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--- Excellent confession. It's very good to share these things so you can inspire other dumb cunts. Of course you weren't thinking. It's better when you are mindless and desperate. I am very pleased to hear you go out with your tits bouncing around. That's very amusing. I do hope you keep yourself denied and stupid for a few more days.

--- Yes, that's very common. Once you get dependent on vibrators, it's hard to have cummies without it. In the context of cunt training, that's a good thing. In the context of you having a normal life... not so much. you should try and give up the vibrator for a month and see what happens. you might gradually learn to have cummies more easily, or just completely fry your brain and become a mindless edge addict. I think it would be an interesting experiment. For science. Besides, cummies are not important. Being pleasing and entertaining is so much more important.

Such a lovely confession. It's a very addictive and vicious loop. Looking at yourself being dumb, turning your brain off, which in turn makes you even dumber. On and on. Forever. Don't worry about relapse. It is very amusing to hear about your struggle. your writing reminds me of someone who's been gone for a while. I do hope you get free and are able to live a normal life. On the other hand, if you relapse, I'll be happy to laugh at your failure. Abuse is reward.

--- No problem. It was a good question. Wish I had answered sooner, but I was very busy the last few weeks. I normally answer Asks once a month or so.

you know, I wrote about this before, somewhere. I think in the "how to please me" post perhaps. But that was a long time ago and maybe I was a bit more dismissive about these things than I would be today. I do want to make my tumblr a welcome safe place for as many visitors as possible (as long as they are nice, polite and want to please me). I have my own preferences when it comes to how cunts "look", but I have trained plenty cis-girls that I was not physically attracted to, but found amusing in other ways. And some just serve quietly and do nothing sexual at all (I have several followers that only message me to correct my typos, and that's awesome - wish more would do that). Over the years I have observed that, as long as someone finds ways to entertain me, looks don't matter too much. I do have a few local people I train in person and occasionally may use physically, but on tumblr everything is strictly online so the physical attraction is not a strong prerequisite for training. My point is, I view looks and gender as separate things. Besides, I believe people may have genders, but in my mind cunts are objects (or animals) so I don't dwell on gender much during training (unless a cunt is really into misogyny/patriarchy stuff). Long story short, I would not be "uncomfortable" with training a trans person. I may or may not find them sexually attractive, but these days I believe that's not so much about gender identity as much as just aesthetics. On the other hand, whether I would "enjoy" training a trans woman, which is a much more important question, depends a lot on her ability to find ways to please me. I don't have a lot of experience with it, but I imagine chastity, particularly "flat cages" would be almost mandatory. Other than that... who knows. Never really tried, but the idea does not bother me.

The more degraded you are, the easier it is to accept you are an object and not a person. your body knows this is what you need. It's why it rewards you with pleasure every time you make yourself less human.

Correct. Groping yourself is how you "center" yourself and experience your true self. Focus more and more of your attention on being a better, more accessible, more mindless grope toy.

Extra extra credit: No cummies today. Light circles are better for you.

A big improvement on the a/s/l format.

Was such a quiet week, then all of a sudden today I logged in and saw a whole bunch of new messages. Funny how these things work out. Anyway, I think I replied to everyone. If you have not heard from me, feel free to send another message.

Long story, I was originally into rope bondage. Then started going to "dungeon parties" and kinky educational events in grad school to see what kinky people were doing. Realized I was pretty good at "reading" people and "managing" them. I was also very active online in the early 2000s (aol chatrooms, myspace, second life, fetlife, etc.) and did probably thousands of hours of "role play" scenes online. Looking back, it all seems rather silly now, but I do think it improved my communication skills. If you can elicit strong emotions by just typing words in a chat, that is a very valuable tool. Gradually though, I found role playing boring/unsatisfying. So I grew out of it. I also enjoyed reading mind control stories form mcstories.com and stealing ideas from warpmymind.com. Learned a bit about hypnosis and neurolinguistic programming. Meanwhile in my non-kinky life I found myself being in supervisory/managerial positions telling people what to do, making plans, mentoring, etc. Unrelated to that, I also took some dog training classes that were surprisingly useful. Turns out training cunts is not very different. As for tumblr in particular, I joined because I liked the kinky posts. As I was regularly blogging in vanilla accounts about various non-kinky topics, I decided to start creating my own content here as well, so I started writing some "captions", which then turned into short stories, and eventually slave training instructions. Then people started messaging me online asking for training. At first I was not interested. I had my own actually slaves I was training in Los Angeles, so I didn't see a reason to do things online. But after chatting with various people I realized that there is a a lot of demand for competent trainers. More importantly, I found that online training is actually quite entertaining and relatively easier to do. Not to mention the opportunity to talk to hundreds and hundreds of cunts around the world means I got to know a wide variety of personalities. That's very valuable experience that is not available to most people. Anyway, that's kind of how things started. These days, I mostly do rope bondage (kinbaku/shibari) with a few partners in person, but I am not really interested in slave training in person. I am too busy. Don't have the energy. But I still have some fun checking what is going on here. I probably forgot a bunch of things, but that's some of it at least.

So, like this post ONLY once you have done Throat Mantra at least 3 times.

Also, here is a preview of a new “trick” (I don’t think I have posted this one). Very simple, every time you are told “slide”. Slide a finger inside. Squeeze. Relax. Slide the finger out.

Let this be a warning to all the curious cunts out there. The more you are exposed to this type of content, the more brainless and obsessed you'll become. Sure it takes time to get this desperate, but it happens sooner than you think even if you don't notice it at first.