itafushi, modulo spoilers towards the end
A soft, cold wave of water laps at Yujiβs feet, a small dog licking at its owner asking Please pay attention to me. Look! Look! Iβm here! Heβs here! Youβre here too! Please look!
Itβs persistent, that damn dog.Β
Or waves. Whatever. Yuji never even had the chance to own a dog, so how the hell would he know what it feels like to have one sit at your feet and beg for your attention. And itβs useless to even count on the idea that he could potentially own one in the future. With the impending doom of his execution laying in the βfar along nearby futureβ (according to Gojo-sensei, who cheerfully reminded him βWe could find the rest of the fingers next month, or even next decade. Who knows!β), Yuji wasnβt exactly counting on making any huge changes to his current living situation.
The first couple weeks as a Jujutsu Sorcerer, of course he knew his entire world was going to change from there on out. New powers, new enemies in the world, new teachers, new brothers, friends, and most importantly-
Yuji smiles and finally brings his eyes up from his phone, thumb still hovering over the camera button, to look at the boy who his heart had decided (for him) it would hold the nearest and dearest. Fushiguro was ankle deep in the cold water, his brown boots left on the shore by Yujiβs feet, as he held his trousers up by his hands so the fabric would stay dry. He was shivering like a soggy puppy despite only his feet being exposed to the current.
Yujiβs boyish smile grows even more at the sight, and with a click of his power button, he finally tucks his phone away into his pockets, also bunching up his pants as he follows Fushiguro into the freezing December water.
βFushiguro, youβre freezing,β Yuji points out with a laugh, his eyes squeezing shut as he finally stands across from Fushiguro in the water.Β
βI had to wait for a good five minutes because your dumbass was just standing there with your phone taking pictures like youβve never seen the ocean before, thatβs why. You have seen the ocean before, right?β Fushiguro asks rhetorically, annoyed, but the gentle glimmer in his eyes reads of nothing but endearment.Β
The boyish grin on Yujiβs face softens into one of melancholy, of nostalgia for a moment that he hasnβt even left yet.Β
βThe sunset just looked extra pretty today.β Yuji offers with a shrug.
Fushiguro stares at Yujiβs face, squinting his eyes ever so slightly as if trying to read something incomprehensible. Instead, he just sighs and his eyes shut
βWhatever, Iβm just glad- Hey!β
A splash of water cuts Fushiguro off, and he opens his eyes to find Yuji laughing, his hands dripping suspiciously with water and his pants that were once being held up to keep dry now submerged in the water.Β
βDonβt splash me back, donβt splash me back! My phoneβs in my pocket!β Yuji quickly laughs out, his wet hands grabbing Fushiguroβs wrists in an attempt to stop his retaliation. The dryness of their pants are long forgotten, as now the bottoms of Fushiguroβs uniform are submerged as well.Β
And Fushiguro doesnβt splash him back, instead letting his wrists be caught in Yujiβs calloused hands that were still somehow stupidly warm despite the cold air and even colder water. He lets out a small, gruff laugh as well, βWhyβre you picking fights you canβt finish?β
At a certain point it gets too cold for them to reason even with their stupid immature teenage boy rationality that they have, and they trudge out of the water side by side. Both of their hands tucked into their pockets, elbows bumping into each other as they approach the shore. Yujiβs hand clutches the phone in his pocket, so tightly as if it were one of the fingers they were all searching for. He only releases his grasp once they reach the shore and he bends down to hook his fingers in the backs of both of their pairs of shoes before catching up to Fushiguro a couple steps ahead of him.
βWhy do you keep taking so many pictures, anyways?β Fushiguro gruffly asks as they continue making their trek across the sand to the bus stop.
Yuji pauses, his lips pressing together into a pout on one side of his face, as he tries to come up with an answer.
In all honesty, he had started taking the abundance of pictures that he has recently because despite the fact he has committed himself to finding and eating all the fingers knowing it would end in his execution, he hadnβt really been living life like there was a ticking timebomb over his head. An hourglass constantly hovering over him, and with each finger they find, one more huge grain of sand falls through to the bottom. So, once he fully realized that he could really die next week, he began feverishly taking photos of his everyday life. Of what he ate, what he wore, stupid selfies with Panda, excursions out into the bustling part of the city, of his Sensei, of his friends. A lot of photos of his friends, actually, especially ones of a certain someone with hair reminiscent of a sea urchin.
Or maybe it was so he could lay in his bed at the end of the day and scroll through his gallery, fully appreciating and reliving all of those cherished moments that he didnβt feel time had given him any justice to fully appreciate in the moment.
Because how can you live in the moment when with each second that ticks by, so does the timebomb above your head, and so do the grains of sand as they hit the bottom of the hourglass.Β
β...Just lotsaβ things worth taking photos of recently, I guess.β Yuji settles on, because how he is going to sit there and tell Fushiguro to his face that every night he sits in the dark, huddled up in blankets, staring at photos of him like a freak.
Thankfully Fushiguro just shrugs at his answer, not probing further.
β...Thanks for coming out with me today, anyways. It means a lot, especially since..,β Fushiguro starts, ultimately trailing off as they both put their shoes back on now that their feet are acceptably dry.
βYeah dude, anytime. Itβs weird though that Tsumiki would only take you to the ocean for your birthday. Itβs wayyyy too cold in December. Summertime wouldβve been so much better.β Yuji says as they enter the bus, following behind Fushiguro paying for the both of them.
βDunno. Something about wanting to do something memorable since we didnβt have much and the cost of a trip to the coastal areas is only the bus fare,β Fushiguro replies as they take a seat, tipping his head back to rest against the seat as he shuts his eyes, his arms slumped in between his legs, βTsumiki would make us food, whole bunch of things, and weβd ride out to the beach for the day.β
He pauses before opening his eyes back up, the smallest flicker of a smile appearing on his face as nostalgia warms his eyes.
β...I used to complain about how cold it was all the time too, how I wouldβve rathered we just stay at home or something. I guess she was right though. I donβt remember much from my childhood, but I always remember the freezing cold December waters from my birthdays.β
Yujiβs entire body is turned to Fushiguroβs, listening intently, eyes widened with a gentle empathy for the boy sitting next to him. He knew what that felt like all too well anyways, grieving over a moment in time that can never come back.Β
And so he settles into his own seat, one of his knees pressing against Fushiguroβs. Iβm here.
βWell, weβll see just how cold it is next year then, too.β Iβm coming back with you. What scarce traditions you got to enjoy as a child, Iβll make sure the fire keeping it ignited doesnβt die out.
The rest of the ride back to Jujutsu Tech was silent, their knees bumping against each other as their soggy pants pressed together at the ankles, but no one bothers to move. And Yuji pretends not to notice the subtle smile Fushiguro hides, nor his flushed ears, and Yuji also pretends to not notice just how flushed his own neck is.
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A soft, cold wave of water laps at Yujiβs feet, a small dog licking at its owner saying Hey! Hey! Look at me! Iβm here, youβre here too! Please look! Letβs play!
βHow the hell are you still here, arenβt dogs supposed to live max fifteen years?β Yuji grumbles gruffly as he kicks the next wave that comes to settle around his feet with a βDamn dog".
Yuji tugs back the hood that covers his face and lets the stingingly-cold air hit his cheeks, the smell of salt water filling his nose as he closes his eyes, mentally transporting back to a time 68 years ago.
βYou have seen the ocean before, right?β
A bitter smile graces Yujiβs scarred mouth.Β
Yuji pulls his old, beat up phone out of his hoodie pocket, opening his eyes back up to enter the password. The phone lags a little bit, itβs gone through countless repairs and updates, but he doesnβt worry. He already backed up all the pictures he took in his youth to multiple hard drives, as well as to online cloud-based storage apps. The phone itself is just for the novelty.
He quickly goes to his favorites album, scrolling until he lands on a photo that has been imprinted onto his heart.
βDuh, Iβve seen the ocean before,β He had wanted to say back then, clicking on the photo he familiarized himself with so well.Β
βWhat I havenβt seen is you surrounded by all the colors of the setting sun like this.β
Yuji allows a small smile as he holds his phone up.
He stares at the photo he took of Fushiguro all those years ago, standing ankle deep in the cold December water. He is clutching both sides of his uniformβs pants, the fabric bunched up in his hands so the bottoms wouldnβt get wet. He didnβt have any scars on his face yet. The sun isnβt visible in the photo, but the colors all reflecting off of the water and back onto Fushiguroβs face are. Shades of orange, pink, red, purple, and blue all cast gently onto him and his uniform, the water below him sparkling with glints of light as the sun hits it. It was a sickeningly beautiful photo, one that had Yuji starstruck as he stood there on the shore however many years ago just staring at it. How could someone look as if Monet had resurrected just to paint them in that very moment?
He wishes he had recorded a video. It wouldβve been hilarious to see Fushiguro shivering like a wet dog again.Β
And of course it wouldβve been nice to hear him say βOi, Itadoriβ once more, too.
He powers his phone off and tucks it back into his pocket, eyes shutting once more as he tilts his head back in very much the same way Fushiguro did on the bus ride when recalling his birthdays prior to Tsumikiβs hospitalization.
βFushiguro,β Yuji speaks into the frigid, December air, the waves ebbing and flowing around his feet, βThe waterβs just as cold this year. Maybe even colder than last year.β
That ticking timebomb above Yujiβs head had never seemed to finally go off, and it was as if that damn hourglass had instead been filled with millions of infinitesimal grains of sand.Β
Yuji wasnβt wrong for taking all of those photos he had taken in his youth. No, he is still thankful he had such an obsession with documenting his daily life and who he spent it with.Β
His execution never came.
And his death doesnβt seem to be coming anytime soon either.Β
His friends werenβt as fortunate (or as unfortunate, he thinks), and heβs extremely grateful to have taken so many photos of them back then so he can continue to look back and relive memories with them from a long, long time ago.
βI wonder if itβll be just as cold next year.β Yuji says once more to the air rich with sea salt, and turns away, walking away from the shore and away from the cold, December water.
Yuji walks back up the hill of sand to the same bus stop, his fingers hooked into the backs of his shoes as he approaches with the grunts and groans of an old man.
Iβm here. Iβm still here.
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a/n: hiii guys hehe >.< this was just a small test fic because I've been thinking about getting back into writing them again. I genuinely haven't written a fic since I was in 4th grade so ('''' β’α· α΄ β’α·
) LOL ... I also wrote this in one sitting and didn't bother to proofread so pls ignore any grammar mistakes hehe this was just to get something out there and to be a start.
+ this was inspired by bad bunny's "DtMF" so I was indeed looping it the whole time while writing it HAHAHA
I hope you guys enjoyed it and will stick around for whatever I might write in the future, and I hope I am able to improve a lot to bring you all good quality fics ദΰ΅ΰ΄¦ΰ΄Ώ ΛΝΜκ³ΛΝΜ )β§
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