little thing I am doing is exactly it. I am grateful!

Ever since meke packed her relationship bag and up and left about a year ago now I will be the first to admit that I never thought i would ever hear from her again, which is weird because this is a person i shared intimacy with and for her to pull a move like that one was totally uncalled for. I concluded that it was karma that dealt me that hand because i have been a douche bag at times during experiences such as those but i have no regret about my past actions because I learned from it, which for me is the most important thing. It was only until yesterday that she actually had the courage to give me a call me just to inform me about her recent achievements which is not a bad thing but I just wished she could have handled my situation with her in a better way. I will not hold it against perhaps she felt the need to pursue that path, bygones!

It was such a hassle for me to garner up courage just to en quire from my boss about a damn projector which i so badly need for this weekend, It is the only thing that can keep boredom and stray thoughts up out from my mind. Since I made a decision to become selfish with my time I will look for any every and anything just to spend time with me. I am so glad I got it, at least now the excitement levels are up just a notch. Thank you!

My energy levels are way too low, It seems that I am in a state of unhappiness of some sort that I am unable to explain at this point. I think i am starting to feel the effects of being alone. It is the worst feeling of all but that is where I am at right now. I hope my situation alters soon rather than later other wise ill loose my mind, well I hope I do not but that is where I am at currently.