hi, I go by jess on the web, prefer lumi as a nickname. your friendly (people pleaser) neighborhood escapist, just another troubled teenager living through the horrors
decided to end my lurking and make a multifandom blog on a random tuesday. times are scary so my pessimistic tendencies made me want to participate in what I feel may be the late stage of www as we once knew and loved. (with genAI ruining every space both digital and physical on earth, dead internet theory has never looked more real)
we're so fucked that we've reached the point where caring about basic human rights makes you radical. alr then I'll gladly own up to the name <3 TERFS KYS
but enough of the impending doom, haha... here's a little about me
(you'll see that I love overusing parentheses at every given opportunity)
꩜ ≤ 18
꩜ alienation final boss
꩜ nonbinary demigirl on the aroace spectrum (labels aren't a necessity but I enjoy toying with them: omni idemro aego to be specific. here's my pronouns page)
꩜ anyone who takes zodiacs and other such seriously in the big year of [insert today's date] should honestly reevaluate. with that said, hate that I just happen to be the sappiest emotional ♋︎ which is totally because I'm a cancer and not that I have bord–
꩜ similarly, mbti is a corporate lie and I despise pseudoscience with burning passion but I'd gotten infj-t back in the day for funsies so do with that what you will
꩜ soon to be a third-world english major. secular eco-anarchist & (non-hierarchical) internationalist, exmuslim antitheist
꩜ wish I had enough dedication and motivation to indulge in my hobbies frequently. do I love any form of art? more than anything. do I make an active effort at practicing to better myself? well, uh. life gets in the way. (lamest excuse ever boo)
꩜ ⤷ executive dysfunction, my middle name
꩜ the lovechild of Halsey and Mitski. go ask them
꩜ spend an unearthly amount of time on playlists (since I'm almost always too lazy to start a project, I often opt for telling stories through them or make silly ones for fun) come check them out!
⤷ 🖇 jess no more gatekeeps on Spotify
꩜ tend to pick up hyperfixations for a while until I let them go into hibernation for however long and the cycle continues (pretty sure this is an old tumblr post that I'm referencing)
said fixations consist of but aren't limited to:
♯ nostalgia: MLP, MLB, MSP (the golden trio), Strawberry Shortcake, Phineas n Ferb, Mia and Me, Sonic, TAWOG, Monster High, LPS (my ultimate adulthood dream is to make a wide collection of every toy I couldn't buy as a kid), LiS (if there's one thing you should know about me it's that this franchise is my everything), DBH, TLoU, TS2-4, YanSim (I'm a veteran), MysMes, DDLC, Co09, Creepypasta (haven't touched the fandom with a 10 ft pole since 12 yo but it was peak internet culture), Pokemon, Captain Tsubasa (baby's first yaoi bffs-to-lovers anime), Gravity Falls, other kids media too many to list here, old but gold mobile games (especially horror ones like anyone remember Simulacra?)
♯ from covid till today, how the FUCK has it been 6 years: the whole anime pipeline except I wasn't in their fandoms at all for 2ish years (back in the day you got death threats for shipping bkdk), all yuri/yaoi content you could think of at the time, Ace Attorney, How to Get Away with Murder, Omori, TCoAaL, Voltron, LoL (for the... lore...), Genshin (not a player just storylines, wish it was a visual novel), Arcane (s2 ruined everything, doesn't exist in my books), Coffee Talk (my FAV cozy game ever ever ever I could talk hours about it), Marvel-DC (thanks to Stony, Spideypool, Harlivy, Batjokes), Shameless, Stranger Things (worst queerbait oat, I miss 2022), Hotel Transylvania (just the first movie cause younger me wanted Johnny and Drac to make out), Good Omens, Hannibal, Stardew (for the sole purpose of SamSeb), ALNST (did you know I'm Ivan himself?), Total Drama, Disventure Camp, MP100, unexpectedly Hazbin cause I had to cope with finishing Mob Psycho in two days and then spent the entire summer reading fix-it fics to a disaster indie project I didn't ever think of watching (don't support Viv neither as a person nor a creator), TADC, An Extremely Goofy Movie, Mouthwashing, Slay the Princess, House MD, The Good Place, South Park, UTDR (yep! I obviously have grown up familiar with it but I hadn't played them until recently. It had me break down in tears. Toby Fox saves lives y'all. o7 what a legend), The Freak Circus, No I'm Not a Human, The Pitt, Gachiakuta, NSO, PHM, Supernatural, Sharp Objects ...tbc
aside from a bunch of fandoms & interests, I may occasionally (or frequently atp) yap/rant about mental health, life, humanity, religion, the universe and all that good shower thought stuff. I may also not check my asks (I tend to forget stuff) or ignore some, so if you actually read this far, you've been warned!
DNI: sexists of any kind, gender essentialists, queerphobes, bigots, conservatives, terfs, ableists, capitalists, religion advocates, genAI users, animal abusers. you're not safe, you shouldn't feel safe here either. spreading any sort of harmful belief or practice isn't welcome. get out, educate yourself, seek help if possible.
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I think if I heard I Gotta Feeling by The Black Eyed Peas in the correct circumstances it could move me to tears. It's like the promise of a brighter future that never came to pass
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I miss when people differentiated between "gender neutral" and "nonbinary" in terms of language.
Like. Today, the efforts to make language more inclusive are super focused on being inclusive of nonbinary people, instead of being neutral on the subject of gender entirely.
It's the difference between "Guys, gals and nonbinary pals" and "What's up, everypony?" you know?
The difference between "men, women, and enben" and "people."
Do y'all ever think about the woman from "Bugs"? She died believing Sam and Dean were a couple because they didn't even try to prove her the opposite (in fact, they encouraged her to think that)
Even funnier, the woman who played that character also played another character in a later season, in that episode with Sam's imaginary friend, and she had to hear Dean say "you know, the family that showers together..." while standing right next to his brother.
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