Hello. It's me

paborate (favorite) moments 🐋🐳

1.

Hey, I liked The Followers. We were amazing. I loved that band. Man. What good times.

"It was the worst time of my life."

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2.

He would have given my life enough meaning.

Ten times over.

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3.

I tip her generously.

"A ‘sorry, you are attractive, but it’s not you — it’s me. And I swear that five years ago I would have.’"

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4.

Veni, vidi, nihil egi.

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5.

"Did you love him?"

I close my eyes and focus on the sound of the ocean, hope for it to drown my voice.

It doesn’t.

"Yes."

"Do you still love him?"

When the silence drags on, he adds, "Off the record."

"Yes."

And then I head back to the house.

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6.

I explain and state it like a fact I have as much interest in as the heart rate of a mouse, the melting point of silver.

None at all.

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7.

Brendon doesn’t look surprised to see me.

I am not a predictable man; he could at least gasp a little. The tiniest bit. Just to amuse me.

I’m fucking surprised that I’m here.

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8.

"I get why you would have chosen him."

There was never any choosing.

I had no choice.

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9.

"Goddammit, Sisky. But this isn’t his fault. Okay, it’s a little his fault, but Dallon clearly manipulated the kid. It’s unfair to pick on the intellectually inferior."

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10.

The odds are against me.

Tomorrow’s a faceless stranger.

But the odds have always been against me, in everything. And I’ve managed.

And the bubbling and the heat and the noise in me all reach their apogees then — and they harmonise, fade out.

And I see him.

I wake up.

I find myself on stage. In front of screaming fans.

I wake up.

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11.

What bad blood? Who, me? Never.

Still glad that he didn’t show up.

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12.

“1980. Exciting,” he says, but I let out a sceptical hum, letting myself kiss the skin behind his ear. “You’re not excited?”

“It doesn’t actually change anything. Besides, I liked the seventies. Don’t see why that has to go.”

“We can pretend that it didn’t. We’ll keep the old calendar in the kitchen and pretend it’s 1979 all over again.”

fav momentsssssss

1.

...cigarette falling onto the ice a second time. That's how you can always tell where I've stood - just follow the stubs. When I die some day, my grave will be surrounded by them. My grave will become a stub mountain.

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2.

"Pretty much, yeah," I say, and I love the way I can make him laugh, when he thinks I'm being a moron, and I swear I don't make such lame passes at others, but I know he'll laugh and that's why I do it. These days, that's why I do everything I do.

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3.

His eyes flash dangerously. "You know, we could be civil to one another. You could be civil."

"And why would I want to do that?"

"Christ, just -"

"Piss off', yeah, yeah, I know. Watch me do a trick. You watching? See. I'm going... I'm going... I'm gone."

I walk into the crowd without looking back, offering my arm to the first girl rushing towards me, and she laughs brightly and accepts it, enthralled, and, well.

You have to do these things with style.

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4.

Anything for you, kid. Anything.

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5.

"You're better off without him, man."

fav moments (❁´◡`❁)

"Okay, alright," Pete rushes out, "let's get that negative energy out! Good, good!"

"I try to enjoy being in this band, but you make it practically impossible," Joe states.

"Then I quit," I reply.

"Whoa! Too much negative energy!" Pete says, slightly panicked.

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2. "You too," I say casually.

I'm flirting back.

God, my mother must have accidentally bashed my brain in when I was a baby.

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3. He stuffs more clothes into the bag hurriedly.

"You know, not everything is about you. Does that ever occur to you?"

Not really, no.

Heyy everyone

So did CIE's IGCSE and *hair flip* got an A* in all my subjects.

So yeah I'm just tryna help. Fr.

Now listen u dont need to get an A* to be happy with ur grades. If those are ur goals then u go girl. If those are not u still go girl.

But my mum always says "Always aim higher than what u can get. Then you will reach the farthest u can go. Now go make another omelette for me."

Now a major thing I would do before an exam is open a candidate response, the qp, the ms and the examiner report.

Do each question, check with the markscheme, check the candidate response and assess where u are and then the examiner report.

I love this so much: https://paper.sc/

Examiner reports are a really underrated resource and are REALLY HELPFUL.

Use the 'IGCSE' reddit and discord server

IGCSE Notes – Soumya Pandey

Here are some of the resources I used and each subject tips

Maths:

Past papers past papers past pAPERS PAST PAPERS PAST PA-

Girl i cant tell u enough

Also makes sure to learn all the calculator tricks including the linear equations one, differentiation (the only ones I can think off the top of my head)

Make sure to practice past papers have good time management. Calm down during the exam. It'll all be fine.

(trust me i went and got bangs cause i was depressed about the way i wrote the exam and here we are)

Sciences:

Use the examiner report tip. Always always use the syllabus of each subject. And ofc past papers

Skill for Science Packs - Google Drive

Bio:

Drives:

IGCSE Biology (0610) notes from MS - Google Drive

bio

Chem:

Heather Houston - YouTube

IGCSE all chemical tests - YouTube

Drives:

chm

0620 Chemistry – Google Drive

Phy:

physics resources

Business:

Bs is one of the easist subjects cause of the repeated questions and the low thresholds. If there is one subject u wanna chose for fun let it be BS or EVM

EVM:

Smallest syllabus ever

Just do past papers you'll be fine

Ik everyone says that but thats cause its true

The same advice goes to ICT. Like the practicals are the easiest shit u can think of but a big mistake that people do is forget theory.

Study for theory and u get good marks.

English (1st language) :

My fav subject in IGCSE

It was sooo good

Always choose descriptive its just easier to score in

Go read books from good authors like Madelline Miller, Katherine Arden, and Ocean Vuong. Get phrases that u really like and copy them into a word document. Go through it before the exam and use it in the writing

You can also use: https://www.descriptionari.com/

Examiners' Secrets: Descriptive Writing (Mr Salles) - YouTube

Paper 1 video

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AND THATS ALL

To everyone doing their GCSE's

All the best

Just remember that it isnt everything. Year 10 and 11 is all about finding urself and having the time of ur life. I sure as hell did. And at the end of the day these results dont matter half as much as u think. Its not that they're not important. Its just that there are more important things in the world.

Random thots

(Me using my GCSE English A* to the max)

(hair flip)

When your books has multiple POVs you tend to start putting these characters into boxes and they have these specific traits that define them rather than having a multilayered personality. And in all honestly, this is necessary. A reader needs to distinguish between characters. They need to have a smooth reading experience where they don’t just mix characters in their head together. But as a critic, thats a different story. This is a problem I had with six of crows as well (one of many…pls dont come at me). One of the characters that could have definitely been unpacked more, if given more page time would be tristan. One character that was stuffed into their personality would be parisa. I don’t know if it was because its been almost 2 years since i read the first one but parisa is so robotic now. Its like, where's the character development?

Hello tumblr, long time no see

Soo I absolutely remember nothing from the previous book so had to go look up a summary

Still not sure but who cares

Let us begin

This is again a compilation of thoughts as I read the book so pls enjoy

Destiny is a choice…and so is ur orientation u homo-

(ok side note I've been reading a lot ask about dreams lately and honestly I'm loving it.)(go read the raven cycle)(pls)

Oh libby darling

I feel reina on a spiritual level

Tristan is such a goddamn Mood.

Istg this tristan and callum. U all basic bitches dream about making a cute boy’s heart flutter? Well these two dream about making each others’ heart stop. Forever.

Ok fuck you all idc what u think i love callum

👏tristan👏

Ik i keep talking about tristan and callum but i just cant help it man

If anyone ill worship u reina, all crawling on knees and letting blood run down cold altars

My academically fuelled past: You’re not trying to save me, are you?”

My depression; “No, not to feed into your whole ‘nobody cares’ thing, but I really don’t give a shit about you.”

Ms.Blake be using scientific terminology like entropy and space time and brownian motion and im not exactly sure shes using it right but im too distracted by the characters and too drunk on the art to care

Ik it seems like i dont talk about parisa a lot but i dooo like her

Ezra is such a little bitch and like i get what he is doing but he is still. A little bitch.

Ok so i just finished THAT kissing scene and all i ask is why. Thats it. Why. WHY. N.p

Look i understand. Maybe a bit. But its 3 in the night and i just took 4 career quizzes and its hard ok.

Ik i didnt say shit for a whole chunk of thr book

BUT

LIBBY I LOVE THIS

LET IT BURNNN LET IT BURNN CANT HOLD IT BACK ANYMOREEE

no belen no

Reina and callum are meant to eb

Haha ezra u lil piece of crap

Oh wow finally a cute wholesome moment

Ok defo gonna forget this book by next yr

Look. I was casually thinking about the book and then it hit me. Ok Ok Ok. Deep breaths.

Ms. bLAkE

PLEASE TELL ME THAT GIDEON IS NOT IN THE CULT THAT EZRA FORMED OMG

So. 

I read the the atlas six by olivie blake 

This was one of my first dark academia books (or one whose genre I was aware of). I saw this blow up on tiktok and I thought ‘why not?’.

I have like stuff written down (thoughts ig) after around 65% of the book (cause before that it went too slow) so here they are : 

MAJOR SPOILERS

I REPEAT MAJOR SPOILERS. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.