nina

she/her eighteen

- used as a music journal, extremely subjective and biased opinions, occasional horrible poetry

- feel free to say ur opinion!

beauty acc @winysm

- keyword: right now

looking at illit and the beginnings of times for them, these girls have faced hate since day ONE. for this we can use the argument that any group has, duh! that is indeed factual, however, we must also admit that the hatred for them was truly increased by thousands. fans not bringing up their lightsticks and calling them untalented… not only does this song go against their “cute” concept, as obviously presented. the second song ‘NOT ME’ is truly the presentable outlook of the new illit. the title track has done numbers, it’s only bringing vision to their new look. i wish these girls lots of luck in the future.

his love is yours

or so they say

he’s the risen Lord

or so it’s believed today

my life, a God dream

my feet planted on the ground

my consciousness denies His existence

my subconscious fears i’ll go down

pray for a new breath

pray for a new life

pray for love, hope, peace, health

pray for a peaceful afterlife

i can’t deny Your existence

for i am only a mortal

rationality is my biggest enemy

near the end i hope to find the portal

peace and freedom from addiction

but peace is a slaves’ belief

for the world is forever moving and unfair

Holy Spirit why can’t i believe?

make me new

i repent for every sin that i’ll do again

close my eyes every time i run

but this time i’ll let go of the pain

whether you find me or not

i’ll rise this time, i promise

hug my mother tighter, try harder

i can’t afford religion’s prestige

but this time i’m empty

free of my pride, helpless yet pure

God in heaven shine and wait for me

i’ll show u hospitality once i’m ready