the playground for all

I'm a 24yr of age male that dreams of being a sissy. I haven't started my transition but do cd a little I'm in need of a gf I'm bisexual but won't have a relationship with a man only females and trans females but I need a gf trans or not to feminize me I am also into cucking idk the idea of a big black cock destroying my girl as I suck on her clit or his balls makes me so horny or to suck a dick with my partner that's love and its locked in when we swap the man's nut once all done and over. later down the line after I have kids I hope to find a trans woman a goddess to make my wife . I'm from Michigan I cook for a living don't have to many friends so if there's an takers I'm up for meeting new folks DMs are open