✧ some of my fandoms: I'm into stuff like pokemon, sonic, ace attorney, object shows, ut/dr, and rhythm games!
✧ some of my other interests: drawing is my main hobby, and character design goes along with that! I also like learning about obscure games and lost media where I can.
✧ feel free to message me about whatever! I'd love to talk to people on here :D
(pssst btw I have an art sideblog at @kibbehthekib and a neocities site here if you wanna check either of those out!)
list of tags below:
undertale and deltarune - characters tagged "[character] undertale" or "[character] deltarune," e.g. "kris deltarune."
special tags:
- skelefam (sans, papyrus, and optionally gaster)
- sciencepeoples (sans, alphys, and optionally gaster)
- fun gang (kris, susie, and ralsei)
- suselle (susie and noelle)
- holiday sisters (noelle and dess or the knight)
- princeps tenebrarum (ralsei and gaster)
- corestrings (soul/player and gaster)
- lost duo (knight/dess and gaster)
- weird route (also includes sword route stuff)
theory/meta tags:
- deltameta (general "talking about deltarune" tag)
- forgotten prince theory (theory that a young gaster was the prince in deltarune's original story, and "his deltarune" is an attempt to rewrite his past and erase himself from the narrative)
- cosmic divorce meta (following the prince theory, the idea that gaster and the knight had a relationship in that original timeline that broke down, acting as co-stars kinda like spamton/tenna and seam/jevil. like gaster, the knight is from that timeline and remembers what happened. warning: critical brainrot.)
- (most of my polished stuff is under more public theory tags like "deltarune theory")
sonic the hedgehog - characters tagged with "[character] sth," e.g. "amy sth."
special tags:
- team sonic (sonic, tails, knuckles, and sometimes amy)
- team rose (amy, cream, and big)
- team dark (shadow, rouge, and omega)
- team chaotix (vector, espio, and charmy)
- archie sonic
favetags: sonic, amy, metal sonic, shadow
other series I have tags for:
- pokemon (tagged w/ pokemon names, e.g. "celebi")
- nights into dreams (characters not tagged)
- gravity falls (tagged w/ full names, e.g. "dipper pines")
- bfdi (tagged w/ "[character] tpot" or "[character] bfdi" mostly on vibes lol)
- inanimate insanity (tagged w/ "[character] ii")
- homestuck (tagged w/ full names)
- ace attorney (characters not tagged)
- rhythm heaven (characters not tagged)
- parappa the rapper (characters not tagged)
other special tags:
- animations
- comic (wip)
- pixel art (wip)
- neocities (buttons and stamps I've made)
- gone fishing (characters fishing)
- pro skater (characters doing sweet kickflips)
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“i have to listen to my body’s needs” secret boss fight written by person who has chronic and disabling wrist pain which has fundamentally changed his relationship to his hobbies and his job <- i care it as someone who has also had chronic pain in my wrist/hand for 5 years
another thing i tend to think about with this. i also just think in chapter 5 there's a theme of care and dependency. the flowers have extreme guilt over being taken care of by asgore. flowery conceptualizes himself as weak and useless. in the dark world, his fantasy, he tries to return the care given to him to asgore to "make up for" asgore taking care of him when he should've died decades ago. it's an extreme example, but i also resonate with his feeling.
when your body or mind puts you in a situation where your reliance on other people becomes really explicit, you're trained by the world to see that as shameful or to see yourself as deficient. your efforts to ignore your needs just to avoid "being a burden," will leave you worse off. you punish yourself because of deeply internalized ableism.
regardless, even by virtue of being a living thing on this planet, you are already designed to need others. you have to listen to your body's needs even against a society that teaches you you shouldn't. you have to be okay with the fact that you have needs. sometimes your needs are different or are greater than the person next to you, and all you can do is listen to your body and turn to others when you need them. you're still a person when you need people.
when toby says this:
it's interesting to me how much he uses the language of deltarune to express this feeling. your hopes and dreams slipping away, and bitterness growing is literally the explanation we get for shadow crystals (and so wept the fallen star, making rivers with its tears. then, slowly, from the bitter water, something grew. it looked like glass). this is also the crushing feeling when you lose a sense of control when you're in pain, when you can't do things the way you want, the way you used to. but when you find yourself still able to fly, you do so because you've adapted. you've listened to your body. you've learned that listening to your body means changing the pace, letting yourself be cared for, letting yourself be helped.
as far as toby's said it, having to expand his team has made deltarune a better game. chapter 5 is so expansive because so many people helped to make it. Pink's fight has sprite work from guest artists, music with Camellia, bullets programmed by Toby's team. She is, to me, a love letter to Deltarune's development process as a whole and how it has shaped Toby, and a reflection of the kinds of thoughts Toby has shared with us about developing Deltarune alongside pain. I also think it's a beautiful follow-up to Gerson's themes of storytelling and authorship (letting go of "perfection" + accepting the contributions of others = both about rescinding control and embracing perseverance). Pink is also so much more than this, but I've been thinking about this a lot.
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saw the dogcheck for this chapter and went haha funny danganronpa reference I didn't know toby was even into those games :] and then I thought about danganronpa 2's ending again and went Haha Oh God
hey guys so remember in danganronpa 2 where the entire killing game was just an elaborate waiting game leading up to a confrontation between the two opposing groups that put our cast in this situation to begin with? and they forced our cast into an hopeless choice: preserving the world at the cost of their own memories, or keeping their memories but putting the fate of the world in jeopardy?
and then instead of making a decision at first, everyone retreated into an idyllic "game reset" time loop where none of the tragic shit had ever happened? and a big part of the main character's struggle was that if everyone's memories were erased, there would be no remaining trace of himself and the person he loved?
but in the end they realize this decision of "destroy yourselves for the sake of someone else" or "end the world" is bullshit and they can resolve to face the future and live for their own sake?
I think maybe. there are some common themes here.
(of course, with the Don't Forget of it all, I feel like this story could be going in the opposite direction that dr2 did: keeping their memories and allowing the world to end, opening up the power to change and rebuild even if it means temporary ruin. as opposed like, resetting over and over in hopes of finding Some Way to prevent it, or just creating a new world like what undertale was. but even if the decision is different the reasoning is still thematically similar.)
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