hi, I go by jess on the web, prefer lumi as a nickname. your friendly (people pleaser) neighborhood escapist, just another troubled teenager living through the horrors and trying to figure out who I am
decided to end my lurking and make a multifandom blog on a random tuesday. times are scary so my pessimistic tendencies made me want to participate in what I feel may be the late stage of www as we once knew and loved. (with genAI ruining every space both digital and physical on earth, dead internet theory has never looked more real)
DNI: sexists of any kind, gender/bioessentialists, queerphobes, bigots, conservatives, terfs, ableists, capitalists, billionaire defenders, religion advocates, genAI users, animal abusers. you're not safe, you shouldn't feel safe here either. spreading any sort of harmful belief or practice isn't welcome. get out, educate yourself, seek help if possible.
we're so fucked that we've reached the point where caring about basic human rights makes you radical. alr then I'll gladly own up to the name <3
but enough of the impending doom, haha... here's a little about me
(you'll see that I love overusing parentheses at every given opportunity)
꩜ ≤ 18
꩜ alienation final boss
꩜ nonbinary demigirl on the aroace spectrum (labels aren't a necessity but I enjoy toying with them: omni idemro aego to be specific. here's my pronouns page)
꩜ anyone who takes zodiacs and other superstition seriously in the big year of [insert today's date] should honestly reevaluate. with that said, hate that I happen to be the sappiest emotional ♋︎ which is totally because I'm a cancer and not that I have bord–
꩜ similarly, mbti is a corporate lie and I despise pseudoscience with burning passion but I'd gotten infj-t back in the day for funsies so do with that what you will
꩜ soon to be a third-world english major. secular eco-anarchist & (non-hierarchical) internationalist, exmuslim antitheist
꩜ wish I had enough dedication and motivation to indulge in my hobbies frequently. do I love any form of art? more than anything. do I make an active effort at practicing to better myself? well, uh. life gets in the way. (lamest excuse ever boo)
꩜ ⤷ executive dysfunction, my middle name
꩜ the lovechild of Halsey and Mitski. go ask them
꩜ spend an unearthly amount of time on playlists (since I'm almost always too lazy to start a project, I often opt for telling stories through them or make silly ones for fun) come check them out!
⤷ 🖇 jess no more gatekeeps on Spotify
꩜ tend to pick up hyperfixations for a while until I let them go into hibernation for however long and the cycle continues (pretty sure this is an old tumblr post that I'm referencing)
said fixations consist of but aren't limited to:
♯ nostalgia: MLP, MLB, MSP (the golden trio), Strawberry Shortcake, Phineas n Ferb, Mia and Me, Sonic, TAWOG, Monster High, LPS (my ultimate adulthood dream is to make a wide collection of every toy I couldn't buy as a kid), LiS (if there's one thing you should know about me it's that this franchise is my everything), DBH, TLoU, TS2-4, YanSim (I'm a veteran), MysMes, DDLC, Co09, Creepypasta (haven't touched the fandom with a 10 ft pole since 12 yo but it was peak internet culture), Pokemon, Captain Tsubasa (baby's first yaoi bffs-to-lovers anime), Gravity Falls, other kids media too many to list here, old but gold mobile games (especially horror ones like anyone remember Simulacra?)
♯ from covid till today, how the FUCK has it been 6 years: the whole anime pipeline except I wasn't in their fandoms at all for 2ish years (back in the day you got death threats for shipping bkdk), all yuri/yaoi content you could think of at the time, Ace Attorney, How to Get Away with Murder, Omori, TCoAaL, Voltron, LoL (for the... lore...), Genshin (not a player just storylines, wish it was a visual novel), Arcane (s2 ruined everything, doesn't exist in my books), Coffee Talk (my FAV cozy game ever ever ever I could talk hours about it), Marvel-DC (thanks to Stony, Spideypool, Harlivy, Batjokes), Shameless, Stranger Things (worst queerbait oat, I miss 2022), Hotel Transylvania (just the first movie cause younger me wanted Johnny and Drac to make out), Good Omens, Hannibal, Stardew (for the sole purpose of SamSeb), ALNST (did you know I'm Ivan himself?), Total Drama, Disventure Camp, MP100, unexpectedly Hazbin cause I had to cope with finishing Mob Psycho in two days and then spent the entire summer reading fix-it fics to a disaster indie project I didn't ever think of watching (don't support Viv neither as a person nor a creator), TADC, An Extremely Goofy Movie, Mouthwashing, Slay the Princess, House MD, The Good Place, South Park, UTDR (yep! I obviously have grown up familiar with it but I hadn't played them until recently. It had me break down in tears. Toby Fox saves lives y'all. o7 what a legend), The Freak Circus, No I'm Not a Human, The Pitt, Gachiakuta, NSO, PHM, Supernatural, Sharp Objects ...tbc
aside from a bunch of fandoms & interests, I may occasionally (or frequently atp) yap/rant about mental health, life, humanity, religion, the universe and all that good shower thought stuff. I may also not check my asks (I tend to forget stuff) or ignore some, so if you actually read this far, you've been warned!
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me as a teenager: man it sucks to have no privacy or autonomy but i guess its for a good reason. when i turn 18 i will realise how young i was and understand why they did all that.
me as an adult: teenagers are an oppressed class, their abuse is normalised and systemic and they need to start killing people
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white usamericans when asked how they're doing, will never say "bad". they'll just say "I'm hanging in there" and that is universally understood as them being so so bad. like. no american is happily hanging in there. we don't like the hang.
I just saw a video title on YouTube that said something like “Why is glass transparent?” And that’s an interesting question and I’m sure it’s great that the video exists but my first thought was like “Because glass is terrible, obviously.” Because it’s unwieldy and let’s out warmth and needs to be heated to hundreds of degrees to be shaped and turns into hundreds of tiny daggers if you drop it. Why the hell would we bother with that if it didn’t have some magical quality like being totally transparent despite being solid? Glass is transparent because if it weren’t, we’d use something else.
If you’re still curious we did not start working glass for its transparency. It was most likely started as a sanitary concern. Glass is easy to clean with soap and water, once it’s cleaned out you can use it again for anything and no germs or flavor from the previous meal or drink will remain.
Other materials at the time, namely clay, would absorb flavors and germs meaning that if you ate beef off a clay plate your next meal with that plate could have beef flavor and microbes common on cow meat on it. That would leak out seemingly at random no less. Heck imagine a sick person coughing into their soup bowl and then months later their germs hiding in the clay would pop out to infect whole new people.
Also the earliest human use of glass we know of is for its sharpness. Pre-historic people would use volcanic glass as sharp knives for food preparation. Also beads. Pretty much any new substance humans get their hands on for most of our history we immediately try to make into beads.
The fact that it could become see through was a side benefit.
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