Sad Vent Blog

I HATE HATE HATE one of my profs rn. He just sent me a thing today saying I don’t attend class and haven’t turned in any work. While I haven’t turned in work online bc I admittedly forgot about it and that’s on me but it’s printmaking so he’s seen all my work progress in class which gets me to the next topic, IVE NEVER MISSED A DAY, even when I REALLY wanted to skip and it’s the first time I’ve never missed any class due to illness or bad mental health and I’ve only ever been occasionally late (10 at like most usually closer to 2 and it’s a 3 hour class). No idea where he pulled that one from but it was like the main concern he put into the note that included my advisor. Not only have I never missed, I’m currently ahead on my assignments and one of only a few that completed the most recent one early. He also sees me and gives me compliments on my work as I’m completing it meaning he should know I’m there and if he had an issue bring it up to me IN CLASS WHERE IM WORKING. Also he’s kinda notoriously shit as my friend was his TA for a semester and talked about how he did literally most work including cleaning everything and creating presentations (not at all in the description and apparently something he was told he shouldn’t do bc of some policy) and taught it by himself as well for the most part and made a print logo for the class he was given no credit for and has been used without his permission. The professor is also known for not really teaching how to carve beyond how to not hurt yourself with the tools and either sitting on his computer or walking around aimlessly barely interacting with people. Nobody who has previously taken his class has a good thing to say about him. This is literally the most stressful point in the semester as well as there are multiple events related to school and class, many things are due, and I’m going on a small trip soon so he couldn’t have done this at a worse point. I can’t even email him yet bc I’d probably swear aggressively at him for doing this shit as I’m angry and stressed

Would anyone be willing to do a tradeback on legends za? I want to evolve my spritzee and no one I know has the game or home to trade with me lol. Comment or dm me if you’re willing. Thanks in advance!

So fucking tired my whole body hurts so I can’t sit or lay down in any one position without having to reposition myself after 5 minutes. My doctor called me back but I don’t think he understood what I was trying to tell him so I don’t think he’s taking me seriously at the moment but hopefully when I fully explain what’s going on with me (my issues with light headedness not the chronic pain he doesn’t do much for me there) he’ll listen and see why I’m concerned but who knows. It’s also at 9:15 tomorrow so I’ll be fucking incredibly tired and half dead going but it’s what he had available.

Talked to my mom today and she agrees I REALLY need to get my bloodwork done soon and I think she’s guessing I’m borderline anemic like she was a while ago (different reasons). I don’t always get my family to take my chronic pain seriously (most of my family has severe chronic pain so they see it as part of life and not so much something to actively be concerned by) so I’m glad they do take some of my shit seriously and I’m hoping that the blood work might let them start to recognize some of my other issues if something shows up. I’m mildly worried about being anemic if that ends up being the case bc I’ve heard that it can open you up to more illness and since my immune system is shit and my asthma means I get so many stupid colds I can’t handle another again I’ve already been sick 3 times this year.

Knees really hurt, hips really hurt, back really hurts. I love my fully functional body that always works perfectly.

I think I might be iron deficient or anemic idk my period hit and I’ve felt like passing out all day and could barely do anything. My dad isn’t taking it seriously and chalking everything up to my period and cramps when there’s no way this is JUST my period. I’ve had bad times before but never like this before. My mom told me to call the doctor but he doesn’t work weekends and my body feels like it’s about to crumple and die I don’t know what to do.

This is just my side blog to document my personal shit (primarily chronic pain) since I don’t have anywhere else to really put it