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whenever something upsetting happens i am immediately off to my fantasy world where i have end stage anorexia and i'm safe in my bed and dad has just heard me crying and has come to cuddle and comfort me. he holds me close, rubs my back, kisses the top of my head, and talks to me softly until i fall asleep. perhaps for the last time, perhaps not, i sleep peacefully knowing it'll be soon either way

#i wish i was dead!!!

some light entertainment before bed

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ur kitty lil tired

#one of my fav photos ever

necrophilia because absolutely no one will be seeing me naked until i'm dead❤️

#remembered this blog exists hiiii #it's a lot less fun when everyone's constantly getting terminated

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hiiii returning to this blog after a couple weeks because i was going through a phase of thinking maybe things could get better if i tried so i was avoiding purposely upsetting myself and doing everything i could to be happier. anyway nothing got better i just gained weight :)

#i found this in my photos from 2022 #i don't remember if i made it or not #double !! is making me think i might have #but great to know in the past 4 years i haven't gotten any closer to breaking this cycle #back to getting as skinny as possible!!!

dyingdaughterr

hiiii i'm looking for more ana fetishists to talk to :D i will share body checks but i'm looking for someone who i can actually have conversations with, not someone who's just going to demand body checks all the time. i want to hear about your food control fantasies and i will tell you mine :) also not looking for a coach because i don't like being told what to do. i just want friends to talk about this very niche widely disliked kink with lol

(adding ana coach to this post for reach)

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ok i took way to long to get back to dms so now almost everyone who messaged has been terminated😭 so reblogging the post again. i also realised that i should probably add that i have both autism + chronic migraine so responses are slow and i often don't have much to say

ed coach ana coach food control ed kink (adding this to my post like a summoning spell)

#if you're also into fauxcest that's even better

premenstrual symptoms have started and my period is due to start in a week and i'm terrified😭 even at my lowest weight in the bmi 13s i was still getting them regularly idk what else i can do..... exercise possibly??? maintain bmi 13s longer???

#the answer is probably excessive exercise #i just don't want to </3 #now that i've lost almost all my followers this blog is just going to me complaining about things no one cares about

whenever something upsetting happens i am immediately off to my fantasy world where i have end stage anorexia and i'm safe in my bed and dad has just heard me crying and has come to cuddle and comfort me. he holds me close, rubs my back, kisses the top of my head, and talks to me softly until i fall asleep. perhaps for the last time, perhaps not, i sleep peacefully knowing it'll be soon either way

every single person i follow except ONE has been terminated oh my god😭😭😭 at this point it doesn't even feel worth posting anymore

#where are the ana fetish forums #do they even still exist #i've never been able to find anything😭#but i'm so tired of myself and everyone i talk to getting deleted so quickly

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omg someone finally made a comment about my body unprompted i feel so skinnyyyyy

hmmm. starting to wonder if having a kink blog while probably being asexual is not doing anything good for my mental wellbeing

#on the one had i like attention and i also like doing things that are not good for my mental wellbeing #but on the other i'm often a lot happier when i spend most off the day off my phone not responding to messages and avoiding tumblr #this blog is more fun because there's nothing sexual about food control to me

finally getting back to dms while i'm in slightly less pain and half of them are gone already AND my fav mutual got terminated today too😭

#this blog is getting a lot less fun as tumblr keeps cracking down on ed stuff

#i was looking for this meme so i could add 'everything is fine because one day i'll be dead' but turns out i already did it lol #maybe if i say it enough times my head will hurt slightly less

just cut myself for the first time in like 2 years

#i put it off for so long because i just couldn't be bothered #i completely forgot how good it feels #this summer i will be extremely skinny and covered in scars🙂‍↕️

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i need someone to love me enough to put me out of my misery

my head feels like it's being split open and we have building work going on AND i'm not even skinny. i need to be killed

#every day i complain about how miserable everything is and how much i wish i was dead and then i do nothing about it and carry on as normal #i need to think #there has to be something i can do that isn't od-ing that would almost definitely be successful

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