carrot

wondering what to do with my drabbles - should i j delete them or save them somewhere?

aine said i'm attracted to fucking liars, and now i'm violently shaking in my chair

first post of 2026 hehe but smol announcement: going to be closing down @/sleepynoons - likely going to move to a new writing blog, but unsure when, bc i've been too busy to write anything

just slipped on ice and hit my uber car LMAO

love reading lena's writing <333

sometimes, showing myself love is so hard, but not in a "i hate myself and want to give up" type of way. it's just difficult staring at my empty bank account and looking through all of the expenses i made in the last month.

WHY DID MY PERIOD COME FOR THE THIRD TIME THIS MONTH

things i want to do by next monday: - complete hirevue - wash all my silk pajamas + lingerie - finish knitting scarf - read the rest of the last book of mistborn - deep clean bathroom - practice this makeup look i've been obsessed with for the past month - catch up on sleep (i've been <5 every night for the past 3 weeks) - brainstorm and expand on this substack idea i've had for a while - hopefully plan out actionable next steps

hi (said in a barely alive way)

not sure why i'm in this lec

hell week's over - imma take a brain break for the next few days

maybe i j suck idk

the people at this startup are starting to give me really, really bad vibes...

everything is gone ;-;

there's literally no value in having employees stay in the office for 16-18 hrs

whenever i open my twt, i either flashbang the person sitting behind me with the nastiest fanart of phaidei gay sex or another headline about palestine/sudan