Endless Fucking Showtime

Am I the only one who doesn't find it funny at all that someone's sent me a valentines card as a joke? So many people say that people with aspergers can't connect to their partner, cant empathise or understand their partners troubles or needs. So many say people with aspergers can't love. Theyre shit in relationships, can't maintain relationships, no one wants them. So you think it's funny to have it rubbed in my face that the world views me that way? When I've had so much heartbreak and failed relationships in 2015, when all these scars hurt so much, when I'm hanging onto my last possible hope for the husband and kids I've dreamed off since before I could even talk or had the strength to hold up the baby dolls...I'm sorry but I don't find it funny. If I can't get a bf, then who'll care for me when my parents are gone when I've no family, no friends? What will be the point if my life if I can't even focus on a career, on travel or something. It feels like life or death, its real, and its not funny.