idk

Welp

Just had a dream that ended with my older brother whom i haven't seen in years emptying the water of a bath tub. The familiar sound of the water draining also carried a little tune, like a lo-fi synthy piano tone. It was just a few notes, but for some reason it caused me to break down into tears, because i had heard it ten, maybe fifteen years ago, back when things were okay, back when my life wasn't unmanageable and my family was still all together, it was the sound of nostalgia, like some sort of little melody or sound that was specific to my childhood.

Welp rehab doesn't have any beds available today, so i gotta try tomorrow or Tuesday -_-

I'm a liar and an addict

I wonder who's noticed my arm lately...