Delulu realms

1 - What is an idea, dynamic, or trope in your current work that feels naughty or self-indulgent? (spicy answers 100% encouraged!)

Oh my goodness, okay so I have an utterly disgusting love for pitch black dark romance stories/books. Like I am scared to show ANYBODY my kindle library at this point in my e-book collection. I will not sit here and lie to y'all and say that I do not agree with non-con/dub-con writing, because I love it. It might not be everybody's cup of tea but it is mine. Chapter 8 of my longfic Stealing Moonlight is where I started dipping my toes into that kind of writing. Astarion had just professed to Rhiannon that he's been madly in love with her for YEARS and she didn't have the reaction that HE wanted HER to have. So what does this crazy ascended vampire that I have obsessed over in my head do? This:

And this moment from the nightmare in Chapter 13.

Don't even get me STARTED on the original Chapter 16. Oh my god that was TRULY my entire leg in the pool of non-con/dub-con/force-con.

But I deleted this chapter for a reason and rewrote it. And I like the rewrite for Chapter 16 much, MUCH better.

2 - Is your OC a virgin, blushing maiden, or a sexual fiend? Or are they aro/ace? Or are they something in between?

Okay, BEFORE the fic, Rhiannon 100% believes that she is aro/ace. She thinks that there is no way that she could ever have such devious feelings such as lust or desire. In Stealing Moonlight, Astarion is basically SHOWING her that she DOES have these feelings and that there isn't anything to be ashamed about, but doing it in the most OBSCENE way. She is a virgin. And I am scared to write the actual P in V sex scene I have planned after the chapter 19 rewrite is done...

3 - What's your OC's "I shouldn't be this turned on by this" trigger?

Forced proximity, rough handling, bite/blood play, predator/prey or hunting play. I never once claimed that this fanfiction was pure or holy, only that my OC was at ONE POINT both pure AND holy.

4 - What is your OC's hard NO?

I think multiple partners would be a hard NO for Rhia, she can barely handle Astarion touching her without freaking out. I don't think she'd be down for anal either, lol. This whole fic is about corrupting the "incorruptible" but even she (and my brain) has her limits.

5 - What is the most debauched VP/Art you have ever created?

Personally created? Nothing. Gotten commissioned? This:

HE IS TOUCHING HER COOCHIE MEOW MEOW!!! Thank you again @akelan <3

6 - What is the wildest NSFW smut you have ever thought up? Did you write it?

Funnily enough this answer has nothing to do with Stealing Moonlight, haha! It was a one-shot where Astarion made my DUrge his consort, doing a whole "vampire bride" ritual I found on the internet, and then they both fucked all over the palace and played with each others blood O-O. Oh my god it was 30 pages long and I never ended up FINISHING IT!

7 - Do you have any crazy projects planned for the future?

Heh, yes. I have already planned out chapter 20 for Stealing Moonlight, aka their "consummation" chapter as a few of my commenters have been asking for xD Then for A Dowry of Smoke, I have a non-con/dub-con/hate fuck planned for their wedding night. So another "consummation" chapter I guess.

I don't really write one shots, I've tried but they never get finished. It's just not in my destiny I guess. I have 2 published one-shots that I'm not proud of in the slightest, they are FINE I guess. I will never tag/link them on anything though. Probably the only two one-shots I will ever give to AO3.

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