She persisted.

i’ve been sad these past couple of days. feels like i have no more reason to live. it’s not that bad as i’ve felt before but still, it feels heavy. i know we’ll be okay but it’s fucking sad i don’t even wanna wake up. i’ve been wishing i’d die so it won’t hurt anymore. nobody knows it is this bad. pagod na akong umiyak pero hindi nauubos ‘yung luha ko

god it feels heavy

i know i shouldn’t feel this way but i feel left out. sometimes, i think what if i didn’t resign? what if i didn’t leave the philippines, what if.. i know they love me and i love them sm, but this is one of those times i feel like they’ve forgotten about me

asked my best friends for even just a short call, they didn’t know it was actually a call for help. i just really needed them right now, maybe they’re busy. but it’s okay, i still love them.

been crying my ass out for how many days already. it’s lonely, i feel alone. i miss my friends and family, i wanna see them. can’t even tell them i’m sad and crying every damn night

i miss my friends :(

you are worth the same effort you put into others

pwede pala talaga ‘yung magddate kayo and magssleep over ka sa kaniya pero wholesome lang (kasi may sakit HAHAHA)

world is cruel but i do hope it’s gentle to me this time.