hollow glitter eyes

hey guys. sorry i’ve been inactive, i’ve had terrible stomach issues and forced diet changes. i have a rare inflammatory bowel disease and gluten sensitivity. so i can’t eat gluten anymored. i’ve felt better since i cut it out but i’ve gained 10lbs in two weeks so i’m back to not eating/restricting/overeating kinda.... i’m so stressed. i’m glad i had to cut out gluten because it forces me to think about what i eat but it makes it harder and gives me stronger urges to binge even though i can’t. i’ve been binging on fast food for a year and it essentially cuts out that possibility. i am on a steriod though which makes me angry and SO HUNGRY all the time no matter what i eat. it’s fucking hard.