I’m 285 lbs right now, down a bit from my highest of 350. Tried to lose weight to see if it would help lower my blood pressure but uh 75 pounds didn’t make a difference I guess cuz it’s the same as it was when I was at my biggest. Scaryy raaah. I’m kinda scared to post pics of how I look now cuz I feel like I let ppl down but it’s whatever. Body dysmorphia + depression has been a bitch lately.

Hii all life has been crazy but I am slowly working on uploading a lot of my gaining journey to my OF. It’ll take me a bit to sort through all the files but it’s from 2022-2026 so LOTS of change haha. I was so skinny before and then I got SO fat. Anyway, don’t want to mislead anyone so I will try my best to add the date to each post. I’m currently not able to gain right now due to finances and stress but I def wanna start making content again <3 thanks for being patient with me