29 cis f sub learning about and leaning more into my kinks. Happily taken 🤍 Into: BDSM, bimbofication, cnc, erotic hypnosis, spanking, etc. https://throne.com/eagertolearn025
🌸 I'm ellie, I'm a 29yo cis f sub in a long-term relationship and this is my lil kink blog.
🌸 MDNI! Please don't sent pictures without consent!
🌸 I'm currently on a journey to discover my kinks and embrace my sensual side that I've repressed due to trauma. I'm currently experimenting with erotic hypnosis/subliminals and on a bimbofication journey. You can find me as u/EagerLearner025 on reddit.
🌸 My kinks include: shibari, being restrained in general, cnc, intox play, somnophilia, spanking, hypnosis, brainwashing, corruption, praise, freeuse, bimbofication, breeding, bambification
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thinking about the time I had my wisdom teeth taken out and they put me on laughing gas. I’d really love to fucked while in that state. Just have the mask put on me while all the dentists fuck me 🥵🤤
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A good owner would leave me with no panties like that. For the guy walking home from work, the homeless men, any guy that needs to dump a load, he’ll put me on display just for you. By the time I was finally let up I’d be covered and filled in piss and cum.
I’m so sorry for skipping my update last month! Coachella threw my schedule out of wack and it took a while for me to get back into my usual routine. I’ve also been dealing with some chronic pain issues that have made it a bit difficult to stick with a few of my goals but I’m still trying to make progress where I can.
Vision: Feel consistently polished, soft, feminine, and confident in public and private spaces.
UPDATE: I’ve been doing a couple of new things here to help feel a bit more polished. One of them is doing press on nails. I’ve found some cute ones at TJ Maxx that hold up for up to two weeks. It’s really fun trying different designs and shapes out. It’s also cheaper than just getting acrylic or gel x nails even though there’s a bit of effort needed to put into them. I’m enjoying the results though and I make sure to give my nails a break in between trying out different sets. The other thing I’ve been doing is heatless hair styling. I bought the Overnight Blowout rods and they have been a game changer! They’re not that comfortable to sleep in but the results are worth it. It’s a little bit of a learning curve and I’m still experimenting with it (using one rod vs all three, etc) but even when I don’t think I’ve done a good job setting them the results are still amazing. It really just makes getting ready for work in the morning all that easier. I’ve also seen the silkie tie which I think I might buy and try next.
🏅 Stretch Goal 2: Body Recomposition with Breast Preservation & Growth
Vision: Reach a leaner body (115-120lbs) while maintaining and growing from my current breast size (38D) and improving perkiness, roundness, and skin quality.
UPDATE: My chronic pain has made it a bit difficult to keep up with my usual gym routine and has kept me out of the gym for a the majority of last month. One thing that has made me feel good though is that my Dom commented the other day how curvy I’ve been looking. I’ve been blessed with a natural hourglass shape and while I’ve plateaued on my weight loss recently I haven’t loss any of my weight in my breasts. I’m hoping that the more I lose weight the bigger my boobs and butt will look.
🎯 Progress Goals
🧖♀️ Face & Skin
Goal: Fade acne scars/marks and maintain clear, healthy skin.
UPDATE: Not too many changes here. I’ve started using an Azelic Acid serum a few times a night to help with some facial redness and I’ve definitely seen some improvements with it. I’m currently setting a dermatologist appointment to help with my acne scars/marks so I can get a bit more of a targeted approach.
UPDATE: As I mentioned before my chronic pain has kept me out of the gym. I’m at 149.2 as of 5/29. I’d hope I’d be closer to 145 to get to 20lbs down from my starting weight but it’ll be something to focus on for this upcoming month. Lately I’ve shifted my focus to doing Pilates and taking a ballet class once a week. Most of my pain is in my knees and hips so I’m trying to do a combo of mobility and strength training work to strengthen the muscles in my legs, feet and glutes.
🛏️ Sleep & Recovery
Goal: Prioritize 7-8 hours of sleep
UPDATE: This I think will be my main focus for this month. I feel like this is the first habit that goes to the side and I definitely feel the difference on the days that I don’t get enough sleep vs the days I do.
🍒 Breast Care
Goal: Maintain current breast size during weight loss, improve perkiness and roundness through:
- Collagen & Vitamin support
- Massage
- Chest Exercises
Supporting skin elasticity & connective tissue
UPDATE: I’ve scaled back on a few of my supplements while I’ve been dealing with my health issues. I’m going to slowly start reintroducing my stack of supplements and maybe also add Maca Root.
💄 Makeup, Hair & Daily Presentation
Goal: Look put-together and presentable every time I leave the house
UPDATE: I spoke on this a bit earlier and trying out headless hairstyles and press ons. Another thing I want to work on this month is being more mindful of my posture, I’ve started taking a ballet class once a week and it’s made me become a little bit more aware of how I stand, sit and walk and I want to work on being more mindful of not slouching or rounding my shoulders too much. With the warmer days lately I’ve also been getting pedicures on a regular basis and I’ve been enjoying wearing sandals more often. I typically go for an all white pedicure but lately I’ve been loving the French tip look. I love how they look in my sandals too and I’m thinking of getting some toe rings and/or anklets to wear too.
👗 Clothing & Style Evolution
Goal: transition toward a more fitted, feminine and sensual wardrobe.
UPDATE: Not much of an update here. With my weight loss I have a lot of clothes that just fit too big now. This month I want to focus on cleaning out my closet a bit more and get rid of the clothes I don’t wear anymore and see what clothes I can alter. I talked about wearing anklets and toe rings and I also want to focus on clearing out my jewelry. I feel like I have a lot of pieces that I just don’t resonate with anymore so I want to clear out what I don’t really gravitate towards and start replacing some pieces here and there.
🧎♀️Exploration & Learning
Shibari & Rope Sills
Goal: Learn self-tying safely and confidently
UPDATE: Ok this is the one goal I have made 0 progress on and I definitely plan on taking some steps to make some progress here before we get to the 6 month mark.
Sorry again for skipping my update last month! Please feel free to share your insight and any tips/recs. I love reading all your comments and messages on these posts.
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can’t stop thinking about object insertion, especially accidental/forced/public object insertion.
you’re on a crowded subway and you feel so cute in your skirt that’s just little too short. you feel something cold touch your thigh from behind and flinch, but it’s too crowded to turn around and look. The cool sensation, maybe it’s metal? It’s dragging up your thigh a little higher now, under the hem of your skirt, and oh right, you’re wearing a thong today. There’s nothing stopping whatever this is from being pushed up against your hole.
You can feel your face turning red, feel the shiver in your stomach, but luckily you don’t see anyone paying attention to you. You start to turn your head, maybe you can at least see what’s happeni— the subway jolts hard as it comes to a stop, and it’s inside you, cold and hard and you know you moaned, but hope it got lost in the noise. You can feel it now, although it’s not that deep. The head of a metal water bottle, you think. You clench around it, almost involuntarily, and you’re definitely leaking now.
Are they doing it on purpose? It’s not moving, even as people exit and enter the train around you. You’re not moving either. You kind of want to. The subway starts up again, and with it, the bottle pushes a little deeper, and a little deeper, with the swaying of the train. It’s starting to stretch your hole as it gets wider, put there are passengers packed in on every side and you can’t move. Deeper, and it’s starting to hurt. How big is the bottle? Are they doing it on purpose?
You feel so full now, and it’s heavy, like it’s filled with water. But it’s moving so slow, and you can’t help but clench and buck your hips back a little, fucking yourself on the bottle. The train picks up some speed and suddenly it’s sliding in and out of you, rubbing against your spot with enough force that you can feel yourself getting close. The train is reaching a station again and fuck, you’re amount to cum in the middle of a crowded subway. It screeches to a stop and this time the water bottle slams deep inside of you, too deep, and you’re cumming, whimpering and spasming on the thick, cold metal. A few glances are thrown your way from passengers, but you’re too hazy from the pleasure to notice anything but the cum dripping down your thighs and the humiliation of what’s happening.
What was your stop again? More people are filing in and it’s too late to move or pull away. The bottle is still in you, still stretching and stuffing you. You don’t even know if its owner is still behind you, or if it’s just being held up by your tight hole. You realize if you take it out now, everyone will see the bottle fall from under you. They’ll know exactly why you were shaking and panting, and notice the cum flowing down your legs. You have to keep it in. You’ll have to walk off the subway without anyone knowing that under your skirt, a stranger’s thick, full water bottle is stuffed up your hole, fucking you with every step you take. It’s going to be a long ride. How many more times will you cum with all those people around you, not knowing if this was an accident, or if someone decided to shove something up your pretty hole because you were an easy target?
