Aaaah Iâm losing people :((( Iâm sorry guys. Iâm really rusty on this blog and I try, but itâs not as it was so long ago. It was so m u c h  better. Slowly stuff got a drag on me and my self-conscious self not to mention my inability to open up for different fandoms so far because itâs a bit hard for me to put this lot out for some reason. Donât get me wrong, Iâm excited (stoked!) about stuff going on but I also feel like Iâm disappointing lots of people? Itâs a weird feeling and I donât know what to do about it. Also this feeling of disappointing people been there for a while now, hence my not coming around much here...
   So, to people who have been following me since he very beginning and youâre still here, thank you soo much. If I have disappointed you or done something wrong or anything at all, Iâm sorry. To those who have followed me for a little while now, Iâm sorry, you deserve much better! Iâll give my best.
  And if you could tell me what I can do to improve, to go back as it was or just how can I help this mood around Iâd gladly appreciate an advice. No sugarcoating things, Iâll take it. Constructive criticism Iâd appreciate lot, like a lot. Just come to me anon or not, Iâll thank you lots.