“When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence.” 

Today marks 10 years since Bergman’s passing. 

Amy Winehouse performing the definitive version of “Back to Black” in front of a small audience of 85 in an Irish church on a cold December evening in 2006. Everything she performed before this was preparation; everything after reflection.