may i present *drumroll please*

c h a o t i c academia:

coffee stains e v e r y w h e r e

staying up all night to read greek mythology and then being late to class because of it

running on iced coffee and antidepressants

getting high and contemplating the meaning of life

never being in class but always getting amazing grades despite it

clothes w coffee stains that will not come out

doodling in the margins of every assignment

rambling thoughts and dialogues

rewarding urself w pieces of chocolate and coffee after reading one (1) single sentence

knowing a bunch of random facts that have no value in everyday life (/•_•)/

constantly having a messy workplace no matter how much u tidy up

listening to music full blast in order to concentrate

using crystals to give u energy

learning latin on duolingo

wearing pjs everywhere u go

messy hair and messy eyeliner

trying to do self care and failing miserably

watching philosophy youtubers (aka exurb1a, the love of my life lol)

flannels so many flannels

wanting to be perfect at everything

lots and lots of anxiety

not knowing anyone in ur classes cuz u don’t know how to socialize

comforting smelling candles

going from reading a book a day to not picking up a book in six months

having one place u like to study in (like a cafe) and feeling v i o l a t e d when u see someone u don’t like there

sneaking out ur window to look at the stars

having lots of plants, many of which die

lots of insomnia

having a rlly shitty tumblr blog (lol me)

trying ur best